so PRETEEEE !

Lee Min Jung.

ghhaack ! have developed an odd liking towards her.
was drooling over 'er pics. heehee


i am no lesbo !

but she's really pretty aye.

so trials started today with CHINEEEESE.
it was like a horror film. ):
i spent too much time on Sims 3 ytd , thus = no study .

then i just rushed through the "nice phrases" so they call it .
ghaaaa !
i friggin read that particular phrase SOOO MANY TIMES.
but i forgot to look at where the "nice phrase" originated from.
horror movie.

hols are starting in like 2 days .
i'm not excited at all . but there's Toradora! to teman me . (:
here's a picture :

Ryuuji getting poked in the eyes.

it's awesome, the anime. heehee~
i forgot what i wanted to post.

it's OK, mamak will solve it all . x)
fightinnng !

GHHAAAA!! Lee Min Jung !

BOO . ):

my external memories of pictures, music, videos and gifs are ALL GONE from my phone.
& i don't even know why .

T_T HYD Korea OST~~

promise breakers.

it has been this way forever
why do i keep putting up hope?
i wonder if it's to let myself down
...


Sadakiyo joined "Friend" into destroying mankind ,
because he thought he couldn't join in Kenji's group.

Fukubei became "Friend" ,
because he was jealous of Kenji and his friends.

Kawamoto immitated Fukubei to become "Friend",
because Kenji took a rocket pin but he got blamed instead.
and well, severely bullied later on too -

because everyone else thought Kawamoto was Sadakiyo.

because they both wore the same mask.


...
i wonder who's the one really at fault,
behind the plan of mankind's destruction?

why do people make promises when they can't fulfill them?

man power

in 1969,
there was a woodstock festival that supported "Love & Peace".

more than 400,000 people showed up.

the people that couldn't get over the fence broke down the fence;
and soon it became a free concert.
---

i wanna sing like Kenji --
though there's no one there to listen,
i'll be singing anyways.

".. guta la la suda la la~"

cheers for Naoki Urasawa's manga.
now heading on to 21st century boys.. tempting sequels. ):

20th Century Boys

Kenji, Matsuo, Yukiji, Fukubei, Yoshitsune, Otcho

this is addictive.
thrilling , scary yet interesting. (:

such a wrong time to get addicted.

yesterday when i was reading that on mangafox,
my mom got mad all of a sudden
and she said I'm not spending time at all on my studies.

SO
she switched off all the plugs.

and I'm back to the point where
going online is a sin.

---

other people will never know how much effort we've put in.
i'm tired.

boggled eyes.

ending sucked. ):
i don't care. I demand an SP!

HYD craze lives on.

I dunno . but this series stole so much of my study time. T-T
I still like the J version better.

but this is way way way more tears and laughter. (:
heehee. ♥

I need Cornetto Sundae.

omg.
I just witnessed Fish Leong and some other guy in geek specs singing 'way back into love'.
it's just wrong when chinese artists sing english songs.
especially nice songs. ):

Ohh yeah. Music and Lyrics movie -
where it portrays the two person that wrote that song.

---
Bon Odori tomorrow heeheehee. ^^


i've always hated U68 because i went on it wrongly for like 2 or 3 times.
@@ but after today,
a day when I have no idea which road leads to which,
I've grown to love U68.

I hate KL. the roads are too confusing. >=(



bought uta no oniisan.
it's the piece of meat hanging in front of me:
until SPM is over. xP

exam fever

and i mean literally fever. body temperature hiking up again -- 100+ more days to that start of our form 5-ers BIG month. lol -

I was reading through me diary yesterday night because my afternoon nap mutated to 6 hours long -- and i found me standard 5's class picture . wahahaha, we all looked so tiny and funny . especially yuen teng. xP

Pameran was phaiil.
well, imo it was. I got the least stickers this year. ): AND I missed the computer club's showing of Transformers. I remember when I was in Form 1 , they played Initial D and I had to leave half way through the movie because perhimpunan started and I swore to myself to go back every year to watch their movies.

then of course, I forgot thanks to my memory space.

got myself a Lucky Bracelet tho. :D from Latin Dance Club , together with Pei Gi; she says we have a couple's item . heehee. oh ya, RM4.50 per bracelet.

---
then ytd Koperasi had the photo taking session DURING Chemistry class.
mr. Lim was pissed - so I heard from Wan Qi-Cai Ling duo. cause we took one whole period to finish taking the pictures. 2 pictures = 45 minutes. Last I remember when we were in Chien's house, we took like a gazillion pictures in 45 minutes. LOL! good days.


then after school, of course, Wan Qi & I went for KPA meeting.
that meeting was so unproductive and sucky I wanted to walk out of it halfway through. it was like the teacher pilih kasih to the Form 6 students.

she had everything to praise about everything they did and all she had to say about our work was , 'AIYO ! ....'
---

sometimes i wonder why we try so hard when in the end it just sums up to nothing.

hehe .. BON ODORI THIS WEEEEEEK!!!!~~~

PICTUREES !!

Hari Koperasi was money.
but we had no share.

we had, though, plenty of free food which we claimed to be unwanted.
and loads of free Bubble Teas too thanks to numerous beings.
xP many thanks mainly to JingQi !! heehee.

see, Win Yoong and his photogenic 'v' sign.
i'll never forget our first time in front of everyone,
repeating our oath after Beh .
(neither will i forget that Beh forgot her lines)

now, Karr Man . tell me where are you.

can't wait for this year's school magazine.
*hic* x))

Hari Pameran , Executioner's Song & Bon Odori coming up .
there go two days of studying Sejarah and one day of add maths.
hmm , i should really stop watching all these movies. xP

..
....
.
..

NAHHHH .

hopeless

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this is suppose to demand that Arashi comes to M'sia. ):
come quicckk before i start higher education . T-T

singers : farewells

Sentosa Idol -
woaahh !
thru all the singing in class,

making us annoyed with the same tune + same lyrics over and over again,
it all paid off didn't it?
gratss 蛋黄 ! ♥

AND to ah BEH !
woot. xP never expected you to got top 3 !!
GRATS ! now you can go compete w cui boon. x))
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MJ died.
no no , not Mary Jane Parker. she's still very alive in Spiderman.
i'm talking about the other one that has the same amount of expressions a monkey can have.
I dun really care,
just that my mom said he's evil.
according to my sis la.

---
wott.
last post before my sis leaves.

it's so sad.
last time it was an empty house,
now it's going to be emptier. or more empty.
then followed by someone else;
then another .

one day,
we'll all just wake up and realise :
hey,
where's everybody?
and no one will answer.


weixinng, now I need the mamak. ):

g♥s and antidiuretic hormones

today's all lovess .

i got free lunch ! heehee

all because i climbed up the stairs and caught mr. Lim sleeping xP

thanks, cai ling. (:

what with the lousy H1N1 craze.

today there was this girl in PRS room where she had fever
and everyone went crazy.

i say,

we stay at home,

open a huge box of Krispy Kreme doughnuts and FEAST. (:

someone dear brought back doughnuts ytd

and I get to eat it !

*does rain dance*

furthermore,
it's interesting how everyone gets to retake the BK test. x)

oh yeeaaah I failed.
need to study study study study . GAHH !

no time to celebrate the weekend.
sis's going off to Sabah in like 2 days for uni.

D: !

as expected.

I respect you,

I acknowledge you as my mentor,
I believe you have more experience than me,
but please,
stop assuming .

it makes an ass out of u and me.

and btw, it kills hope.

overturn

in the end,
it's still amazing how God never gives us up.
hence my promise,
to do the same.

Alias

whatever i do i just end up falling into this shit-filled valley, blankly staring up at that dream of mine. rejected. persecuted.

everyone expects me to just stay there & sob away .

throw me into a bottomless pit and expect me to climb back up, pls.
else you're just insulting me.
just give me the time to climb back up.
i might take a longer time than others,
but that doesn't makes me incompatible.

when a child takes a longer time to learn new things COMPARED to others,
parents , teachers, society label them stupid.

what is that?
reality? stfu please.

I'll just go back to watching HYD Korea.
last day of hols, must spend it wisely - like , uh .. watch Lost.
Season 5 ! ♥

---

everything is fake.
Question is, what do you consider a "thing"?
a thing is unrespected.

Just-This. Jus-tice.

just got Book 6 of 会長はメイド様! (Student Council President is a Maid!) from IOI yesterday.

:3

I blame it on Code: Breakers for not being uploaded. xD
美咲 & 碓氷 are just meant for each other.
LOL .
I dream of a day when human would be honest to themselves.

hehe,but that would be impossible eh?

Qvod saved me yet killed me. @@
had been watching so many dramas this holiday that I forgot abt B.K.
guh . WHY?!!?
oh yeah, F.R.I.E.N.D.S is funny. (:

just another random update.

awaiting Book 7 ,
やった ★ !! :D
oh, & Happy Birthday, Grandpa. (:

*AHHHH-choo*

by Martina McBride

You can spend your whole life buildin'
Somethin' from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

[chorus]
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
When I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This worlds gone crazy and it's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway

You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
An in a moment they can choose to walk away
love 'em anyway

[repeat chorus]
You can pour your soul out singing a song u believe in
but tomorrow they will forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway!

Yeah I sing,
I dream,
I love anyway!

---

I'll sing even when the world doesn't hears.
metaphors, metaphors. xP

actually I wanted to complete this post with Yuuki-chan from Code: Breakers .. but some other disturbing images popped up instead. Nyanmaru ! Nyan ~ Nyan ~ x)

Sakurai Sho said nyannyan before in a shukudai ep.
LOL. Ok, random.

I want to watch !!!
who cares about Season 1 . xP
& Ashita no Kioku is theme songgg ~ :3
*insert more of Arashi ♥ here*

That series aside,
i wanna watch SMILE !
it's currently airing too , i think.
GAAH ! Aragaki Yui & Matsu Jun .
HMMMM ..

ants are flooding the pc table again.
失礼 -

you hate me don't you? =/

R☆

ROCKSTARR !

i'm a teeny bit delusional right now.
i'ma ROCKSTARRRR!

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everything i was looking forward to had passed. ):

Dark Cave trip was too fulfilling.
GUANO ROCKSS.
all black and sticky and toxic-y. xP
killed my limbs for a day.

RFL was wet. & flashy.
gahaha - stop having twisted thoughts you pervs !
the grass was wet, & pictures were taken. not enough tho.
I WANT MORE PICTURESS!!!

PB Conference was AWESOME!!

and I'm a three quarters away to GRANDMASTER.
woot! + Alvin's gonna be away to Pulau Sibu so I can surpasss.
nyeeeaaaahahahahhaha. *echoes off*

---

it's the point of view that counts.
the perception.
that's all that makes the difference.


``

PARTEHH LIKE A ROCKSTARR! x)

bzzt.

first weekend of the hols just ended like that.
i feel like electrocuting myself.

to quote from Dragon Sakura, often people find themselves being thrown right into reality, revealing that what they think is reality is just a hope of what reality is, a dream. then there are two choices you can make : to wake up from that dream or to continue dreaming.

i like waking up. i like that nasty metallic taste you get in your tastebuds when you wake up. at least that way i know i'm not lying. at least then i'll learn that my dreams only matter to me, not to anyone else. cause they're someone else. they have their own dreams. they can't walk in your shoes because those shoes are yours.

wake up, although it's bitter.
dreams are merely a form of hallucination.