20100729

Demi Lovato?

i sense that she's an awesome person.

"You, Me, We're face to face, but we don't see eye to eye."

20100718

HCl

I'M SO HUNGRY. yet i cant go eat cause the smell of durian is like.. wtf. those lousy things are in the kitchen and i can smell it from my room. srsly, screw you, diffusion!

to add to my despair, tonight's dinner is bakkutteh! O_____o

20100717

0102661929?

BANZAII!!

Jualan was ok. I'm not sure if we earned anything but STILL! it was fun. we had fun. (: about other stuffs like motivation talk, PA talk & everything.. i have totally no idea. cause i wasnt there. :X but looking on the bad side of things : the extension cord's pin head i borrowed from Mr. Chee melted! .___. srsly!! it freaking did. now one of the heads are stuck in the plug. :D

no, i'm not happy about it! :D

ohh. btw, my phone got rampas by them blue shirts last friday . then i realised hw badly i need my phone in my regular ongoing life. seriously, i'm lost w/o it. it's like.. omg, what am i gonna do now? kinda lost feeling. you'll understand once you lose your phone.

yeah, thats why i've come to making myself remember everyone's phone number. .___. starting with 0102661929! :D cause.. well, thats the first number i come across after i lost part of my life.

20100711

theories pt. 2

i have a theory : if a balance is not kept, everything will eventually be destroyed (revelation from World of Goo)

I'm still sleepy and confused about everything. just that now, i'm stickier than i was in the morning. but i think at the end of the day i'll still stick with bio. i'm gonna ignore the teacher while she reads from the text book & study my head off myself for this subject. tuition is out of the question, seriously, stop suggesting stupid things like going to tuition. ==

so that's that then. matter resolved. i don't know whether im making the right choice but hey, who knows for sure? this is just like getting married with someone. who knows for sure if he or she's the right one? heh.

theory #2 : cliques steals your identity.

i'm sorry. it does, it really does, no kidding, no joke. to be w the People - there's a mould there for you already. it's something like the plastics from Mean Girls. i liked that movie. (: even though LiLo's situation is so sad right now, just thinking about the movie makes me sad.yeah, the plastics. you have to be this, be that & whatever . bullies. fakes. meanies. but hey, that's who they really are.. why do you want to be like them? grow some brains please.

zombies prob ate your brains or something. *kaup *kaup *kaup~ plants vs zombies :D

theory #3 : if you concentrate hard enough, telekinesis is not a problem.

yet to be proven.

theories

even if i get a 4.0 CGPA in STPM, it would be impossible to get into public u w medic course, aye? cause.. we all know what's gonna happen. so in the end i'd have to go to private which = $$ . i'm pretty much aware that it'd be preeeetty much impossible for me to go private cause, well .. dude, let's face it, we're not even millionaires. even the multiple cars we own are all proton. :X 'cept my dad's. but my dad says he will pay for my fees when i finish STPM. and i have a problem believing him, seriously. see what happened w Kedah? (and all those little things that adds up) and my mom too said she'll pay even if my dad disagreed. i too, have a problem with that cause.. remember Kedah? (and the car thing)

so i proposed an idea to switch to Physics class. cause i'm fine w Architecture in s'pore or sth. at least its better than getting some odd course w bio.

then my mom went on a rant which started w OMG. which is normally not very nice cause she'll go on and talk to my dad about it at night. (which i hate very much btw, i don't und why im still telling her things) now i'm just confused and sleepy. maybe i should stick w bio, but maybe i'm supposed to go w physics. then again.. maybe i'm supposed to just continue working in that stupid corner shop in mv with small little omghowamisupposedtolivewthispay-pay.

sometimes i just wonder why i didnt go ahead and pursue my dream. maybe i will one day, when my parents takes their eyes off me for only just a little while. i'll be a legend. i know i will.

sleepy and confused.
== church time. O: pls, God gv me some revelation.

20100709

story time O:

i'm gonna tell you all a story..

One Upon A Time, there was a Honda and a Wira. The Honda had a selfish owner but the Wira had a very considerate owner. :D

So these two cars decided to drive to pasar malam one night (there.. the OUG one), then they were both looking for parking but OHNO how is it possible? the Wira's owner's Xie Zhang called when the owner was turning the car into a small alley..(?) ;therefore, making it impossible ( seriously, it was impossible ) to drive properly and so the owner let the Honda behind go first.

but after everything, the Wira went on the alley and turned following the road, only to find that the HUGEASS of the Honda sticking out the corner, and so to not hit the noob Honda, the Wira went forward (too in front actually) AND SCRATCHED ITSELF! (such sacrifice :') )

then the nice psr mlm man came and helped direct the Wira into a safe position (no hitting in divider or @#$%&^#%#! Honda) ♥

BUT TO THE WIRA's DISMAY! at the end of the road there was a Merz blocking. == (srsly, exp cars these days are stuckups) but, the silver lining is that.. there's a parking space right in front of Steven's Corner. so the owner called her friends : Mr. DoubleBird, Mr. Xie Zhang & Mr. Chemis 100% to come help park the car. (cause obivously lo! she fail at parking)


so.. in the end : THANK YOU VERY MUCH to Xie Zhang & Chemis 100% to help me park the car, to Xie Zhang for Bubble Tea, to DoubleBird for ... uhmm... being there? :D

bakkutteh later! WOOTS. ♥

20100708

i'm not complaining.

7 free periods today. what did i do? sleep, sonic, origami, bakkutteh, insult, bond, revised, letters, etc. xD

it was awesome lah, if you'd just kindly cancel away the part where Selva spelled my name as rebacca. (Po Chi spelled it like that too!) and when most people said no to my bakkutteh plan. :X C'MON! who doesnt likes bakkutteh?!

empat penjuru's next Sat and we haven't got everything ready yet. ishh. that's what's bound to happen when you put me in charge LOL. but they ain't complaining, so where am i to complain? heehee. i'm goin' to F&N tmr! for the empat penjuru lor. hope they give us like SUPER LOW prices. so that we can earn earnnn EARRNN. and we can call that event a sucess and feel proud of ourselves. xD

guess that's it for now. O:
psr mlm laterr! BUBBLE TEAAA~

"what's my name?? what's my name~~?"
"Ketua Kelas?"
":D"

20100705

I'm on my way~

Phil Collins - On My Way . :D

i have 3 blisters in my mouth right now. .__. one below my tongue and two on the wall of my inner cheek. they're pretty annoying.

i finished my stuffs yesterday! :D the letter + name tag + chemistry. though i did chemistry only during class but still! heehee. mnh. early tahu they not gonna catch you for name tag i wouldnt have sewn it on this morning. T-T because of that, i got screwed by my mom cause she says i'm the cause of her being late. but srsly, i was just 30seconds behind John! i mean, even if i went in the car 30 minutes beforehand, we'd still have to wait for John~

my mom's reason of why i should STILL be blamed despite my very reasonable reason? "John's first time ma. you're gonna keep this up for how long?" & "ask you to come home earlier lahh! then can prepare at night for school.. come back edi still don't want to prepare, must wait till morning only prepare!"

uhhh.. ok, mom. you're boss. :X i reached home at 11pm btw.

bargghh. maths time. byes.
despite what i said in the last post, TT Night was awesome. :D

TT Night

..makes me want to T_T.

i'm saying the best way i can! I particularly only liked the instrumental part . cause well, singing people keeps going off-key, and am not really a dance person. OOOHH! except for the 3rd group that came up with their "THIS IS SPARTAAAA!!!" bg music. :D seriously, it's like those trailers where the narrator would go ,'this summer.. ' stuff like that. sueyin's group was omgwtf scary. .__. srsly.

ohh, why it makes me T_T isbecause well , we spent an hour and a half trying to find our way there.. it felt like going on a vacation to Thailand or something but in actual fact,we were going to setapak. (once again mom, I'm sorry about the petrol) one and a half hours weii! i could have jogged to Parkson and back. thrice! nah.. maybe just twice BUT STILL!

and , plus.. Zhing Yee refused to come see me. she's like 'you come see me la!' wtf how i know where you are.. == some people just makes your life confusing. summore say i don't want to find you APA LARH! ):

tambahan pula (aisyeh, BM weii :D ) , i blocked an ambulance!! T-T i feel so depressed after that. cause well, i could've killed the poor dude in the ambulance! the dude was prob from the accident we saw somewhere later.. there were like glass all over the road then there was an abandoned tyre beside the divider. so you can imagine lah, how ke lian the driver's condition must be in.. .. i should be more attentive. ==

alright, i stil have chemistry to do, letters to write and name tag to sew.