Pameran

HAHhahahahahahahhHHhahA.

life is definitely more than a misery-filled-junk. ((: so far, my week had been a BLAST! thanks to the song by Mark Schultz, He Will Carry Me.

I call, You hear me
I’ve lost it all
And it’s more than I can bear
I feel so empty

You’re strong
I’m weary
I’m holdin’ on
But I feel like givin’ in
But still You’re with me

chorus:
And even though I’m walkin’ through
The valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I’ve been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will
Ever need
And He will carry me

I know I’m broken
But You alone
Can mend this heart of mine
You’re always with me

chorus

And even though I feel so lonely
Like I’ve never been before
You never said it would be easy
But You said you’d see me through
The storm

chorus

it's a very very very very very (believe me, I'll go on forever with the 'very's but I'll spare you guys! good ain't I? xP) very beautiful song that woke me up on Monday morning. xD it's a song as my alarm OK~ so anyway, it woke me up and I couldn't stop listening to it. oh of course, the battery is dead now. pfft, I'm too lazy to even charge it. how lazier can a human get? seriously.

I should be getting ready for tuition right now, but screw it. ;b

so Monday was Hari Pameran!

which was the day when I missed :
- the diabolo performance (they said it was gooooooood)
- the taekwondo performance (they said it was.. painful xD so sorry, po chi.)
- Danny something's presence in school (he actually arrived at school!)
- LOADS OF deliciousmouthwateringstomachchurningneverinyourlifetimeyouwillgettoeat FOOD (I didn't bring a single cent)
- 5 minutes of the choir presentation
- the showing of IRON MAN. (why do i even care abt the movie? -.-)
- the arrival of the "guests" (pengetua said they were VIPs. mhmm, sure......)

I spent most of the day walking round and round the school which I'm getting bored of already with yvonne the sotong. because we were Lone Rangers! bwahahahaha. okay, not funny. because LAH.

1) JingQi & Karr Man busy Interacting with Spanish leng chais which they didn't even bother to introduce to me. ):
2) Sue Yin & Po Chi busy with Taekwondo's "bubble tea" sales. omg. the line was horribly scary.
3) Beh mm se dak leave Chinese Ochestra
4) I was escaping duty (which I eventually forgot about it o.o")
5) yvonne the sotong was walking all alone~ *Akon's Mr. Lonely starts playing*

haha, okay. OKAY. not funny. kay, get it already. shh.

I'm going to bathe now. xD blog another time. ((:

my super long week.

it's been a very, very, very odd week.



First off, I've gone to school late twice in a row. which I never experienced before? on Monday, I posted a weird post about what shrugging would bring to a person; that happened because I was late.



Tuesday, God's mercy was on me. I got past w/o being denda-ed. But I failed to pass up my Chinese Essay book. result of laziness. xD



On Wednesday, I stayed back to read up some of the books for 'Read and be Rewarded' program but apparently, the teachers were having their meeting up in the library. So I wasted one whole afternoon, doing nothing except for nothing. decided to finish up my homeworks on that day but slept through the whole afternoon + night. no tuition mahh ! 9:



Thursday, I stayed back again for the program but only managed to finish three books in school because I went up late due to reasons which I think I should not disclose. borrowed 2 books but didn't read it at all/finish my homework either because I was busy watching Lilo & Stitch in between the time of when having a duel with my kakak in badminton and reaching home by bus.



Friday (or yesterday), reached home at 4pm because my sister was practicing in school for choir presentation on Hari Pameran (28/07/08). I went to the prayer meeting during that time and I saw yvonne the sotong cried! bwahahahahahahahha. switched on to my blog when I reached home for a while and found no obvious visitors. ]: so, switched off the computer and went jogging. that sweet feeling of running despite being almost out of breathe still rocks! bathed and walked up to HSG to find Jun Fai and a pink shirt guy waiting. They were about to fetch
me to a party in Wisma FGA.



I got to meet loads of people that I've heard their names from either Beh or yvonne the sotong for the past 2 or 3 weeks! for example:



-Richard (the one that claim to be 25 yrs old; which also say I have a beautiful name ((: )
- Xue Qi (the song leader and the one that called me to attend another function tonight; which of course was rejected)
- YeQi (the one whom prayed for me during alter call.. come to think of it, why did she came to me only? -.- )
- Cui Wen (?) ( the super leng lui 18 yrs old which doesn't looks like an 18 yrs old)
- Xing Hui/Deborah ( the one I find most interesting HAHAHAHA )



then there were others too which I can't remember their names because I never asked. xD


Loads of non-Christians came which accepted Christ after that. God's grace was DEFINITELY with us! Praise The Lord for that!! But when Li Feng (?) hit the hammer against the giant nail (sth to do with the msg he shared), it sent bolts of electricity down my spines and I dunno, my heart ached with agony? I was practically screaming in my head, 'DON'T HIT IT ANYMORE.' I was on the edge of crying, ah Beh was also. (:



During the alter call, something popped into my head what popped through every time during worship for the past few months, 'where are you, Lord?' for months, I've pushed that thought to the back of my head by replacing this senteces, 'where am I, Lord?' but everytime during worship it would be the same sentence that popped up first, then only I'll replace it. But was it right? was it right to replace it and do nothing about it?



then Ye Qi suddenly appeared and asked me if she could pray for me. that night's message was about the son that demanded his share of the family's fortune and went travelling but wasted all his money and decided to go back to his father. it's in Luke 15, go find yourselves if you're interested in the story. -.- this Ye Qi asked me out of all the questions she could ask, 'do you feel like God's not by your side everytime you pray/when you're doing your daily routine?' well, duh. of course I said yes. so she prayed.



after I off my phone because Alvin was bugging me, I silently asked, 'so, I was expecting that I could sense you now just like I could sense a being beside me after that prayer, now how come there isn't anything?' I waited for a while and raising my inner voice a little, 'where are You?'



silence.



I got impatient and shouted in my heart, 'WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?! you promised to be there when I asked, so WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU???!!!' yeah, I was practically swearing. but I was cutted off by Li Feng for ending the song they were singing and started asking around for testimonies by the new Christians. During that time, Ye Qi asked me, 'why were you crying?'



what was I supposed to say? anyways, I said, 'I dunno.' and waited for a while before I continued, 'because for a very long time already whenever I'm worshipping God I would be asking, 'O Lord, where are you?' ' then she cut off my sentence by replying, 'the Bible said do not test Your God, you should have faith! why you were crying was because God touched your heart.'



you know what I said in return? I think she got a shock.



I told her, 'why I was actually crying was because I still couldn't know for sure if He was there..' she said, 'hmmm? impossible. there's no other reason than why you would suddenly cry when you're speaking to me (my voice was quivering when I attempted to finish my sentence), correct? That proves that God is already here with you.'



then before I could say anything, Li Feng turned to me and asked, 'what about over there? hmm?'



Silence.



I was asking Ye Qi, 'what should I say? O.o' then Li Feng told everyone, 'I know her from our Sentosa's Fridays prayer meeting, she attends that meeting. *turn to me* yes, can we hear from you?' I think Ye Qi was more time-conscious than me so she took the microphone from me and spoke what she said to me. and left out the part where I said I still didn't know for sure where God was. pffffft.



anyway after that sotong and Beh ran up to me after service and shouted in my ears, 'I LOVE YOU!!!!!' O.o okay, okay. I love you guys too, but why are you guys telling me that? then the rest of the night was of BLANK.



this morning (or Saturday), I woke up in a daze with full boost energy that kept me skipping through the whole day. helped out with the preperation for Hari Pameran for both Nature Society and Scripture Union from 8am till 4pm. Scripture Union's Heaven's side's angels are really cute! but they kept falling off the ceiling because the fan was too strong. then Joshua said, 'they are fallen angels! God banished them from heaven!' LOL.



then it was already 4pm when everyone called me one after another, continuously, making me walking in and out of the classroom more frequent than the wind would. Sheou Jun and Alvin was waiting in the canteen by the time I walked down. then suddenly yvonne and jingQi appeared and called all of sapo 6 together to take picture ::

my hair was flying all over the place AND my head was too huge!; they all looked SO happy!!

eh. I was the odd one out. zomg.

my personal favourite picture. (:

after making Sheou Jun and Alvin wait for a very long time, we finally set off to Sunway Pyramid! to give moral support to mr. Lee Tai Foong , he and his school mates took part in the Young-something-something-something. xD then Alvin was cheated into buying 2 "stress ball". so they call it.

then Foong left us three alone to walk arnd Sunway which caused SUPER damage to my foot soles, which still hurts now. anyway, summing every single event up, we wandered like lost souls, ate "lunch" at Station Kopitiam, and I got to eat my ah-ne-ne egg. xP *inside joke, don't bother to ask*

had been CENTURIES since I've last tasted them. (: but the workers there didn't let ME do the breaking egg part. I would've loved to do so.

we went into Anime-tech, a comic book store, and Tower Records after that. then it was 8.30pm already, fast eh? so we went back with Sheou Jun's dad dropping us off at the Central Hypermarket's bus station. Thank the Lord for that, if not we would be waiting in the dark for a U76 to appear. haha!

when we were waiting for Sheou Jun's dad to come, Alvin bursted one of the "stress ball" he bought just a couple of hours before. which Foong assured that it would definitely not break. xD

see blue pants with white powder?

In the car, I spotted something beautiful : my knapsack was the EXACT same football team as the shirt-like-pillow in Sheou Jun's dad's car was. blogger said max upload 5 pictures per time. and I'm lazy to upload again, so.. no picture! (: I've got a picture of it though, thanks to Alvin's phone's flash camera. pfft.

then I started thinking of the previous night's incident when I convinced myself into believing that God was a million miles away from me. my brain analysed things differently tonight. I'm thinking I'm being too based on feelings alone.

Feelings. pfffft. why do women rely on such a thing? It somehow seems stupid to me, all of a sudden. Ps. Reuben once preached about feeling things; of how stupid it is to rely on such when it comes to God. Is that what he said? If I've misquoted, I'm terribly sorry. but I've learnt a thing, Faith. I've finally understood what Ye Qi tried to say. LOL.

to have such simple faith of knowing that the presence of God is amongst us. Emmanuel. you don't need a feeling to know whether He's there or not, why must He proof to you that He's there? why must He do so every single worship session? Wouldn't it be something like when you learn how to ride a bicycle and your mom/dad would hold the bicycle all throughout your life of when you cycle, giving you assurance that they're there? mom/dad loves me. mom/dad wants me to learn how to ride a bicycle. same as it is, Jesus loves me. Jesus wants me to learn how to ride on life with my faith streghtened.

He will ALWAYS be there. A spectator, guiding me. guiding you. when we fall, He will stretch out His arms and pull us up; just like how your mom/dad would do when you're learning how to ride a bicycle - he/she will let go without telling you, and when you fall off, they will rush over and help you up, insisting that you continue, so that you'll learn.

and I'm glad enough to know that. all praise goes to Jesus. (: Amen.

Thus ends my blog post.
are you by any chance dozing off already? xD thousand apologies then, I just had to tell the world this news I've got.
I pray that the Hari Pameran will be effective, and will suceed in educating people in knowing more about heaven and hell.

God bless. (:
signed with love,

Rebecca.

p.s. days are coloured through reference from here.

21st of July 2008

I didn't knew a shrug could piss someone off SO much to the extend of harming physically AND emotionally a human being.

what great quality bred batch of educaters we have in this 21st century.

so, good ridance, my totally pissed off emotion.
It is, afterall a day that the Lord had made; therefore, I shall rejoice and be glad IN it.

*urhem* toodles ((: ~

weekend rush

SO. 19th of July. to start it off,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIEN!!!!!!

you've officially become sixteen years old and you're OLD. bwahahahaha.

erhem. so it's been a VERY VERY eventful day. starting off with a grass plucking session in school. it made my legs ache like CRAZY. but yehh.. good exercise. so far I've found 7 earthworms and disturbed 2 red ants nests, 1 live snail, a clam (God knows why it's there), chunks of snail shells, loadsa dirt, and a whole Taman full of ... wild grass!!

then later we (alvin, foong, sis, kakak & me) went to the HSG carnival. Which PLENTY of you homosapiens ignored me completely when I asked you whether you're interested in purchasing coupuns for the event. urhem. Foong kept on stalking on the marble game stall and Alvin .... he kept on shrugging when I asked him what he wanted to do.

summing up the carnival, we bought 4 packets of food back home and kakak got the whole day off cooking. syoknye~ and I got 4 permanent mosquito bites one my legs.

then alvin and foong stayed at my house and wasted my Saturday away, we played Risk (a world dominating board game) and stopped when it was 5.30pm cuz we (foong, alvin & me) had to prepare to go to Catholic High's Scout's campfire. WHICH I 100% regretted, with all my heart that I attended. okay, maybe only 70%.

why did I regret attending? you were asking. I could hear you even though you haven't read it yet. I'm not telling you why. Personal reasons, private and confidential. (: but I'll tell you one thing. Ken Ho Wei Xing and EVIL! why? he said I looked like a Japanese assassin. why? because alvin's FRIENDS claim that I look like I'm going to kill someone (which is cool, ok)all the time (pfft), and mr. Ken said that my eyebrows are thick which actually means I look like a Japanese. zomg. what kind of reason is THAT?????!!! screw you, wei xing. fuh, but Pn. Rohaya said I looked like a Japanese before too. sigh. does that means I will marry a Japanese? (: I don't mind you know..

anyway, I got to see a lot of people I didn't knew still existed which was thrilling, really. because I didnt knew them and they didnt knew me! hahahahahaha. okay, not funny.

reached home at 12am and EVERYONE including my brother that's stuck to the computer screen 24/7. amazing. so I called my sister, whom very conveniently hung up on me w/o speaking a word even. my brother, which switched off his cell; mom with the phone downstairs and a ringtone too soft to hear; the house phone which rang and rang and rang but no one made any gesture to wake up; finally my kakak, whom woke up with a dready-sleepy voice as if she's talking to a person that just killed her pet dog.

anyway, my mom opened the door in the end and I went straight to bed.

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the next morning! oh, whoever is reading should really close this browser and go do something more beneficial.

alvin came terrorizing my phone. apparently, he PURPOSELY left his yellow bag the previous night and wanted to attend HSG's service this morning, then get his bag and run off home. so behold! he attended the service and made Samuel doubted whether I was Rebecca Ng or not. well, HELLO? who else would have the name Rebecca Ng except for me, the bouncy one?

service ended and everything then John Yong something came stalking on alvin. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. followed by Ryan Tan something. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. and so did my elder lovely brother that came terrorizing everyone in the morning by immitating Jay Chou singing 'huo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo~' and whom also copy-catted me wearing black. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. Alvin, I bet you didn't knew HSG members were more of a stalker than you/foong would ever be. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!

we ate lunch and I slept because the TV was feeding me junk and I was HOT downstairs, so I accidentally switched on the air-cond in my room and fell asleep. accidents happen you know.

then my sis dropped alvin home on the way to IOI, which she conveniently pulled me along. oh yeah, Jade, I got my cottons!! for the doll. went to IOI where my sis bought a small bag (that I claim will be useless) that she says she will use it and it is very 'dai'. after that, we stalked Nichii stall and my sis found out that her ornament belt (which I claim to be horrendous) that she says rocks a lot isn't on sale anymore.

we went home after buying the cottons and the crab sticks and the cucumber.

I idled (which means sinned, omg) until 5.30pm - where the fun finally begin. started whacking on the shuttlecock until 7pm : lost LOADS of calories. seriously, all the food I've ate yesterday due to the carnival were probably ALL dissolved into sweat during that one and a half hours. fuh. YVONNE : WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO KILL ME IN BADMINTON????

that sums up my weekend. no homework completed + waste time + eventful.

sorry Kavilan, (if you ever visit my blog) I didn't attended your school's IU day. I will DEFINITELY do so next year. (((: invite me again and I'll blast everyone out by letting them know what my preception of semi-formal means. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. ok, not funny.

I almost forgot,

WELCOME BACK, BENJAMIN SOO KIEN YAP!!

I hope I got your name correct. ha ha ha ha ha ha. once again, if you ever visit my blog, that's to you. and you still owe me potato chips. since 4 years ago. AND, you're getting bouncier too! ((:

consuming.

if life throws shit at your face, eat it.

oh sorry, I've been quite caught up with eating these days. lemme see.. from finishing 2 cans of pringles (+400g ones) to gobbling up what's left of Hershey's chocolate bar; to eating loads of chocolate chip cookies to eating random yellow beans packed in one packet (actually I stole them from my brother), to eating a new type of biscuit - all in 48 hours.

yeah so,

have fun eating the shit that life throws at you.

toodles.
I order you to buy my coupuns.

Happy early Sweet 16, Chien~

of Pringles.

I feel like I'm made out of sponge. I can't stop eating. LOL. if you fed me ten pans of pizza, I would finish them for you; while it's still sizzling hot too.

yes well, to whoever who goes to the same school as me,

be prepared to see an over-weight ball named rebecca bouncing in front of you tomorrow, in school. sorry if I ever squashed you with my almighty weight.

so far my hair had been annoying the crap out of me. for 6 periods I've tried my best to read ' Love, Rosie ' and those stupid little strands keeps dropping off my head, refusing to be tied up neatly. sides, my fringe is in the way of my vision too. I wonder why I even sliced it off in the first place? this is so stupid.

I must say, I've been under the influence of laziness *edit*these days - not finishing my homeworks and doing things when I'm suppose to do other things. ha, yes. truth revealed. anyway, let me see hmm.. list of homeworks:

- chinese essays (8?)
- rumusan
- tatabahasa
- sejarah notes (4 chapters)
- koperasi's carta organisasi
- moral esei
- moral k. amal report
- add maths (2.5 chapters)
- maths (which I don't even bother to bring my text book to sch)
- Eng. essay (2)
- sivik
- karangan

note to readers : ones with itallics have been untouched even before the holidays.

I hope that's it. zZ; I'm even boring myself to death typing this itself.

so I guess I'll scram now.
cheers, to a super boring blog post!

Loves,
girl with unhealthy eating habits.
P.S I hope to skip tuition today *dreads* but hoping won't help. pfft.

oh, I almost forgot. I BEG YOU TO BUY MY COUPUNS . o.o
to my darling Jade : buy them, come for the carnival and I promise to give you your doll.

Date : 19th July (which is this Saturday)

Time : God-knows

Venue : His Sanctuary of Glory (HSG), Taman Yarl

my 80th post!

with a good news. ((:

guess what?

my neighbour, ms. Tan Shen Wen, she accepted Christ too! I was going online, my first time in a lot of times of going online finally switched on msn, it was for tomorrow's EST presentation. yeah, teachers and their assignments. pfft.

then she, that doesn't usually talk to me on msn or any other day(?) because of her inhuman busy life suddenly comes and greet me reeeally warmly. then we chat chat chat and she told me the good news!

life really IS great. to think that when we were kids we spent everyday together. such times. (: I'm just uberly glad that her name's jotted down in the Book of Life. Praise the Lord! for His grace is sufficient. ((: now, who's next to tell me the good news? tralala~

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zomg. I havent bathe yet. -.-

anyways, my brother (elder) wanted to be pro in MS; therefore downloaded AncientMS. xP ; means MapleStory Private Server. 50 times the experience, drop rate, and messos. $$ ~

so, I was curious and started playing too! although in the beginning I didnt' knew how to register for an ID. and behold! I'm the almighty level 99 Priest now. hahaha~ the zombies all get damage even when I heal. xD kill 10 zombies = level up 1 time. syoknye!

hmm, I guess yes, that's it. Oh about FRIM. pictures are with Sheou Jun, so until she gives me the pictures, I'm not updating a word even. though my faithful readers would be bored out of their minds when I update it. haha; so yes. be prepared to be bored out of your minds.

God bless.
by yours truly,

a year of harvest.

today's the day when Yvonne will go to some-weird-name hotel and get her practical piano exam sitted. and today's also the day when something weird happened. to me.

you know the prayer meeting I've been going to every recess and I said it suits my taste buds? yeah well , I went today, too. with BehBeh~ we saw Pn. Ong in the half open Koperasi room door and she urged me to give her the carta organisasi which I was suppose to complete weeks ago. LOL. anyway, the prayer meeting started.

so I was praying then suddenly the guy (whatever his name is) said, 'now, we would like to ask Rebecca to pray for the GoodNews to be spread around the school.. the 'fu yin' .. something-something..' (in chinese)

guess what my reaction was? -.-

I went 'ha?' Okay, so it's my 5th time there. but WHY ME? anyway, I prayed a really short prayer. I wasn't really glad with myself for saying 'ha?' tho ..I wasn't expecting it! ; BehBeh was being super supportive by saying Amen all the time. thank you (: lol.

HAH, to yvonne, the girl that's suppose to take her piano exam today, you missed out a chance of seeing me pray. 9:

the after-school gathering was wonderful! although I WAS supposed to go to SU but I thought BehBeh would be really さびしい ; so I just went la. it seems to me that the songs we sing never changes. but there was a new song added today : JESUS, NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES . it's a four sentence song, short, but nice.

and it was the first time I saw so many people cry together in one place. oh yeah, do pray for BehBeh btw. yeah! she shared something great today. she said that last night, she asked her mom what if she believed Jesus. Then her mom didn't membantah/agree. so, neutral it is! yay ((: so, continue to pray, that one day her parents will agree to it and even come to Christ to!

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yesterday, I did finish my nilam and everything at school and went back via metro no.19 .. guess who I saw?

mr. Lee Tai Foong.

OMG. OMG. OMG. I was reading Fruit Basket vol. 21 ; then someone messed up my beautiful, precious hair. oh okay, it's not beautiful but at least it's precious. I actually turned my head and found no one. padahal he was sitting right behind me. in an angle not really easy to be spotted(?); whatever. so I saw him. zomg.

life's weird huh? it pops people out when you least expect it. pfft. I should have pulled his face in opposite directions. gah, missed the chance.

I'm going to FRIM tomorrow! pray that I don't get bitten by leeches/snakes/mosquitos. ahaha, remember :

"I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I
will curse; ..."

Genesis 12:3

tata darlings. (:

God bless.

I needa burn some fat now.

Dear July,

i have to stop going online. no, i should fast on computer so that at least i would finish my homeworks. my mountain high heap of homeworks.

my weekend was super packed filled. friday, I was all 'screw homeworks, I have two more days to complete them anyway..' so i went online the whole friggin afternoon and went to sleep.

on saturday, i used the computer again until 10. when my mom bugged me to get ready if I wanted to follow her to the train station. so anyway, i was in MBS until 2.00pm(?) and then i went home, use the computer AGAIN. zZ, then it was 3.00pm ; I threw myself on my bed and slept. until 5.43pm(?) , my mom knocked on my door and asked, 'i thought you wanted to go youth one? ' i mumbled a little something and got bathed and followed her to go out and makan dinner. because she got a 4/4 for her PTK 48 exams i'm telling that to Pn. Toh tmr in tuition. hahahahahaand she was going to belanja her friend. why miss out free food?

but apparently, we got lost on the way. when we were sick of looking at the signboards which only had 'putrajaya' printed on them, they (sis & mom) started singing this really old song about why the sun is still shining when it's the end of the world .. so I recorded it! but when I started recording, they already sung finish. here's the video tho.

ha Ha. i always laugh when I watch that. it's uhh, kind of not in the right position. because I took it with my phone.

speaking of my phone, the inner part of the screen retak-ed. Because on Monday morning, I was so tired I couldn't get myself up but my sister was being a pain and somehow, my mother phoned me and made my temper burst. so out of anger, I threw the stupid phone towards my sister's bed, but apparently, it bounced and hit the wall beside the bed. LOL. I was like.. ' nooooo!!!! ' then I quickly fixed the battery back and found out that 3/4 of the screen was completely white. zomg. I have to waste RM100 to change the screen now. sigh.

we were in Equine park some minutes later anyway, after dinner, I went hunting for yvonne's present. ahahaha, I haven't wrapped it yet. until now, tsk. then we accidentally went into Lovely Lace. I immediately remembered Alvin and his house. x)

on Sunday,

because SOME people kept on pestering me to reach Beh's house earlier, I went to FGA's morning service. and amazingly, the message was a mixture of was Ps. Daniel preached on the previous week and what Ps. Reuben preached during pre-M.A.D camp. so, it ended at 9.30am ; when I thought it would end at 10am.

I walked all the way to Beh's house and found out that Sue Yin reached before me. ): no more no. 1. zZ .. tonikake. YVONNE. the birthday girl, reached latest. at 11.06am. oh yeah,

Happy belated birthday, sotong!

she got herself a new sony ericsson phone. go, rob her. then I found out Beh accepted Christ just the night before. time's changing fast~ yeah, so we walked all the way down to the pasar. (my 2nd time walking the same road that day) we crossed the bridge and assumed that particular U76 would bring us to Sunway.

mana tahu.

sunway is in the opposite direction. WHy la did we crossed the bridge?? so, we wasted half an hour. going all the way to brickfields station on the bus and back again. so finally we reached at 2pm. thank God we reached. we ate fast food for lunch. sounhealthy. then we went ice skating. it frigginly costed RM18 on Sundays.

I learned how to skate! and I flew down 5 times. it was 2 times Beh's fault. why? because .. you know sunway's sakting ring. the side opposite the entrance, that's my bad luck spot. ): she just HAD to say, 'wah~ it's here again.' then miraculously, I fell down. it's like some sort of a curse or something. o yeah! and then ALWAYS when anyone fall down la, there's this red shirted guy that would help me up. well, thank God for him, because Beh can never pull me up. later on when we were going back, we saw him again behind us. stalker. -.-

I almost ran into a girl's fingers, luckily lah.. i only ran over her gloves because screw me for not knowing how to stop. and there was this very super yongsui punye person that wanted to 'kao' sue yin. so we (beh, me and yvonne) did our best to protect her by pulling her together with us whenever we can. apparently, she knows how to skate .. and therefore, her 5 rounds = my 1 round. how la, can we pull her with us?

so at 5pm, after taking pictures and letting yvonne belanja us eat mcFlurry. LOL. we went to the bus stop opposite to get a bus back home. I was rushing so that I could get to school at 7.30pm but apparently, the rapidKLs weren't very cooperative. the U76 came only after we waited for half an hour. but thank God also la, because I think we (yvonne and i -- sue yin have her father to fetch her back) got the chance to calm beh down, assuring her that her decision of accepting Christ was correct, because she kept thinking about why she cried her heart out the previous night. she had NO idea why. neither do we. but I remembered my auntie's testimony about when she accepted Christ too, just a week ago.

yeah, when I FINALLY got down the station, it was 7.06pm. I ran~~ across the street on the 'zebra road ' to get on another bus, BUT there weren't any RapidKLs for me to get my ass into ; so, I ran all the way back. remember I said I had to be in school by 7.30pm? yeah, I was expected to watch my sister singing in the national choir.

I think I lost more than 20kgs that day. LOL. but I've already gained them all back la, considering the amount of food I've been stuffing down my throat. I think next time I'll operate my stomach and ask the doctor not to sew it back. so I can just simply stuff it into my stomach without having the chew, chew, chew, swallow steps. too slow. haha

anyway, I reached in time with my mom. apparently, she wanted to watch her beloved daughter too. it was okay. except that the Frankenstein wasn't singing loud enough for my going-deaf ears to hear. it was a small singing-play. by the national ochestra and choir.

I almost fell asleep when the violinist was playing her solo piece. her 1 song is i dunno, 10 minutes? my brains were rotting from the inside by then. though the music was really nice. nice enough to lull me to sleep, thank you, whatever your name is. then the choir team I came with said to go back during the 15 minutes break. and I saw a lengchai! ho ho ho. I got his picture, but it's blur. tsk. no way I'm posting it up. He's MINE! gahahahaha.

oh yea, have I mentioned that I really, absolutely, 100%-ly very very dislike this ms. Tan Elaine's sister's boyfriend? pfft. he's acting like he knows everything. sigh, if he ever marries ms. Shirley Tan, I would feel SOOOOO sorry for Elaine. my apologies, if Elaine thinks he's a good person and not a pain in the anywhere-you-can-think-of.

yeah.

every recess now going for prayer meeting. suits my tastebuds well, I don't usually eat anyway. sigh, I hope there's SU this friday. for some reasons or another. (: till then, I need to find informations for my oral test.

infinite Xs and Os.
praise the Lord!

moulin rouge

above all the movies / dramas I've treathened you all into watching, *sob* you all should DEFINITELY, ABSOLUTELY watch moulin rouge.

it's a musical . on the outside it's just another stupid cheesy lovey-dovey sing song movie. *sob* but it's soooooo nice i tell you. I'd watch it over and over and over and over again. willingly. it made me cry so much T-T even more than 1 litre of tears did ! zomg. now, you don't find me crying most of the time. so go watch! I prompt you to.

it's starring Nicole Kidman as Satine ; Ewan McGregor as Christian .

if you're giving me stupid excuses such as 'go where and watch worr?' or 'you send to me lah~' then darling, give me your stupid CD or pendrive. I'll gladly transfer it for you. Cause it rocks! yeeaahh~

ok I'm done blabbering. back to homework! yeahh. v^^

hectic.

pictures taken at the KLCC fountain. FINALLY it's uploaded. but I guess no one wants to see it. but then again, what can you do to stop me from uploading it? nyeahahahaha.



the dancers whom danced when I was busy gawking at those ang mo leng chais.

can you recognise my sister? cause I didnt recognise her at all. and my mom was scolding me because I didnt recognise her. )':

where I sat gawking at the ang mo leng chais. x)

you know, you can all go wonder about why I'm blogging at 8 in the morning; cuz I wont spill a word. 9: sigh, oh fine. my transport got sick so I can't possibly WALK to school. well, I did an attempt to do so in form 2 and I ended up reaching during recess. pfft. so i'll stay at home, finish up my homeworks (hopefully) and watch sisterhood of travelling pants. 2nd movie! xD

oh yeah, I've got a whole lot of mistakes typed without even knowing I typed it wrong in my previous posts. in which post in particular, go find out urself. blehhh.

1. Ashley Tamblyn is Tibby. She's not Lena in the sisterhood of travelling pants and therefore, not the girl in gilmore girls.

2. Alexis Bledel isn't the girl that acted as Blaire in Gossip girls. it's another person that acted. oh, but they looks SO much alike! you cant possibly blame me for recognising wrongly, can you?

okay, you can.

had I mentioned that I decided not to cut my hair until SPM's over? if no, then I'm mentioning it now. I hereby promise myself, 100% promise, if-i-go-back-on-my-promise-i'll-willingly-complete-100-chinese-essays promise, that I'll not get my hair anywhere near a pair of scissors or any sharp object that might change the length of my hair until 2009's last day of SPM is officially over.

and cai ling will say, ' but it'll look quite dull one wor, so long.'

and I shall answer, ' who the hell cares it it's dull. -.- '

oh pfft, I know I'm swearing. sorry, world! for I didn't set a good example. my inspired person to leave my hair so bloody long? ms. Blake Lively.

it looks as if I'm obsessed with her or sth. -.- I'm not obsessed . I'm just wondering why is her abs so darnit flat. T-T

I've had been watching liar game and it scares my spines away. so I'm still stuck at ep 3 now. lol.

anyway, I'm going to miss BM class, which I'm trying not to miss any because my BM sucks. bleuh. you see, i got 56(?) for my first term and i thought, ' oooookay.. I've gotta brush it up or else i'll slit my bear's throat. ' GUESS WHAT I GOT FOR 2ND TERM?!!!

a stinkin' 44! zomg. never in my entire life had i told myself to brush up a subject and got it worst in the next term. ehehehe, but i didnt made any effort. so anyway, feel free to knock my head and hear if it's empty. cause I really think it's empty. yeah and physics. I forgot to pass up my peka report yesterday due to some stuffs that got my mind off passing up homeworks. I think it's because cai ling started to read the ghost story and I tried to scare her out of her wits. HAH. I think it worked. or not?

gah. it probably didnt.

*yawn* oh, oh!! yesterday's tuition. remember I said I was going to burn off some fat in the last post? yeah, my mom was being super hyper and asked, ' BECCA! want to go swimming a not? *grin*' and duh, my reaction was WANT la. I think I looked like a starving dog looking up at a mountain pile of food.

so we went to Bukit Kinrara's Golf Club. (zzzz. i wonder why people go there to swim) cuz it's the nearest to swim at without fearing people would randomly come chasing us out of the pool. gahah. yeah, so we just swam la. then when it was my turn to use the goggles, (yeah, all our goggles disappeared except for my mom's) i swam from one end to the other la duh! so anyway when I reached the border of the adult pool and kid's pool, i rebel-ed against it. zomg. there were algaes floating on each tiles. bleeeugh.

so you can imagine a person in the water that reached the end then suddenly fly backwards. we had LOADS of disturbance.

1. three kids were playing jumping and created a HUGE amount of bubble in the chlorinated sucky water. (which i don't think they cleaned it at all this month?)

2. two old uncles (you must remember my ver. of old uncles are people above 20s. xD) were learning how to swim! omg omg omg. he was swimming freestyle and he was splashing A LOT of water above and in the chlorinated sucky water.

3. algaes. )):

4. Akane from Ranma 1/2.

I was happily swimming and I suddenly remembered an episode when Akane tried to swim in school, then Ranma was teaching her, 'first you breathe in then hold your breath and go under water.' suddenly this cute little Akane said, 'AH?! I thought you're suppose to keep on breathing in air under the water!' 17 years of swimming like that. no wonder she drowns easily. tsk.

oh yeah I was talking about tuition. so I went back all tired because of the lack of exercise I've been through lately, and half an hour later I had to hop on the car so that my mom can fetch my brother first then me to tuition. we got lost on the way and ended up late in reaching there. I was so friggin tired even then, but anyway I proceeded with my work , scribble scribble. stood up. walk to teacher.

she was busy talking to the Taman Desa(?) people. so I waited for her to finish up speaking but she won't stop!! omg omg. I stood there for what seems a whole 20 minutes. then finally went in between her and her beloved students and placed my stupid paper in front of her and waited again. bleugh. the whole routine continued over and over again.

until tuition was over, my mom reached at 10.30pm when she was suppose to reach at 10.oopm. sigh, at least I got my supper. I think the guy who cooked my tose rawa thinks I need something to brighten up my spirits so he put A LOT of curry leaves and chilli padi in it. I was screaming 'pedas! pedas!' when I almost finished the whole thing. tsk, my mom said each of our budget is RM2 . that's why I didnt ordered a drink. zomg.

pffft. anyway, my brother (elder) was kind enough to offer me his Cheese Nan by taking my last slice of tose rawa. which I got sick of it already. because it not only burned my tongue, it burned my stomach too! just like when I ate nasi lemak + sambal; I feel more hungry. because the sambal was working its way burning a hole through my intestines. -.- same thing goes here! whataday.

anyway, i went home. printed out a random topic for (supposedly today's) oral test. went upstairs, took out my pen and everything, stared at my karangan book, turn to look at my bed. then jump onto the bed and sleep like a pig. I don't even remember my 2.30am alarm ringing. I set it before I slept la, cuz I really just simply HAD to pass it up today. butt... nahh, I'm not even present at school.

so anyway, I bet you're all bored up with my ridiculously long post. so till then. (: sisterhood of travelling pants is awaiting me. toodles!

75th and still going.

so i found the pictures taken at the KLCC fountain. they look LOVELY! except that I spoilt some of the pictures with my idiotic grin. sigh. but blogger wont let me upload it. because it says down there 'Done but with error'

life's been really hectic. I haven't slept at all since 12.30am this morning because I slept from 4.30pm yesterday till 12.30 lah. duh? my sister stared at me when I woke up, I think she must be making sure whether I'm sleep-talking or not. anyway, the first words I spoke was , 'bleeeugh, my breath stinks.' it really did okay. I don't know why! it tastes stale like I'm eating rusted iron or sth like that. puh. yuck.

and, there's tuition again tonight .oh yes, do wish me best of luck. now, I absoloutely must be going off to finish up my piled up work. I have .. oh, I don't know.. 8 chinese essays? they've been left untouched since March. hahaha, call me lazy if you must.

I can't believe I didn't understand the part where the set of numbers were multiplied by 2 and how it affects the variance of the set of numbers in add maths today! omg. I tell you my memory is failing me badly. just yesterday, during KPA meeting, Wan Qi was telling me that she still kept a drawing I drew for her (in color pencil. zomg, color pencil!) in form1. I was all, 'WHAT? I drew something for YOU?' I don't even remember myself doing something like that. well yes, I remember drawing for people like Heng Jee Wa/Fang Jian Lik during primary 6. but in form 1? nooo... that DID NOT happen.

ahh anyway, she promised to bring it for me to see so that my memory can be refreshen.

then today cai ling asked me, 'so how? oral test. found ad not?' I was like, 'huh? whaddyou mean?' well, it turned out that I promised to pair up with her. omg -.-" and I don't remember a single thing. sigh, all this not sleeping through the night routine is killing my memory. I bet there's plenty of stuffs I forgot too.

huh, anyways, I'm off to burn MORE fat. as I've gained more when I finished up a WHOLE pack of RINO crunch(?) this afternoon, right after my lunch. sigh, oral test tomorrow. ): continue to pray for the world as it's getting worst.

infinte Xs and Os .
(sooo copyrighted from the sisterhood of the travelling pants)