bzzt.

first weekend of the hols just ended like that.
i feel like electrocuting myself.

to quote from Dragon Sakura, often people find themselves being thrown right into reality, revealing that what they think is reality is just a hope of what reality is, a dream. then there are two choices you can make : to wake up from that dream or to continue dreaming.

i like waking up. i like that nasty metallic taste you get in your tastebuds when you wake up. at least that way i know i'm not lying. at least then i'll learn that my dreams only matter to me, not to anyone else. cause they're someone else. they have their own dreams. they can't walk in your shoes because those shoes are yours.

wake up, although it's bitter.
dreams are merely a form of hallucination.