like, to a far off awesome unknown place where even SS don't know of. or maybe i could travel the Earth, with only the company of some pennies?
i dream it one day ;
if life permits, adios.
♥☻
20100928
20100926
Dedication Post :
you know how people go around dedicating things to others? just yesterday night i got dedicated a song by Tim cause he thought I was his SB. sorry, i'm not i don't do cool stuffs such as burning composing CDs ; instead, i make completely useless things. HAHA ! really, i do. but mehh at least it serves as a decorative object? :D
alright, dedicating. I'm gonna dedicate this post to all the objects that annoys the hell outta me.
here goes :
first, i met you. i thought you were an awesome object God gave me as a gift. then i found out, this is actually God's patience test. So far, I've never failed this test . I almost did a couple of hundred times though. my graph goes like this since the day I met you till today.
do you understand the degree of annoyance you bring me?
everyday you complain and complain and complain like there's no tomorrow; as if the world owes you. hey hey hey hey, reality check : the world don't owe you. nobody does. you owe yourself for complaining about life and not living it to the fullest. get a life! join a carecell! (ask me about this!)
then there's you who continuously force me into things i would rather not do; like for example, walking all the way to the office from Block E and all the way back w/o my notes half an hour before Sejarah exam. that's annoying. seriously, what kinda friends do this to you? leave me alone !!
then there's you who keep on blabbering about stuffs that has absolutely no connection whatsoever with the truth about me. that's super annoying. i feel like slapping you at times. but hey, i do that too. :D i blabber on about stuffs that has absolutely no connection whatsoever with the truth about other people. heh. i should reflect on that .__.
then there's these people that OMG. annoys you just by talking. it's like Janice from F.R.I.E.N.D.S . you just want to choke her to death the minute she starts talking.
that's it . thank you very much for being a ventilation spot, blogger.
alright, dedicating. I'm gonna dedicate this post to all the objects that annoys the hell outta me.
here goes :
first, i met you. i thought you were an awesome object God gave me as a gift. then i found out, this is actually God's patience test. So far, I've never failed this test . I almost did a couple of hundred times though. my graph goes like this since the day I met you till today.
do you understand the degree of annoyance you bring me?
everyday you complain and complain and complain like there's no tomorrow; as if the world owes you. hey hey hey hey, reality check : the world don't owe you. nobody does. you owe yourself for complaining about life and not living it to the fullest. get a life! join a carecell! (ask me about this!)
then there's you who continuously force me into things i would rather not do; like for example, walking all the way to the office from Block E and all the way back w/o my notes half an hour before Sejarah exam. that's annoying. seriously, what kinda friends do this to you? leave me alone !!
then there's you who keep on blabbering about stuffs that has absolutely no connection whatsoever with the truth about me. that's super annoying. i feel like slapping you at times. but hey, i do that too. :D i blabber on about stuffs that has absolutely no connection whatsoever with the truth about other people. heh. i should reflect on that .__.
then there's these people that OMG. annoys you just by talking. it's like Janice from F.R.I.E.N.D.S . you just want to choke her to death the minute she starts talking.
that's it . thank you very much for being a ventilation spot, blogger.
20100921
最近,私は..
had been busy fuwa fuwa timing.
ふわふわ時間
Kimi wo miteru to itsu mo HAATO DOKI☆DOKI
Yureru omoi ha MASHUMARO mitai ni fuwa☆fuwa
Itsumo ganbaru kimi no yokogao
Zutto mitete mo kidzukanai yo ne
Yume no naka nara futari no kyori chijimerareru no ni na
Aa kamisama onegai
Futari dake no Dream Time kudasai☆
Oki ni iri no usachan daite konya mo oyasumi♪
Fuwa fuwa TAIMU Fuwa fuwa TAIMU Fuwa fuwa TAIMU
Futoshita shigusa ni kyou mo HAATO ZUKI★ZUKI
Sarige na egao wo fukayomi shisugite Over heat!
Itsu ka me ni shita kimi no maji kao
Hitomi tojite mo ukande kuru yo
Yume de ii kara futari dake no Sweet time hoshii no
Aa kamisama doushite
Suki ni naru hodo Dream night setsunai no
Totteoki no kumachan dashita shi konya ha daijoubu kana?
Mo sukoshi yuuki furutte
Shizen ni hanaseba
Nani ka ga kawaru no kana?
Sonna ki suru kedo..
(Dakedo sore ga ichiban muzukashii no yo
Hanashi no kikkake toka doushiyo
Teka dandori kangaeteru jiten de zenzen shizen ja nai yo ne
Aa mou iiya nechao nechao nechao~!)
Aa kamisama onegai
Ichido dake no Miracle Time kudasai!
Moshi sunnari hanasereba sono ato ha… dou ni ka naru yo ne
Fuwa fuwa TAIMU Fuwa fuwa TAIMU Fuwa fuwa TAIMU
ふわふわ時間
Kimi wo miteru to itsu mo HAATO DOKI☆DOKI
Yureru omoi ha MASHUMARO mitai ni fuwa☆fuwa
Itsumo ganbaru kimi no yokogao
Zutto mitete mo kidzukanai yo ne
Yume no naka nara futari no kyori chijimerareru no ni na
Aa kamisama onegai
Futari dake no Dream Time kudasai☆
Oki ni iri no usachan daite konya mo oyasumi♪
Fuwa fuwa TAIMU Fuwa fuwa TAIMU Fuwa fuwa TAIMU
Futoshita shigusa ni kyou mo HAATO ZUKI★ZUKI
Sarige na egao wo fukayomi shisugite Over heat!
Itsu ka me ni shita kimi no maji kao
Hitomi tojite mo ukande kuru yo
Yume de ii kara futari dake no Sweet time hoshii no
Aa kamisama doushite
Suki ni naru hodo Dream night setsunai no
Totteoki no kumachan dashita shi konya ha daijoubu kana?
Mo sukoshi yuuki furutte
Shizen ni hanaseba
Nani ka ga kawaru no kana?
Sonna ki suru kedo..
(Dakedo sore ga ichiban muzukashii no yo
Hanashi no kikkake toka doushiyo
Teka dandori kangaeteru jiten de zenzen shizen ja nai yo ne
Aa mou iiya nechao nechao nechao~!)
Aa kamisama onegai
Ichido dake no Miracle Time kudasai!
Moshi sunnari hanasereba sono ato ha… dou ni ka naru yo ne
Fuwa fuwa TAIMU Fuwa fuwa TAIMU Fuwa fuwa TAIMU
20100920
so on so forth
i went to Penang recently, just last week before this horrendous monotonous life continues on with homeworks, study and not-so-fun (or not fun at all) club activities. it was mostly fun , but super tiring . super super super tiring ! but when i got back, i still had the energy to watch k-on ~ heehee, now @ season 2 .
fuwa fuwa time ~ ♥ :]
well then, i think my time on the net's done O: from now on towards finals, fightinnngg!! WHOoAAA ! watashi to ky-chan no yakusoku >U<
20100912
嘿，前面的朋友！
前面的朋友～！后面的朋友～～！左边的朋友～！！还有右边的朋友～～～ 有点想念wee wee ~
aloha～ 8D
今天在阿姨家的Astro看了一套超怪的戏 : Orz Boys. 根本不懂那套戏的意义在哪里 ><
好久不见KL了。。呜～前三天都跑去南部玩了，还蛮好玩的。。只是差了一点点东西 ：WiFi。没得上网我整个人崩溃了~ 尤其下新山的那4粒钟。。痛苦到一种程度！那天 0.facebook.com 没的上～ 也不知道出了什么问题。。 所以就昏昏迷迷地坐夜车跑去新山了。本来应该陪 辛苦驾车的 母亲大人 的～ 不过，heehee。 (: 但是也不能怪我啊！我已经尽全力去提起精神，陪她熬夜了！没骗你！！我很乖的！~
整个KL-Bekok-JB-S'pore-JB-Bekok-KL 过程都没有什么特别的事情发生，只有。。呃。。那个不算～ 所以就没什么可以讲的～所以就～ 我在这里暂停了啦～～别想念我～ T__T
aloha～ 8D
今天在阿姨家的Astro看了一套超怪的戏 : Orz Boys. 根本不懂那套戏的意义在哪里 ><
好久不见KL了。。呜～前三天都跑去南部玩了，还蛮好玩的。。只是差了一点点东西 ：WiFi。没得上网我整个人崩溃了~ 尤其下新山的那4粒钟。。痛苦到一种程度！那天 0.facebook.com 没的上～ 也不知道出了什么问题。。 所以就昏昏迷迷地坐夜车跑去新山了。本来应该陪 辛苦驾车的 母亲大人 的～ 不过，heehee。 (: 但是也不能怪我啊！我已经尽全力去提起精神，陪她熬夜了！没骗你！！我很乖的！~
整个KL-Bekok-JB-S'pore-JB-Bekok-KL 过程都没有什么特别的事情发生，只有。。呃。。那个不算～ 所以就没什么可以讲的～所以就～ 我在这里暂停了啦～～别想念我～ T__T
20100907
Jason Chen
on a totally different part of my life however,
i went KLCC with with michelle & the love-couple yesterday. ask me about the love-couple!! :D err, we went there for the bookfest. i got awesome books! like Dracula, Frankenstein & King Solomon's Mine. (: those were the only things i got. they were cheeaaap, so what if they're classic classics!!
After that, because part of the love-couple wanted to buy clothes for his iPod touch, we went scouting for IT shops, then we landed on this super awesomely small shop that sold keyboards with timer on it .__. specially made for the use of hackers. LOL. anyway, then they were playing the song above! tadaahh !! enjoy! (:
bumper cars are fun.
you know when you're little. erm, even when you're all grown up.. when u go into a theme park, the most anticipated activity right there below all the roller coasters available, would be the bumper cars.
err . at least for me it's like that . :D
for the first time in my 17 years of life, i've bumped into someone's car ! actually its the second time if u count that bumping into stationary car thing HAHA, this time the owner's in the car, tak boleh lari T___T you ask me my experience? it's kinda fun actually, the bumping part, cause it's seriously like bumper cars. except that after all the bumping's done, you realised it's not a game, and you have to pay; you get off the car, see the look on the other person's face then you get worried. :/ if the other person was half as positive as what my dad was, i would've been more meh about the whole incident, butthen again, what's an incident if you're just gonna go meh about it, eh?
so don't trust my driving, drive me around! :D
err . at least for me it's like that . :D
for the first time in my 17 years of life, i've bumped into someone's car ! actually its the second time if u count that bumping into stationary car thing HAHA, this time the owner's in the car, tak boleh lari T___T you ask me my experience? it's kinda fun actually, the bumping part, cause it's seriously like bumper cars. except that after all the bumping's done, you realised it's not a game, and you have to pay; you get off the car, see the look on the other person's face then you get worried. :/ if the other person was half as positive as what my dad was, i would've been more meh about the whole incident, butthen again, what's an incident if you're just gonna go meh about it, eh?
so don't trust my driving, drive me around! :D
20100902
给我力量！
给我一大堆的力量！十百千万亿倍的力量通通给完我！！还有当然啊，请你也顺便给我一个新的脑袋，因为我的好像有点儿问题了。
昨天MTE事情搞到我整天没心情，忘了做PA。幸亏主没亏待我，让我早上是非常快速地完成了它，本来很快乐的一天，但是上完BIO过后又是另一回事了～ 唉～ 简直就是对自己失望到。。一种程度。没想到自己会那样不懂事，那么的不负责任，明明知道会有迟到的可能性就不应该出去了不是吗？讨厌自己。昨天犯了错，今天却犯回同样的错。有多少人会这样？==
很多书还没读完咯～
所以。我要 再次地强调，我。要。吃。牛 ！
下线咯～ 》U《
昨天MTE事情搞到我整天没心情，忘了做PA。幸亏主没亏待我，让我早上是非常快速地完成了它，本来很快乐的一天，但是上完BIO过后又是另一回事了～ 唉～ 简直就是对自己失望到。。一种程度。没想到自己会那样不懂事，那么的不负责任，明明知道会有迟到的可能性就不应该出去了不是吗？讨厌自己。昨天犯了错，今天却犯回同样的错。有多少人会这样？==
很多书还没读完咯～
所以。我要 再次地强调，我。要。吃。牛 ！
下线咯～ 》U《
20100831
err..
like i mentioned in my pissedoff post couple a days ago, brain is an essential part of the body. without it, surviving is out of the question.
so how, i wonder, people can live w/o brains??
it's kinda entertaining to know how . almost as entertaining watching Quek eat.
i've been so tired lately, of everything. form 6 is so totally ruining my mental image of what the real world is about. just merely 3 months, i've seen racism, abuse of power, brainlessness, irresponsibility, etc. and all of them coming from adults. those we're supposed to look up to as role models. i think we kids can be better role models than grownups. that of which excludes John that owes me RM30.
i HAVE to get outta this funk ! D: its totally killling my study spirit! & if i don't study, i'll fail my finals !!! O: and if i fail my finals *touches wood* , i will dream of no freedom of going out when i accidentally skipped dinners/yumcha sessions !!
how why who what where !!!!!!
OK, i better go sleep and see if my mood turns for the better tomorrow. tomorrow's gonna be a busy day ~ <3
tra la la la la ..
p/s - don't piss me off.
Listening : Skellig - Yao Si Ting
so how, i wonder, people can live w/o brains??
it's kinda entertaining to know how . almost as entertaining watching Quek eat.
i've been so tired lately, of everything. form 6 is so totally ruining my mental image of what the real world is about. just merely 3 months, i've seen racism, abuse of power, brainlessness, irresponsibility, etc. and all of them coming from adults. those we're supposed to look up to as role models. i think we kids can be better role models than grownups. that of which excludes John that owes me RM30.
i HAVE to get outta this funk ! D: its totally killling my study spirit! & if i don't study, i'll fail my finals !!! O: and if i fail my finals *touches wood* , i will dream of no freedom of going out when i accidentally skipped dinners/yumcha sessions !!
how why who what where !!!!!!
OK, i better go sleep and see if my mood turns for the better tomorrow. tomorrow's gonna be a busy day ~ <3
tra la la la la ..
p/s - don't piss me off.
Listening : Skellig - Yao Si Ting
20100830
狐狸雨
哇！真的迷上了这套连续剧咧～韩剧来的。。呃，它是讲一只狐狸从一幅画里逃了出来，缠着一个名叫 大雄 的大学男生；然后，当然啦，韩剧嘛。。一定扯上那些爱爱的东西～所以，狐狸和人类竟然相爱了。 D:
哦～ 戏名叫《我的女友是九尾狐》
超棒的~一定要看！ 不看包你后悔！！
哇哈哈。
erhem。好，现在告诉你们我为什么忽然间用华文写！jajanngg～～
wing yoong 教了我怎样打华文字～ 哈哈， 看到你头晕不要怪我!我自己看回去打了什么怪东西也觉得头晕了～哈哈～～
呃。。最近都很烦～ 烦什么我也不知道，就是烦。大概是因为我太空闲了吧？学校的功课全部放任不管～年终考试等fail罢了～ T-T 唉～ 那么，竟然我已经post了一个无聊post，是时间去睡觉了～ 晚安<3
我blog的新歌好听吧？ xD
哦～ 戏名叫《我的女友是九尾狐》
超棒的~一定要看！ 不看包你后悔！！
哇哈哈。
erhem。好，现在告诉你们我为什么忽然间用华文写！jajanngg～～
wing yoong 教了我怎样打华文字～ 哈哈， 看到你头晕不要怪我!我自己看回去打了什么怪东西也觉得头晕了～哈哈～～
呃。。最近都很烦～ 烦什么我也不知道，就是烦。大概是因为我太空闲了吧？学校的功课全部放任不管～年终考试等fail罢了～ T-T 唉～ 那么，竟然我已经post了一个无聊post，是时间去睡觉了～ 晚安<3
我blog的新歌好听吧？ xD
20100828
20100827
GROW BRAINS !
BRAINS BRAIN BRAINS BRAINSSS THEY ARE LIKE VITAL FOR THE SURVIVAL OF A HUMAN BEING !!! GROW THEM WTFA!!!
it's OK you do it once, i let go . meh , whats the big deal eh? we just did everything and let you kill the whole thing. ITS OK . alright, i'll continue helping you in whatever else there is left, but first, being a person with my priorities straightened, i need to do what i want to do. study. thats all. im a student, i go to school to study. if im not a student, ill go dance around for you. but too bad, i have my classes to attend, wait for it, i'll get it done, since when did i not get anything done when i've promised you?
then you say something ridiculous that interprets as if doing this ****ing thing is my job as a student. you say it as if now it's my fault. you say it as if i didnt even lift a golden finger of mine to help you with you SOBURDENFUL work. if it's so burdenful, leave the whole bloody thing to us lar why u wanna bother? wtf i did my best in doing everything you asked me to. and i think myself a dumbass for doing so because you dont even understand the meaning of being grateful. thankful at least would help me want to do things for you.
i'm sorry if im not someone who LOOKS like they can do stuffs. WHO ***KING SAID THAT LOOKS DONT MATTER. so what if i look like a mata sepet freak that doesnt looks like she understands a word you're saying? WTF ! I GOT WHAT YOU WANTED ME TO DO IN LIKE A DAY when the person who looked like HE understood EVERY SINGLE BLOODY THING you said couldn't deliver even an empty piece of paper.
and why the eff you came to me twice yesterday regarding the same stupid matter? probably the 2nd time was to question me about the stupid rumours going around. but forgive me by saying this, it IS what you did. deal with it you pea brain! dont come running after me with you heels over your head shouting at me for something i did not say. ask the person who said it ! dont tell me its unfair for you, THIS whole bloody thing is unfair for me. why do i have to do this? if you say because i have my committee to help me OK, fine. they're there they're awesome people but wtf am i suppose to do when you only inform me like idk, 1 week before everything's supposed to go on?! BRAINNSS YOU NEED THEM!!!
furthermore, i'm SO SORRY im not the kind of leader you'd like to have, those that goes up against you when you're wrong. we all know what kind of people others like, eh? those that suck up to you even though you're so far off the main track, you know, people that licks shoes and rubs asses. but too bad, when you're wrong you're wrong. i can't smile at you when i'm pissed. thats me. i dont pretend. i hate you = i hate you. i dont try to mend things at all. you hate me you hate me lar wtf can i do? its not like i did anything wrong. if i did something wrong i would apologise, if you did something for me i would thank you. (THANK YOU WENYIKOKPINGWEIMINGSELVASHEACHEINGPEIMHENGEDWARDYINGKHAITEOHSTEPHHUIYANGKAISHENGKARMENSHUCHINGSOONLINGJINGRUPUISEE)
and to the people who didn't wanna help even when asked, i'm disappointed. at any given time or day i wouldve helped you if you asked.
it's OK you do it once, i let go . meh , whats the big deal eh? we just did everything and let you kill the whole thing. ITS OK . alright, i'll continue helping you in whatever else there is left, but first, being a person with my priorities straightened, i need to do what i want to do. study. thats all. im a student, i go to school to study. if im not a student, ill go dance around for you. but too bad, i have my classes to attend, wait for it, i'll get it done, since when did i not get anything done when i've promised you?
then you say something ridiculous that interprets as if doing this ****ing thing is my job as a student. you say it as if now it's my fault. you say it as if i didnt even lift a golden finger of mine to help you with you SOBURDENFUL work. if it's so burdenful, leave the whole bloody thing to us lar why u wanna bother? wtf i did my best in doing everything you asked me to. and i think myself a dumbass for doing so because you dont even understand the meaning of being grateful. thankful at least would help me want to do things for you.
i'm sorry if im not someone who LOOKS like they can do stuffs. WHO ***KING SAID THAT LOOKS DONT MATTER. so what if i look like a mata sepet freak that doesnt looks like she understands a word you're saying? WTF ! I GOT WHAT YOU WANTED ME TO DO IN LIKE A DAY when the person who looked like HE understood EVERY SINGLE BLOODY THING you said couldn't deliver even an empty piece of paper.
and why the eff you came to me twice yesterday regarding the same stupid matter? probably the 2nd time was to question me about the stupid rumours going around. but forgive me by saying this, it IS what you did. deal with it you pea brain! dont come running after me with you heels over your head shouting at me for something i did not say. ask the person who said it ! dont tell me its unfair for you, THIS whole bloody thing is unfair for me. why do i have to do this? if you say because i have my committee to help me OK, fine. they're there they're awesome people but wtf am i suppose to do when you only inform me like idk, 1 week before everything's supposed to go on?! BRAINNSS YOU NEED THEM!!!
furthermore, i'm SO SORRY im not the kind of leader you'd like to have, those that goes up against you when you're wrong. we all know what kind of people others like, eh? those that suck up to you even though you're so far off the main track, you know, people that licks shoes and rubs asses. but too bad, when you're wrong you're wrong. i can't smile at you when i'm pissed. thats me. i dont pretend. i hate you = i hate you. i dont try to mend things at all. you hate me you hate me lar wtf can i do? its not like i did anything wrong. if i did something wrong i would apologise, if you did something for me i would thank you. (THANK YOU WENYIKOKPINGWEIMINGSELVASHEACHEINGPEIMHENGEDWARDYINGKHAITEOHSTEPHHUIYANGKAISHENGKARMENSHUCHINGSOONLINGJINGRUPUISEE)
and to the people who didn't wanna help even when asked, i'm disappointed. at any given time or day i wouldve helped you if you asked.
20100825
some people just make me wanna (censored)
then again, its probably just my hormones speaking, but WTFA ! grow brains or the peas will be smarter than you !
i'm complaining about no one in particular except maybe you ~ and and you ~ and youu ~ :/
came back from jogging (more like screaming) few hours ago and i thought, "hey, this could be something~" nola. wth would i suddenly sing that. uhh , i thought, "hey, sleep really aint necessary. i didnt doze off during bio today w only 3 hrs of sleep ! (:
anyways, i'm pretty busy these days. i'm not sure why, but i am busy trust me or not. (i failed my chem, thats how busy i am) and tambahan pula, ada aktiviti aktiviti yg tidak berapa memanfaatkan sdg berlaku jadi, oops ~ i might offend you.
super duper sorry if i did. and anyway, you wont be reading if you were pissed off at me so i dont get the point. mehh . :/ i shall go complete my bio report.
i'm complaining about no one in particular except maybe you ~ and and you ~ and youu ~ :/
came back from jogging (more like screaming) few hours ago and i thought, "hey, this could be something~" nola. wth would i suddenly sing that. uhh , i thought, "hey, sleep really aint necessary. i didnt doze off during bio today w only 3 hrs of sleep ! (:
anyways, i'm pretty busy these days. i'm not sure why, but i am busy trust me or not. (i failed my chem, thats how busy i am) and tambahan pula, ada aktiviti aktiviti yg tidak berapa memanfaatkan sdg berlaku jadi, oops ~ i might offend you.
super duper sorry if i did. and anyway, you wont be reading if you were pissed off at me so i dont get the point. mehh . :/ i shall go complete my bio report.
theories pt. 3 (?)
or is it pt. 2? bah .
chemistry are for scientists.
i dont intend to become a scientist. so i can be exempted from studying it right? <3>2 minutes? i'm imploding . only maths/chemistry has the power to do that.
you? not so much an effect.
everything's moving at a pace where i'm like whoaaa ~~ being pushed in a crowd to move forward ye know?
i'm like grabbing things at a whole new different level. one minute i get it the other minute its like completely gone. the idea just vanishes. you can't blame me, see. the crowd's pushing me forward, i have no choice but to move. if i lose it i lose it.
i'm even reasoning in a whole new different level. wow.
form 6 really does wonders to your .. something . i cant quite seem to find a word for this sentence.
i think sleep is just leisure.
i dont trust them when they say sleep is an action to rest the body & the brain. but how can the brain rest when it keeps giving you nightmares , exp: .. i don't think i'll be giving any examples afterall, too scary. :/
and i think, sleep is an addiction . you needa sleep or else you'll have withdrawal symptoms (sleeping at random places) i should resume my long abolished experiment of how many days a person can work without sleep. or proper sleep.
mehh. maybe some other time when i dont need to pay attention to anything. :
hey, reminds me. its time for bed if i wanna stay awake during bio tmr.
we'll take control of the world !!
chemistry are for scientists.
i dont intend to become a scientist. so i can be exempted from studying it right? <3>2 minutes? i'm imploding . only maths/chemistry has the power to do that.
you? not so much an effect.
everything's moving at a pace where i'm like whoaaa ~~ being pushed in a crowd to move forward ye know?
i'm like grabbing things at a whole new different level. one minute i get it the other minute its like completely gone. the idea just vanishes. you can't blame me, see. the crowd's pushing me forward, i have no choice but to move. if i lose it i lose it.
i'm even reasoning in a whole new different level. wow.
form 6 really does wonders to your .. something . i cant quite seem to find a word for this sentence.
i think sleep is just leisure.
i dont trust them when they say sleep is an action to rest the body & the brain. but how can the brain rest when it keeps giving you nightmares , exp: .. i don't think i'll be giving any examples afterall, too scary. :/
and i think, sleep is an addiction . you needa sleep or else you'll have withdrawal symptoms (sleeping at random places) i should resume my long abolished experiment of how many days a person can work without sleep. or proper sleep.
mehh. maybe some other time when i dont need to pay attention to anything. :
hey, reminds me. its time for bed if i wanna stay awake during bio tmr.
we'll take control of the world !!
20100729
Demi Lovato?
i sense that she's an awesome person.
"You, Me, We're face to face, but we don't see eye to eye."
"You, Me, We're face to face, but we don't see eye to eye."
20100718
HCl
I'M SO HUNGRY. yet i cant go eat cause the smell of durian is like.. wtf. those lousy things are in the kitchen and i can smell it from my room. srsly, screw you, diffusion!
to add to my despair, tonight's dinner is bakkutteh! O_____o
to add to my despair, tonight's dinner is bakkutteh! O_____o
20100717
0102661929?
BANZAII!!
Jualan was ok. I'm not sure if we earned anything but STILL! it was fun. we had fun. (: about other stuffs like motivation talk, PA talk & everything.. i have totally no idea. cause i wasnt there. :X but looking on the bad side of things : the extension cord's pin head i borrowed from Mr. Chee melted! .___. srsly!! it freaking did. now one of the heads are stuck in the plug. :D
no, i'm not happy about it! :D
ohh. btw, my phone got rampas by them blue shirts last friday . then i realised hw badly i need my phone in my regular ongoing life. seriously, i'm lost w/o it. it's like.. omg, what am i gonna do now? kinda lost feeling. you'll understand once you lose your phone.
yeah, thats why i've come to making myself remember everyone's phone number. .___. starting with 0102661929! :D cause.. well, thats the first number i come across after i lost part of my life.
Jualan was ok. I'm not sure if we earned anything but STILL! it was fun. we had fun. (: about other stuffs like motivation talk, PA talk & everything.. i have totally no idea. cause i wasnt there. :X but looking on the bad side of things : the extension cord's pin head i borrowed from Mr. Chee melted! .___. srsly!! it freaking did. now one of the heads are stuck in the plug. :D
no, i'm not happy about it! :D
ohh. btw, my phone got rampas by them blue shirts last friday . then i realised hw badly i need my phone in my regular ongoing life. seriously, i'm lost w/o it. it's like.. omg, what am i gonna do now? kinda lost feeling. you'll understand once you lose your phone.
yeah, thats why i've come to making myself remember everyone's phone number. .___. starting with 0102661929! :D cause.. well, thats the first number i come across after i lost part of my life.
20100711
theories pt. 2
i have a theory : if a balance is not kept, everything will eventually be destroyed (revelation from World of Goo)
I'm still sleepy and confused about everything. just that now, i'm stickier than i was in the morning. but i think at the end of the day i'll still stick with bio. i'm gonna ignore the teacher while she reads from the text book & study my head off myself for this subject. tuition is out of the question, seriously, stop suggesting stupid things like going to tuition. ==
so that's that then. matter resolved. i don't know whether im making the right choice but hey, who knows for sure? this is just like getting married with someone. who knows for sure if he or she's the right one? heh.
theory #2 : cliques steals your identity.
i'm sorry. it does, it really does, no kidding, no joke. to be w the People - there's a mould there for you already. it's something like the plastics from Mean Girls. i liked that movie. (: even though LiLo's situation is so sad right now, just thinking about the movie makes me sad.yeah, the plastics. you have to be this, be that & whatever . bullies. fakes. meanies. but hey, that's who they really are.. why do you want to be like them? grow some brains please.
zombies prob ate your brains or something. *kaup *kaup *kaup~ plants vs zombies :D
theory #3 : if you concentrate hard enough, telekinesis is not a problem.
yet to be proven.
I'm still sleepy and confused about everything. just that now, i'm stickier than i was in the morning. but i think at the end of the day i'll still stick with bio. i'm gonna ignore the teacher while she reads from the text book & study my head off myself for this subject. tuition is out of the question, seriously, stop suggesting stupid things like going to tuition. ==
so that's that then. matter resolved. i don't know whether im making the right choice but hey, who knows for sure? this is just like getting married with someone. who knows for sure if he or she's the right one? heh.
theory #2 : cliques steals your identity.
i'm sorry. it does, it really does, no kidding, no joke. to be w the People - there's a mould there for you already. it's something like the plastics from Mean Girls. i liked that movie. (: even though LiLo's situation is so sad right now, just thinking about the movie makes me sad.yeah, the plastics. you have to be this, be that & whatever . bullies. fakes. meanies. but hey, that's who they really are.. why do you want to be like them? grow some brains please.
zombies prob ate your brains or something. *kaup *kaup *kaup~ plants vs zombies :D
theory #3 : if you concentrate hard enough, telekinesis is not a problem.
yet to be proven.
theories
even if i get a 4.0 CGPA in STPM, it would be impossible to get into public u w medic course, aye? cause.. we all know what's gonna happen. so in the end i'd have to go to private which = $$ . i'm pretty much aware that it'd be preeeetty much impossible for me to go private cause, well .. dude, let's face it, we're not even millionaires. even the multiple cars we own are all proton. :X 'cept my dad's. but my dad says he will pay for my fees when i finish STPM. and i have a problem believing him, seriously. see what happened w Kedah? (and all those little things that adds up) and my mom too said she'll pay even if my dad disagreed. i too, have a problem with that cause.. remember Kedah? (and the car thing)
so i proposed an idea to switch to Physics class. cause i'm fine w Architecture in s'pore or sth. at least its better than getting some odd course w bio.
then my mom went on a rant which started w OMG. which is normally not very nice cause she'll go on and talk to my dad about it at night. (which i hate very much btw, i don't und why im still telling her things) now i'm just confused and sleepy. maybe i should stick w bio, but maybe i'm supposed to go w physics. then again.. maybe i'm supposed to just continue working in that stupid corner shop in mv with small little omghowamisupposedtolivewthispay-pay.
sometimes i just wonder why i didnt go ahead and pursue my dream. maybe i will one day, when my parents takes their eyes off me for only just a little while. i'll be a legend. i know i will.
sleepy and confused.
== church time. O: pls, God gv me some revelation.
so i proposed an idea to switch to Physics class. cause i'm fine w Architecture in s'pore or sth. at least its better than getting some odd course w bio.
then my mom went on a rant which started w OMG. which is normally not very nice cause she'll go on and talk to my dad about it at night. (which i hate very much btw, i don't und why im still telling her things) now i'm just confused and sleepy. maybe i should stick w bio, but maybe i'm supposed to go w physics. then again.. maybe i'm supposed to just continue working in that stupid corner shop in mv with small little omghowamisupposedtolivewthispay-pay.
sometimes i just wonder why i didnt go ahead and pursue my dream. maybe i will one day, when my parents takes their eyes off me for only just a little while. i'll be a legend. i know i will.
sleepy and confused.
== church time. O: pls, God gv me some revelation.
20100709
story time O:
i'm gonna tell you all a story..
One Upon A Time, there was a Honda and a Wira. The Honda had a selfish owner but the Wira had a very considerate owner. :D
So these two cars decided to drive to pasar malam one night (there.. the OUG one), then they were both looking for parking but OHNO how is it possible? the Wira's owner's Xie Zhang called when the owner was turning the car into a small alley..(?) ;therefore, making it impossible ( seriously, it was impossible ) to drive properly and so the owner let the Honda behind go first.
but after everything, the Wira went on the alley and turned following the road, only to find that the HUGEASS of the Honda sticking out the corner, and so to not hit the noob Honda, the Wira went forward (too in front actually) AND SCRATCHED ITSELF! (such sacrifice :') )
then the nice psr mlm man came and helped direct the Wira into a safe position (no hitting in divider or @#$%&^#%#! Honda) ♥
BUT TO THE WIRA's DISMAY! at the end of the road there was a Merz blocking. == (srsly, exp cars these days are stuckups) but, the silver lining is that.. there's a parking space right in front of Steven's Corner. so the owner called her friends : Mr. DoubleBird, Mr. Xie Zhang & Mr. Chemis 100% to come help park the car. (cause obivously lo! she fail at parking)
so.. in the end : THANK YOU VERY MUCH to Xie Zhang & Chemis 100% to help me park the car, to Xie Zhang for Bubble Tea, to DoubleBird for ... uhmm... being there? :D
bakkutteh later! WOOTS. ♥
One Upon A Time, there was a Honda and a Wira. The Honda had a selfish owner but the Wira had a very considerate owner. :D
So these two cars decided to drive to pasar malam one night (there.. the OUG one), then they were both looking for parking but OHNO how is it possible? the Wira's owner's Xie Zhang called when the owner was turning the car into a small alley..(?) ;therefore, making it impossible ( seriously, it was impossible ) to drive properly and so the owner let the Honda behind go first.
but after everything, the Wira went on the alley and turned following the road, only to find that the HUGEASS of the Honda sticking out the corner, and so to not hit the noob Honda, the Wira went forward (too in front actually) AND SCRATCHED ITSELF! (such sacrifice :') )
then the nice psr mlm man came and helped direct the Wira into a safe position (no hitting in divider or @#$%&^#%#! Honda) ♥
BUT TO THE WIRA's DISMAY! at the end of the road there was a Merz blocking. == (srsly, exp cars these days are stuckups) but, the silver lining is that.. there's a parking space right in front of Steven's Corner. so the owner called her friends : Mr. DoubleBird, Mr. Xie Zhang & Mr. Chemis 100% to come help park the car. (cause obivously lo! she fail at parking)
so.. in the end : THANK YOU VERY MUCH to Xie Zhang & Chemis 100% to help me park the car, to Xie Zhang for Bubble Tea, to DoubleBird for ... uhmm... being there? :D
bakkutteh later! WOOTS. ♥
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