like i mentioned in my pissedoff post couple a days ago, brain is an essential part of the body. without it, surviving is out of the question.
so how, i wonder, people can live w/o brains??
it's kinda entertaining to know how . almost as entertaining watching Quek eat.
i've been so tired lately, of everything. form 6 is so totally ruining my mental image of what the real world is about. just merely 3 months, i've seen racism, abuse of power, brainlessness, irresponsibility, etc. and all of them coming from adults. those we're supposed to look up to as role models. i think we kids can be better role models than grownups. that of which excludes John that owes me RM30.
i HAVE to get outta this funk ! D: its totally killling my study spirit! & if i don't study, i'll fail my finals !!! O: and if i fail my finals *touches wood* , i will dream of no freedom of going out when i accidentally skipped dinners/yumcha sessions !!
how why who what where !!!!!!
OK, i better go sleep and see if my mood turns for the better tomorrow. tomorrow's gonna be a busy day ~ <3
tra la la la la ..
p/s - don't piss me off.
Listening : Skellig - Yao Si Ting
20100831
20100830
狐狸雨
哇！真的迷上了这套连续剧咧～韩剧来的。。呃，它是讲一只狐狸从一幅画里逃了出来，缠着一个名叫 大雄 的大学男生；然后，当然啦，韩剧嘛。。一定扯上那些爱爱的东西～所以，狐狸和人类竟然相爱了。 D:
哦～ 戏名叫《我的女友是九尾狐》
超棒的~一定要看！ 不看包你后悔！！
哇哈哈。
erhem。好，现在告诉你们我为什么忽然间用华文写！jajanngg～～
wing yoong 教了我怎样打华文字～ 哈哈， 看到你头晕不要怪我!我自己看回去打了什么怪东西也觉得头晕了～哈哈～～
呃。。最近都很烦～ 烦什么我也不知道，就是烦。大概是因为我太空闲了吧？学校的功课全部放任不管～年终考试等fail罢了～ T-T 唉～ 那么，竟然我已经post了一个无聊post，是时间去睡觉了～ 晚安<3
我blog的新歌好听吧？ xD
哦～ 戏名叫《我的女友是九尾狐》
超棒的~一定要看！ 不看包你后悔！！
哇哈哈。
erhem。好，现在告诉你们我为什么忽然间用华文写！jajanngg～～
wing yoong 教了我怎样打华文字～ 哈哈， 看到你头晕不要怪我!我自己看回去打了什么怪东西也觉得头晕了～哈哈～～
呃。。最近都很烦～ 烦什么我也不知道，就是烦。大概是因为我太空闲了吧？学校的功课全部放任不管～年终考试等fail罢了～ T-T 唉～ 那么，竟然我已经post了一个无聊post，是时间去睡觉了～ 晚安<3
我blog的新歌好听吧？ xD
20100828
20100827
GROW BRAINS !
BRAINS BRAIN BRAINS BRAINSSS THEY ARE LIKE VITAL FOR THE SURVIVAL OF A HUMAN BEING !!! GROW THEM WTFA!!!
it's OK you do it once, i let go . meh , whats the big deal eh? we just did everything and let you kill the whole thing. ITS OK . alright, i'll continue helping you in whatever else there is left, but first, being a person with my priorities straightened, i need to do what i want to do. study. thats all. im a student, i go to school to study. if im not a student, ill go dance around for you. but too bad, i have my classes to attend, wait for it, i'll get it done, since when did i not get anything done when i've promised you?
then you say something ridiculous that interprets as if doing this ****ing thing is my job as a student. you say it as if now it's my fault. you say it as if i didnt even lift a golden finger of mine to help you with you SOBURDENFUL work. if it's so burdenful, leave the whole bloody thing to us lar why u wanna bother? wtf i did my best in doing everything you asked me to. and i think myself a dumbass for doing so because you dont even understand the meaning of being grateful. thankful at least would help me want to do things for you.
i'm sorry if im not someone who LOOKS like they can do stuffs. WHO ***KING SAID THAT LOOKS DONT MATTER. so what if i look like a mata sepet freak that doesnt looks like she understands a word you're saying? WTF ! I GOT WHAT YOU WANTED ME TO DO IN LIKE A DAY when the person who looked like HE understood EVERY SINGLE BLOODY THING you said couldn't deliver even an empty piece of paper.
and why the eff you came to me twice yesterday regarding the same stupid matter? probably the 2nd time was to question me about the stupid rumours going around. but forgive me by saying this, it IS what you did. deal with it you pea brain! dont come running after me with you heels over your head shouting at me for something i did not say. ask the person who said it ! dont tell me its unfair for you, THIS whole bloody thing is unfair for me. why do i have to do this? if you say because i have my committee to help me OK, fine. they're there they're awesome people but wtf am i suppose to do when you only inform me like idk, 1 week before everything's supposed to go on?! BRAINNSS YOU NEED THEM!!!
furthermore, i'm SO SORRY im not the kind of leader you'd like to have, those that goes up against you when you're wrong. we all know what kind of people others like, eh? those that suck up to you even though you're so far off the main track, you know, people that licks shoes and rubs asses. but too bad, when you're wrong you're wrong. i can't smile at you when i'm pissed. thats me. i dont pretend. i hate you = i hate you. i dont try to mend things at all. you hate me you hate me lar wtf can i do? its not like i did anything wrong. if i did something wrong i would apologise, if you did something for me i would thank you. (THANK YOU WENYIKOKPINGWEIMINGSELVASHEACHEINGPEIMHENGEDWARDYINGKHAITEOHSTEPHHUIYANGKAISHENGKARMENSHUCHINGSOONLINGJINGRUPUISEE)
and to the people who didn't wanna help even when asked, i'm disappointed. at any given time or day i wouldve helped you if you asked.
it's OK you do it once, i let go . meh , whats the big deal eh? we just did everything and let you kill the whole thing. ITS OK . alright, i'll continue helping you in whatever else there is left, but first, being a person with my priorities straightened, i need to do what i want to do. study. thats all. im a student, i go to school to study. if im not a student, ill go dance around for you. but too bad, i have my classes to attend, wait for it, i'll get it done, since when did i not get anything done when i've promised you?
then you say something ridiculous that interprets as if doing this ****ing thing is my job as a student. you say it as if now it's my fault. you say it as if i didnt even lift a golden finger of mine to help you with you SOBURDENFUL work. if it's so burdenful, leave the whole bloody thing to us lar why u wanna bother? wtf i did my best in doing everything you asked me to. and i think myself a dumbass for doing so because you dont even understand the meaning of being grateful. thankful at least would help me want to do things for you.
i'm sorry if im not someone who LOOKS like they can do stuffs. WHO ***KING SAID THAT LOOKS DONT MATTER. so what if i look like a mata sepet freak that doesnt looks like she understands a word you're saying? WTF ! I GOT WHAT YOU WANTED ME TO DO IN LIKE A DAY when the person who looked like HE understood EVERY SINGLE BLOODY THING you said couldn't deliver even an empty piece of paper.
and why the eff you came to me twice yesterday regarding the same stupid matter? probably the 2nd time was to question me about the stupid rumours going around. but forgive me by saying this, it IS what you did. deal with it you pea brain! dont come running after me with you heels over your head shouting at me for something i did not say. ask the person who said it ! dont tell me its unfair for you, THIS whole bloody thing is unfair for me. why do i have to do this? if you say because i have my committee to help me OK, fine. they're there they're awesome people but wtf am i suppose to do when you only inform me like idk, 1 week before everything's supposed to go on?! BRAINNSS YOU NEED THEM!!!
furthermore, i'm SO SORRY im not the kind of leader you'd like to have, those that goes up against you when you're wrong. we all know what kind of people others like, eh? those that suck up to you even though you're so far off the main track, you know, people that licks shoes and rubs asses. but too bad, when you're wrong you're wrong. i can't smile at you when i'm pissed. thats me. i dont pretend. i hate you = i hate you. i dont try to mend things at all. you hate me you hate me lar wtf can i do? its not like i did anything wrong. if i did something wrong i would apologise, if you did something for me i would thank you. (THANK YOU WENYIKOKPINGWEIMINGSELVASHEACHEINGPEIMHENGEDWARDYINGKHAITEOHSTEPHHUIYANGKAISHENGKARMENSHUCHINGSOONLINGJINGRUPUISEE)
and to the people who didn't wanna help even when asked, i'm disappointed. at any given time or day i wouldve helped you if you asked.
20100825
some people just make me wanna (censored)
then again, its probably just my hormones speaking, but WTFA ! grow brains or the peas will be smarter than you !
i'm complaining about no one in particular except maybe you ~ and and you ~ and youu ~ :/
came back from jogging (more like screaming) few hours ago and i thought, "hey, this could be something~" nola. wth would i suddenly sing that. uhh , i thought, "hey, sleep really aint necessary. i didnt doze off during bio today w only 3 hrs of sleep ! (:
anyways, i'm pretty busy these days. i'm not sure why, but i am busy trust me or not. (i failed my chem, thats how busy i am) and tambahan pula, ada aktiviti aktiviti yg tidak berapa memanfaatkan sdg berlaku jadi, oops ~ i might offend you.
super duper sorry if i did. and anyway, you wont be reading if you were pissed off at me so i dont get the point. mehh . :/ i shall go complete my bio report.
i'm complaining about no one in particular except maybe you ~ and and you ~ and youu ~ :/
came back from jogging (more like screaming) few hours ago and i thought, "hey, this could be something~" nola. wth would i suddenly sing that. uhh , i thought, "hey, sleep really aint necessary. i didnt doze off during bio today w only 3 hrs of sleep ! (:
anyways, i'm pretty busy these days. i'm not sure why, but i am busy trust me or not. (i failed my chem, thats how busy i am) and tambahan pula, ada aktiviti aktiviti yg tidak berapa memanfaatkan sdg berlaku jadi, oops ~ i might offend you.
super duper sorry if i did. and anyway, you wont be reading if you were pissed off at me so i dont get the point. mehh . :/ i shall go complete my bio report.
theories pt. 3 (?)
or is it pt. 2? bah .
chemistry are for scientists.
i dont intend to become a scientist. so i can be exempted from studying it right? <3>2 minutes? i'm imploding . only maths/chemistry has the power to do that.
you? not so much an effect.
everything's moving at a pace where i'm like whoaaa ~~ being pushed in a crowd to move forward ye know?
i'm like grabbing things at a whole new different level. one minute i get it the other minute its like completely gone. the idea just vanishes. you can't blame me, see. the crowd's pushing me forward, i have no choice but to move. if i lose it i lose it.
i'm even reasoning in a whole new different level. wow.
form 6 really does wonders to your .. something . i cant quite seem to find a word for this sentence.
i think sleep is just leisure.
i dont trust them when they say sleep is an action to rest the body & the brain. but how can the brain rest when it keeps giving you nightmares , exp: .. i don't think i'll be giving any examples afterall, too scary. :/
and i think, sleep is an addiction . you needa sleep or else you'll have withdrawal symptoms (sleeping at random places) i should resume my long abolished experiment of how many days a person can work without sleep. or proper sleep.
mehh. maybe some other time when i dont need to pay attention to anything. :
hey, reminds me. its time for bed if i wanna stay awake during bio tmr.
we'll take control of the world !!
chemistry are for scientists.
i dont intend to become a scientist. so i can be exempted from studying it right? <3>2 minutes? i'm imploding . only maths/chemistry has the power to do that.
you? not so much an effect.
everything's moving at a pace where i'm like whoaaa ~~ being pushed in a crowd to move forward ye know?
i'm like grabbing things at a whole new different level. one minute i get it the other minute its like completely gone. the idea just vanishes. you can't blame me, see. the crowd's pushing me forward, i have no choice but to move. if i lose it i lose it.
i'm even reasoning in a whole new different level. wow.
form 6 really does wonders to your .. something . i cant quite seem to find a word for this sentence.
i think sleep is just leisure.
i dont trust them when they say sleep is an action to rest the body & the brain. but how can the brain rest when it keeps giving you nightmares , exp: .. i don't think i'll be giving any examples afterall, too scary. :/
and i think, sleep is an addiction . you needa sleep or else you'll have withdrawal symptoms (sleeping at random places) i should resume my long abolished experiment of how many days a person can work without sleep. or proper sleep.
mehh. maybe some other time when i dont need to pay attention to anything. :
hey, reminds me. its time for bed if i wanna stay awake during bio tmr.
we'll take control of the world !!
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