Krispy Kreme!

Gratz Vincent!

that's too much doughnuts for all 6 of you btw. >=( share some with me!

&nd I was wondering what's up with him suddenly messaging me with the 'hello there someone who uses my old number..' he was all lining up for free Krispy Kreme there and not telling me anything cause I didn't bothered to reply due to unsufficient amount of creds.

oh well, gratz again!
zamn. I want those doughnuts. ]:

results and de warrior!

a different turn of my odd lifestyle starts right about a few hours ago, well, supposed to lah, but I was happily reading Reader's Digest, finding out out of 15 vocabs i know only 2 of them. Crap man, my Eng is dying. oh and I ended up sleeping too but that was not my point. my point is, I'm going to STUDY! and be a nerd that encloses into my own cubicle of little idiotic world.

ah Beh was so mean today.

cause I lost my specs box, (three dots) I wore them lah. then ah Beh saw me and she went like, 'nerd.' *arrow stabs thru <3* nvm. my mom calls it 'low profile' ; and that's exactly what I'm going to call myself. I wonder how long I can last?

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ACGC was a total bummer! omggm. the ~!@#$)(%$ cosplay winner got a friggin Wii! ): then my sis was all bragging abt her sales when One Tree Hill .. I didn't watched that on purpose.. the kid, whatever his name was got a Wii for his b'day! AAAAHHHHH~

oh yeah, but it was still okay lah. goodness, why didn't anyone bought Toujou Aya?!? it was the nicest. hmm, act Plue was better. ahahahaha, dunno what I'm talking about leh~ uh, my sis sold bookmarks that's hand drawn during ACGC lah. then yes, that was what it was.




and then there was this group of guys that sucked at playing Left4Dead but kept playing like they owns the computers there or sth. the people watching were like, 'oh yeah! finally passed the level...' and they were clapping like mad; prob cause passing a level was the most interesting thing that had happened in like Godknows how many hours. hahah. I feel evil now. .-.

ahah, meetoto opened a booth there too. HAH. funny, I rmbed my bro tried singing once and then there was someone there that said, 'listen you sing song die punya people many' that he/she wrote in chinese. prob a guy cause only guys are that mean and evil.

time to go indulge in add maths. my ABC meal is coming back soon!~
i'm def going to bon odori. Kendo classes starts on Sat! wheeeeeee~ well, not officially. just checking out the classes with Lee Xian. :3 oh so looking forward.

Lost on at 9.30! eh eh Heroes was uber cool ytd.
right, i should stop typing now.

Journal (3) 23.1.09

I've came to a realisation of my sarcasm in speeches and essays and I think I need to stop all these sarcasm or else I'll end up a crazy nessimistic diagnostician (I'll spell it like that in the mean time of not knowing how to spell it correctly) like Dr House. believe me, teacher, sarcasm can make you into the best diagnostician in town.

As I'm writing this journal, many things had crossed my mind, for example : us 5a11 kids even bothering to hand in Journal week after week when no one would ever read it, just for the sake of having a book, filled with words, and red ticked marks. Oh! not forgetting the date wrote in red ink too! well, in my case, I have someone bored enough to read them so I have no complaints. I won't state names, it would seem rude.

Cai Ling always reads my essays.
maybe because I begged her to?

Other than that, something else had crossed my mind while writing this particular entry -- Ohno Satoshi. well, he always crosses my mind no matter what I'm doing. hmm , maybe not when I'm watching Last Friends just now. 'cause I was busy complaining to my pillow about how much Ryo Nishikido ****ed in the drama series. Just like Pi in Code Blue.

Anyways, those were written to fulfill my one page full quota. Teacher, I'll know if you ever read my Journals because I'll insert very rude and mean things in my next entry. Please do respect our willingness to spend time on your homeworks by at least correcting our grammar/spelling mistakes. I'll know when you correct any of our Journals, cause I happen to be ... never mind.

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I'M SO SCREWED.
I cho need to go to Hiro/TS no matter what. & thank God for Sheou Jun with her invites! ARIGATOU! Sheou Jun wa saikou! (: which indirectly means I'll be going out with Sheou Jun, Yweng Yiang, Jin Yee, Ivy, Po Chi & why??Elaine tomorrow. Hiro wa ikimasu!

sutereishimasu. (I think its romanji is like that) .-.

I'm getting maou! & see how evvvviiiilll kawaii Oh~chan can be. then I'll be back on kiamsiap mode again to save up for uta oniisan when it's first out. AH THE OH~CHAN LOVE! oh not to mention Jade had tempted me into purchasing some more of Oh~chan's stuffs. guh. WHY , Jade, WHY! I still want that CD btw. xD

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my week was screwed. I got scolded almost every morning for either waking up too early, or lying down on the bed for another minute after Mom The Great had "woke me up". & my stuffs are always lying all over the place because of either : 1) massive hw catching up the night before or 2) laziness. it's always no. 2 tho, wakaranai nande.

so because of my stuffs all messy and stuff like that, I lost my koperasi list of attendance which I was s'ppose to have typed out WEEKS ago.

but looking at the silver lining, Jodie got me a new year card! cho yasashi ne, I haven't got one in like AGES. & I was all 'ARIGATOU! *bow 90 degrees*' and then showing it off to everyone I know. xD I think Sheou Jun got like so sweated out on my reaction that she promised me a self-made Oh~chan's New Year e-Card. ARIGATOU! Sheou Jun wa saikou! xDD

see, it's easy to make me a grinning idiot.
I've officially been classified as weird today. y'know why? cause I've already 10 people calling me weird. and YOU JUST KNOW YOU'RE WEIRD WHEN 10 PEOPLE SAYS IT TO YOU. want a list?

-all my immediate family members (5 of them)
-Jade
-Ben
-Cai Ling *new!*
-Elaine
-Karr Man
-& a lot more people. O_O

anyways, my point was to bore you. and I've completed my task.
otsukare! *bows* ♥
wakakakkaa, I still can't get over the obsession of that!

if i knew how to fly,

i would be humourous. -rus. -rous. dunno lah.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! Yik Loong~
I would have bought him a present if he hadn't show off his ability to walk up all 6 flights of stairs rapidly w/o having any difficulties.

anyways, I had a complaint. She said my blog is boring. namely, she = yvonne. for the millionth time already, this is suppose to be boring. WHAT CAN BE LESS BORING THAN REBECCA NG'S LIFE?!

*yawn*
and to that boringness, I shall bring you a joke : I can see the future.
to prove that, I'll tell you that my next post will be a tag post, tagged by Elaine.

I need to go run about my hws now. lousy insomnaic routine of mine is not working very well for my petty little unorganised brain that goes senile if it's working at 3 in the morning. does anyone knows what is that thing you call on the giraffes that looks like stumps, btw?

before I leave my pressumably zero readers,
I have a list of things that hates me :

1. mosquitoes
2. food
3. my body system
4. my brain
5. bugs
6. books
7. clocks
8. keys
9. water
10. the Devil

& also a list of stuffs that LOVES me :
1. Ohno-kun (proved by the weird chopstick event with Bena & Jade)
2. burnt stuff
3. doorknobs
4. homeworks
5. God

starvation episode 1

I'm hungry.

I haven't ate in 16 hours. I need carbs - no, I don't need them, they're mean evil things that make you look overweight.

Peanuts.
Peanuts are good.

but the milk in my peanut cup is not good.
it tastes like uncovered fridge food. yuck.

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on a happier note, I've found a new friend -- soda-lime glass. it's remouldable! & we're going to play with it next chem lesson. if we don't, I'll sacrifice that new boy in class to the gods of glass because he refused to join perbarisan.

ugh, this milk stinks. bleaughh.

anyways, po chi ditched me for the sake of laziness today. but all is good, I'm cho counting on her to look at those Jdramas at Hiro! onegaii!!~ but it was her loss, she didn't get to see the glass bent 88 degrees then to 90 degrees xD cho sugoii ne, CL was quiet ! oops. didn't mean to say that but she doesn't visits that often anymore~

today was suppose to be a lousy day cuz I woke up with my hws untouched but somehow in some very twisted way, everything was good. ♥ omg Jade just taught me how to do that.

it was rather random but we were alt-ing like crazy when we found out that jap words exists with alt-numbers. xD
I'ma going out with Jade & my new found sifu this Sat! woohoo!~ xDD
anyways, I've gotta go complete my hws before I yawn & tell myself, 'ahh , I'll wake up at 3 & complete them *yawn*' ♣♠•○ alt-ing rocks.

koperasi's ALK mesyuarat agung is coming! whee~
& so are first terms! but CNY comes first. uhm - hws are earlier. xD

for Him,lives this life. ♥

the beginning :

it suddenly dawned upon me that the World is a little too unfair.

time passes by so fast and well, it just goes without informing you. which is bad, with the computer lagging like crazy + surprisingly very tiring house chores to complete with my maid gone and all. welcome, flat strong abs. :D but hula-hooping is out of the way with all these stuff to do. you see, I'm a very busy person . I need to sleep, eat and watch tv . :D

ytd's Class Party was somewhat unexpectedly fun, with the match of Arsenal vs ManUtd. going on and part of the boys present shouting like hooligans and practically bringing down the roof . yeah! 2-1! I can't believe ManUtd. scored. - -

I want a foosball machine!!

oh yeah, and the sausages were super since I was starving crazy for 5 hours before the meal. hah! see what chores do to you? they drain energy out of you like a leech! speaking of leeches, my sister posted up something very cool of me in her blog a few days ago. go visit if you like the idea of me and leech together.

bummer is, I forgot to bring along a camera to stalk on all my drool-worthy friends. but all the pictures taken are either with Soon Leong or Yweng Yian. so, if any of you happen to be so miraculously reading this, first, add me on msn, then send me the pictures. or should I just visit their friendsters? nahhh.

I still want a foosball machine.

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HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY, Min Yeen!

why is everyone smaller in size than me having their birthdays before me? it's just so seriously weird. but ah, anyhows, happy sweet 16th birthday! and well, I hope you had a great time eating the cake I didn't get to eat because I went back early ytd. ): i want the cake. gahhhh, I'm starting to feel hungry again.

7thNov .. seventh?!

me and my room had reunited.

i'm rather unhappy today because of some reasons that apparently ALL of ahli ARP SMKSS knows about. which, of course, unless if you force to take donuts out of my life i'll never tell you. but you see, you don't have the power to make that happen, so you can't make me storytell it.

2, i think my teacher's husband is scary. like mr. Lim scary scary. yes, apparently mr. Lim scares the daylight out of me, if you don't know about it.

3, i have to choose between attending SE and class party tmr. in SE, i would have to face all the 'hey, rebecca! glad you're here.' crap and in class party, i have to face boredom. total complete boredom.

4, my first day of duty in koperasi was total failure. but it sure saved up a lot of energy.

5, it's a friday. and fridays had not been the best days of my life so far. and itmost probably means hot weather.

they never understand

no, people won't understand. they never do understand and they never will anyways, so I don't find the point in stating this out but.

when a person is having a hard time and tell you his/her stuff, listen. don't put him/her off by saying 'hey, cheer up anyways'. it's exactly like pouring cold water. except it's pouring cold water when you're sad. so it's double sadness. and resulting in double emoness.

people actually experience it themselves and they KNOW what people want to hear when they are sad and pouring out stories like grandmothers. but what do people care about? what more than themselves? people know what reaction given would be best but they differ from it and chose the easier route -- not having to deal with the sadness. guess what? you either lose a friend or you add on the space between yourselves when you do the 'hey, cheer up' crap.

what's so hard in listening? afterall, all you need to do is just sit there, nod your head from time to time and give out agreeing sounds. thats it! the end. close book, throw down toilet, flush.

unless if you're some kind of a ADHD patient and can't stop jumping around, I forgive you. anyone would forgive you. *sigh* a day of revelations it seems to be. I've discovered a lot of stuffs that are not really very pleasing. which I don't seem to want to recall.

look around.

if you guys had taken notice, I've changed my hit counter to something smaller and more normal. becuase apparently the previous counter was cheating, counting every page load. . . uh, okay.

anyway, yesterday when I blogged about my trip, I saw the new counter with '160' on it. but just now it had increased to '226'. and the weird thing is it's settings is set to unique visitors. O.o why is there a huge difference in the numbers? I have to say my counter is broken . SIGH//

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my family is coming back today from Ipoh where they had the memorial service for my uncle. what I don't get is that my uncles and aunties didn't want to tell my grandma about this matter, which I find utterly disturbing. I mean, she deserves to know .. right? even though she might faint over the news or something. GAH.

nvm, nvm.

so anyway, they're coming back today & I'm surprised my brother went together. hufff.

with all due respect,
Rebecca. (:
=> anata wa watakushi no shujin dayo!

".. You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are."

quoted from HSM soundtrack 'breaking free'

tear off that mask and let the world see who you really are.

just like the song title, 'break free'.

:P

I was using up the remainder of my brain cells yesterday night to memorize why the Sepanyol(or SPAIN) people came to the East of the world but I had a lovely distraction going on about. on both sides of me. I'm stuck in the middle, listening to this :

playing Panic! At the Disco songs. and listening to my sister that had so conveniently invaded my giant majestic rolling chair singing along with the 'you'll never know what's in your hair' song. (: so, I started fiddling with my phone and I knew exactly then what I must blog about. my sister, and her not-so-very-pleasant-acts when she starts studying.

please give a round of applause for Jocelyn i figured it was only fair for me to link you back (:, the guitar smasher!

well, that's not the only one of her acts of course, but if you know me well enough, you'll understand that I'm too lazy to upload anymore than one video. there's this time when we were eating in a restaurant, and she took the napkin and created origami(s). obscene origami(s), as a matter of fact.

actually, there's so many acts that she had carried out before I started to note that such acts are going to be carried out for a long while and started recording for proof to show to her future husband/daughters/sons. :D

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sigh, I got only 39 marks for my story on an unexpected trip. I should have gotten worst. because my spelling mistakes were sprawled all over the paper and the teacher didn't even noticed. HA!

scrap all of that, I'm going to show you guys a few pictures.

my drawing version of my little brave act.

I'm quite a demure person actually. *halo starts glowing above head*

sigh, I'm eating too much these days. must blame on my maid that cooks too good food. we had tempe the food, not the place in Arizona(fried soya bean) yesterday, fried together with sambal and tofu; i tell you, it was the best food I've ever tasted, pisang goreng aside. chips can come third. seriously, I think the potato chips these days have too much flavouring.

fuh. guess what? the fever from a very long time since had yet decided to leave me in peace. now I'm stuck, in the middle of the raining season, wearing a sweater everyday, feeling as hot as ever. (: and as cold as the rain. I've merged with the fire. click if you wanna know about fire.

*erhem* are you ready? (: .. are you really ready?

truly, honestly, whole-heartedly ready? :D cause if you aren't, you could die of heart-attack.

warming up my face muscles.

byebye (:

RM 5.70 w/o tax.

whee~ I'm back again!

this time with another really sad story to tell. well, at least for me it's really sad. what's sadder than to lose money for an ATM machine in a fast-food restaurant?

so the story goes like this.

sis : *points at my mom* she don't
believe me there's an ATM machine in KFC!
me : what? which KFC?
sis : there the Kuchai one ah..
me : oh, you mean the place where all the people from
Sentosa with nothing to do hangs out after school?
sis : yeah la, the one gabung together with Pizza Hut
one.
me : where got ATM machine?
sis : GOT!
me : don't have la, I don't recall anyway.
sis : got LAH. want to bet?
me : whatever.
sis : mcFlurry ah? (I think mcFlurry is her
drug)
me : I'm not saying anything.
sis : oi, bet la, chicken. i tell you sure got the machine there one.
me : don't have LAH! ok, bet then bet.
sis : *laughs her sinister laugh*
me : huh, I'll bet with you mcFlurry mud pie!

whoa. like super confident lidat. well anyway, since I'm blogging, you obviously know what the outcome is already.

SERIOUSLY lah, who in the world would think of placing an ATM machine in a fast food restaurant? and anyway, why did I even added the two words 'mud pie' behind the word 'mcFlurry'?! it remains a mystery.

hence, I'm going to lose RM5.70 for mcDonalds. also a few more cents to the government.

9 and a half BIG GIANT pisang goreng in exchange for a cup of mcFlurry mud pie. for a miserable small cup of it.

my plan for 2009.

I've just finished reading the Cahaya magazine 38th edition and I noticed how inactive I've been in curricular activities.

guess what my plan is?

I'll elaborate on that at the end of the post.

so anyway, in case you haven't noticed yet, which means you're dense, this is my 2nd post today. and boy do I like posting twice a day. well, that's what happened for the last few days anyway. actually I don't like posting twice a day. it's just that I'm bored to the core and I can't get off the computer because I heart, heart, heart the song Cinderella very much and it's looping over and over again on my media player, therefore, making me ignore how quickly time is passing by and also ignoring the fact that I'm suppose to go read up on what I've missed out throughout the year on maths.

you might think I have some vital information that I must disclose to the world no matter what. but the truth stays the truth, I have nothing but rants all through this post. so you can kindly move your cursor... yes, that's right... move it... up there to the right corner of the screen.... do you see the 'x' red colour thing?... yes.. move your cursor over there... and press it!

anyway, I'm going to stalk every photo taking session next year. and I'll appear like a glitch in every picture! YES!

crap, I'm really bored. when is this exam period going to end?!

OH my GAAAHHhh!

D: why do stupid things always happen to me??

so anyway,yesterday we had a very enlightening holiday that blew me into pieces because I couldnt finish just reading a file in one whole day. like dua puluh empat jam. one file. cannot finish.

yeah, so I planned to continue on this morning at around 6? but my eyes said screw it LAh.

anyway, I still had chance to study in school. cause exam starts at 8.25am. so whee~ okay. so fine, I've studied what I could and made pretty sure everything goes into my head and stays there. well, at least until paper 2 is over.

yeah. so okay, paper 1 was cool. mmhmm, a little circle here and there. yada yada yada. you know, the type of questions where if you know, you circle, if you don't know, you circle also. yeah. so whee~ paper 1 was over. and it's recess! baha.

so anyway, being all creeped out about paper 2 cuz we need to like describe experiments and draw the set-up and everything and all the equations .. yeah, so I went somewhere quiet to study. alone. with no one around.

gahhaha. here's the funny part.

when the bell marking the end of recess rang, I was like super proud of myself when I reached our examination block, I was all 'whoa, so quiet .. I must be like the first few to reach or sth lidat.. '

then suddenly I saw colourful bags all lined up outside the classrooms. D:

Beh was like calling me happily 'Becca~~' (Beh's taking econ. instead of Chem., and what more.. her class is like when you go up the stairs the first thing you see is her class. you know? good feng shui.)
and I was all.. 'kao shi kai shi liao a? O.o(my eyes were literally like that)' (translation:exam start already a?)
then she went like 'yala!'

and I flew like lightning. D: D: call me lightning girl or something. bah.

i was 15 minutes late. pfft. at least the teacher didn't say 'late come in cannot take exam' huuu. well, what a day to remember. oh yeah, and I did finish all the questions! well, except for the one.. that I don't know what in the world is that.

yeah, well. conclusion is, go and memorise your exam time tables. I seriously hope I don't do that during add maths exam or physics or .. i dunno, biology? fuuhh.

Condor Heroes 2008!

senior citizens at the bus stops = scary.

that's an equation whether you like it or not. I had a very unpleasant encounter with two senior citizens at the bus stop today while waiting for the public bus. they were fighting over giving me bus tickets. ahh, I'm so loved. (: well, thank you, I'm flattered, really. but why the exchange of mean remarks?

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over the week, I've noticed the sudden increase of morning glory trees blossoming. they're like mutated plants! I never saw anything blossomed like they did before in my life. Every single friggin corner I turn, there's either a white or pink colour covered tree. there's even one huge tree behind behind my house!!

d'oh.

damn, I can't remember my birthdate for my neopets account! screwww.

anyway, the new legend of the condor heroes is out! *clap hands vigorously until wrist breaks*

starring Hu Ge and Ariel Lin!

I was planning to upload a picture, by there's a tiny little line down at the bottom of the IE that says Error on page. so I can't upload any pictures . now I'm emo cuz I can't post pictures.

ANyway! I've watched a whole bunch of movies starring Hu Ge and I think he so awesomely rocks! though loads of people dislikes him for one reason or another. who cares how he is in real life?! as long as he provide me with good entertainment I'm more than grateful. (:

my first ever movie starring Hu Ge is Chinese Paladin! (xian jian qi xia zhuan) I watched is because Liu Yi Fei acted in it. ha ha ha. then my second movie of him acting is Fairy From Wonderland! (tian wai fei xian) with Ariel Lin as main girl character.

then I watched Till Death Do Us Apart (bie ai wo) on 8tv. where he acted with Vivian Hsu, which I find the movie really crappily boring. then recently just before Condor Heroes, I watched The young warriors (Shao Nian Yang Jia Jiang). a newer version than the one aired on 8tv. Then, on 2009 I shal watch chinese paladin 3! (: if I remember to watch it, that is.

so since I'm so kind and good hearted and good and great and awesome and marvellous and beautiful and lovely and .. anyway, I'm going to end this post.

I'm boycotting blogger!I'm not going to update for a month! cause they didn't let me post my picture of Hu Ge and his yengness.

a year of harvest.

today's the day when Yvonne will go to some-weird-name hotel and get her practical piano exam sitted. and today's also the day when something weird happened. to me.

you know the prayer meeting I've been going to every recess and I said it suits my taste buds? yeah well , I went today, too. with BehBeh~ we saw Pn. Ong in the half open Koperasi room door and she urged me to give her the carta organisasi which I was suppose to complete weeks ago. LOL. anyway, the prayer meeting started.

so I was praying then suddenly the guy (whatever his name is) said, 'now, we would like to ask Rebecca to pray for the GoodNews to be spread around the school.. the 'fu yin' .. something-something..' (in chinese)

guess what my reaction was? -.-

I went 'ha?' Okay, so it's my 5th time there. but WHY ME? anyway, I prayed a really short prayer. I wasn't really glad with myself for saying 'ha?' tho ..I wasn't expecting it! ; BehBeh was being super supportive by saying Amen all the time. thank you (: lol.

HAH, to yvonne, the girl that's suppose to take her piano exam today, you missed out a chance of seeing me pray. 9:

the after-school gathering was wonderful! although I WAS supposed to go to SU but I thought BehBeh would be really さびしい ; so I just went la. it seems to me that the songs we sing never changes. but there was a new song added today : JESUS, NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES . it's a four sentence song, short, but nice.

and it was the first time I saw so many people cry together in one place. oh yeah, do pray for BehBeh btw. yeah! she shared something great today. she said that last night, she asked her mom what if she believed Jesus. Then her mom didn't membantah/agree. so, neutral it is! yay ((: so, continue to pray, that one day her parents will agree to it and even come to Christ to!

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yesterday, I did finish my nilam and everything at school and went back via metro no.19 .. guess who I saw?

mr. Lee Tai Foong.

OMG. OMG. OMG. I was reading Fruit Basket vol. 21 ; then someone messed up my beautiful, precious hair. oh okay, it's not beautiful but at least it's precious. I actually turned my head and found no one. padahal he was sitting right behind me. in an angle not really easy to be spotted(?); whatever. so I saw him. zomg.

life's weird huh? it pops people out when you least expect it. pfft. I should have pulled his face in opposite directions. gah, missed the chance.

I'm going to FRIM tomorrow! pray that I don't get bitten by leeches/snakes/mosquitos. ahaha, remember :

"I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I
will curse; ..."

Genesis 12:3

tata darlings. (:

God bless.

I needa burn some fat now.

75th and still going.

so i found the pictures taken at the KLCC fountain. they look LOVELY! except that I spoilt some of the pictures with my idiotic grin. sigh. but blogger wont let me upload it. because it says down there 'Done but with error'

life's been really hectic. I haven't slept at all since 12.30am this morning because I slept from 4.30pm yesterday till 12.30 lah. duh? my sister stared at me when I woke up, I think she must be making sure whether I'm sleep-talking or not. anyway, the first words I spoke was , 'bleeeugh, my breath stinks.' it really did okay. I don't know why! it tastes stale like I'm eating rusted iron or sth like that. puh. yuck.

and, there's tuition again tonight .oh yes, do wish me best of luck. now, I absoloutely must be going off to finish up my piled up work. I have .. oh, I don't know.. 8 chinese essays? they've been left untouched since March. hahaha, call me lazy if you must.

I can't believe I didn't understand the part where the set of numbers were multiplied by 2 and how it affects the variance of the set of numbers in add maths today! omg. I tell you my memory is failing me badly. just yesterday, during KPA meeting, Wan Qi was telling me that she still kept a drawing I drew for her (in color pencil. zomg, color pencil!) in form1. I was all, 'WHAT? I drew something for YOU?' I don't even remember myself doing something like that. well yes, I remember drawing for people like Heng Jee Wa/Fang Jian Lik during primary 6. but in form 1? nooo... that DID NOT happen.

ahh anyway, she promised to bring it for me to see so that my memory can be refreshen.

then today cai ling asked me, 'so how? oral test. found ad not?' I was like, 'huh? whaddyou mean?' well, it turned out that I promised to pair up with her. omg -.-" and I don't remember a single thing. sigh, all this not sleeping through the night routine is killing my memory. I bet there's plenty of stuffs I forgot too.

huh, anyways, I'm off to burn MORE fat. as I've gained more when I finished up a WHOLE pack of RINO crunch(?) this afternoon, right after my lunch. sigh, oral test tomorrow. ): continue to pray for the world as it's getting worst.

infinte Xs and Os .
(sooo copyrighted from the sisterhood of the travelling pants)

thirty-six more to go.

HAH. Sue Yin and Karr Man are DEFINITELY getting one bar of kit-kat each.

well anyway, we ( yvonne , beh (40% chance) , sue yin, karr man (see lah, she says), li pheng (i think) and ME!!! ) are going to celebrate Sue Yin and Karr Man's sweet sweet sweeeeeet, manis 16th birthday tomorrow. by watching KungFu Panda!! huahuahuahua. stupid 3D animal-talking movie. pffffft. -.-

don't misunderstand; I heart stupid 3D animal-talking movies. (: I really do !!

anyway,

I went to UH today at around 4.30pm to help out the small kids there learn how to make a FISH. ((: oh yeah! I learnt how to make a fish, you don't know how to make one, do you? DO YOU?? :P

yeah, I met this 14 yrs old girl. her name is Qiao Ling(?) I didn't heard properly.. but yeah, I'll call her that then. I was left there alone to teach her how to make a fish. so after much awkward pauses and stupid grins (that I mentioned about last Wednesday) we suceeded in making a fish!! yeaahh!!

-.-

damn, I'm jealous of her hair. I'm not insulting or anything, seriously, she rocks.

yeah well, she's really pretty. probably a 150% more prettier than I, no, make that a 170%. ho, and she don't argue. lovely child, but I bet she was thinking in her heart what a loser I must looked like. lol. I mean I was standing there, staring at her making her fish and kept quiet. pfft. I suck at this entertaining kids thing.

here's Go the Distance.

Disney Mania 4 - 17. Go the Distance.mp3 -

I am apparently trying to play this song on piano, but I fail 9. ahahahaha, I've been playing it since last month. suck right? OF COURSE NOT. huhh.. if you say I suck, you play lahh. humph. ok lah, I know you people can play better than me -.-

now, time for Accounts tuition!

oh oh yeah. 12th July '08 - Food & Fun fair in HSG. come get your tickets from ME!! (((: no matter where you are, just make sure you fly into Taman Yarl for this event. remember to buy from me ahhhhhhhhh.............. . . . ... .. ..

oh idiocy, leave me !

oh yeah, really, my day had been " awesome " !
it's so great i could actually puke on that fact.

ugh, that was a sarcastic statement btw, in case you didn't noticed. my day sucked. like you know when you use a straw and suck the contents of a cup? yeah, it sucks.

it was okay at first, buddhen i think it was because my sister cursed me or something after school then I got really bad luck. like, BAD luck bad luck. see, first off. I collected my badminton racquet from my sister's car for the stupid match which APPARENTLY, I said it's okay for me to join, it doesnt means that I WANT to. there's a whole big difference in those two words you know.

anyway, i took the racquet together with its cover and walk back into the school grounds together with ' Eating Heaven ' in my hand. it's a book that i'm reading now. the variety of food mentioned in it, rocks. FUh, if only I could eat them all. heaven i tell you,

yeah, back to main point.

JingQi, Yik Loong, Sue Yin and Li Pheng were sitting at on of those ugly new plastic tables they changed in place for the old wooden ones. I personally like the wooden ones better, really. they were there when i got to the canteen. then when I've sat down for like 5 minutes? they all went in different directions.

what was that all about? -.-

blah, cut long story short, i was late for the match. luckily, no marks deducted but no trial rounds ): .

ahahaha, we lost anyways. as expected of a person formed by fat like me, i seriously owe it to Li Quen, she seemed determined to win or sth like that. she said she was nervous before it started. which means she cared, but i didn't ahh, i feel so sorry for her !

so after all the matches were over, i went to the main gate to wait for the arrival of .. well, anyone that can fetch me home. I waited. AND waited. and, waited. and waited, together with the story book accompanying me, of course. but no one came. -.-

i was half furious and half sad, i somehow managed to convince myself that my mother forgot about me or something like that. it's not like i didn't leave a message, i remembered very clearly that I told my sister personally to help me phone up my mom so that she can fetch me, unfortunately it seems that she forgot about the whole asking-for-a-favour-incident and just went back home, threw herself on her bed and slept.

yes, i was very angry. partly because the guard's daughter keeps asking me to play with her. oh, yeah i would love to, darling, but apparently it seems like my mom forgot all about me, how do you feel when that happens to you huh? would you still go around asking some random stranger whose eyes are surrounded by black circles to play with you?

oh.. uhm, yeah.. I just found out earlier that i have panda eyes. i just hope it's not permanently stucked there or else i'll start applying honey on my face. they say it helps.

anyway, at 4.56pm Yik Loong came trotting to the main gate and asked, 'eh? Becca? how long had you been waiting?' I gave him a cold stare and sighed like i've lived for over a hundred years. he's my life saver. he borrowed me his cell phone (i don't know why he brought it to school, but thank God he did) and i dialed my sister's number ::

tut.. tut.... tut.. tut....
sis : ennyy.. hello? (probably just woke up)
me : hello, this is miss Rebecca Ng speaking, what happened to mummy?
sis : haa? AIYO. (it really sounded like its in caps) how i know...?
me: i thought i told you to help me phone her.......
sis: where got?! anyway, you also didn't tell me what time.
me: (mumble : bloody hell) aih, just phone her now lah.
*press red button*

thanked yik loong for over a thousand times, and talked about mapleStory for a while. ha ha ha ha. apparently, we're (me, yik loong, yvonne and beh) creating characters in maple together and train together and die together. hahaha, yeah.

so the girl annoyed me into blowing those soap bubbles for her. i tell you, this stuff recquires skills. it kept exploding in my face the first few times, then i suceeded! my bubbles were so huge. : D ha ha ha.

then the lousy WHU 6211 appeared. and i went into the car la duh. my mom and i had a brief conversation. i didn't want to speak more anyway. it hurts like hell waiting at the stupid school for over 2 hours for nothing and yet.. read below, full script. -.-

me : i thought you were going to the hospital today?
mom : you said you want to come with me one..
me : if i reach home at 2.30 then i follow you lah, *stares at the clock* but 5 o'clock.. FIVE O' CLOCK. 5 o' clock then..
mom : WHAT?!! (yes, she literally barked that loudly, go ahead, use your imaginations) I just woke up and your sister asked me to come fetch you OKAY? when i go and fetch John also no one phoned me.

yeah sure, cause the person that you're suppose to fetch happens to be penniless at the moment and the sister i entrusted a simple message of such to just went home, forgot all about it and slept, like a pig. oh okay, no pig, just slept.

end of conversation.

and i remembered how she barked at me yesterday for waking up my sister countless times to fetch John from school which, of course she ignored every single reminder, and continued sleeping. and also for telling her that John havent come home yet and that she should go fetch him and i couldnt phone her cause the telephone was spoilt and well, she just barked. gave some really nasty comments WHICH in my opinion should all be transferred upstairs to where my sister was sleeping soundly and should absolutely be not remarked at me.

well anyway, since she was that concerned of him.. sigh, anyway, i'm ill treated, that's what i am. okay, now i know why i have two stomachs. stress, i tell you. it's pure stress. oh ya, yesterday john got TWO ham chin beng while i got nothing but scolding today. see, pure ill treatment. probably she's just afraid of him having a relapse or something like that.

gah,

anyway, my main point is :: i went back home, made a green apple naked of its skin and soaked it in salt water in the fridge while i go bathe. when i saw my reflection in the mirror, boy, was my stomach FLAT. I poked it. and it's turgid. see what food does to you? i havent had anything to chew on since 6 in the morning. so it's kind of like.. eleven and a half hours without food + a badminton match under that stupid scorching sun + walking up and down that small slope in front of the main gate.

yeah, i had a flat stomach for once in 5 years. hahahahahhaha, anyone up for a fight on badminton?

ok, then when i'm done with my super late lunch which is leftovers. bihun + ikan bilis with shreded parts floating all around the curry water soaking it + bones of chicken + a miserable slice of crab meat + turned yellow cabbages.

ugh. right?

but i was never that happy to see food before in my entire life. I mean, my stomach had been trying to gnaw through my layers of fat since recess. oh okay, well it really wasn't gnawing or anything but it felt like that ! and I'm sure that if it ever gnaws, it won't suceed passing through that thick layer of fat.

oh yeah, did i mentioned? my results sucked. seduts.

anyway, after one hour of homework time, it was already time for tuition. ahh, tuition. it bored me to death. I sat with half sleep eyes, nodding and smiling stupidly at any remark anyone made to me. i bet i looked like the world's more distorted faced person. if you're denying any of what i just mentioned, try imagining : rice width eyes, droopy brows, fake smile, smashed in nose, specs, fringe pinnedd up to the right, shoulder length hair, face with skin pulled in different directions due to that fake smile.

imagine that, and if you still say it's not distorted, i'll take a picture of someone that have what i hadd for a face and make you stare at it for 24 hrs non stop. HA! see how you like that.

oh yeah, I have like 20cm thick of homework left, I just remembered. So, till i find another equally stupid post such as this to post again. really, if you actually readd through this whole post, I salute you. I cannot imagine anyone being able to tolerate with my idiocy. yes, so. till then! whoever who might be reading. ( :

- tmr last day with Pn. Toh. ):

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oh, Betty, tell me why failure is a part of life.

Pisang Goreng!!

Yesterday, and the day before, and the day before the day before, and the day before the day before the day before, I've been thinking.. HMMM, if things go on, my high school life will end before I knew it, then I MIGHT regret it. So I went and ask my mom what she did during her high school years.

The answer was she studied. period. and she did alot of add maths question.

well, that ended my question. anyway, so I pondered upon that question because I watched Proposal Daisakusen, which talked about Rei regretting that her teenage life

having rewarded in no way.

SO..

today, 3.47am (I think) I had a little talk with my sister.

me : What would you give me if I tie my hair to school tomorrow like this?

sis : I would give you a Sundae Cone.

me : *getting all excited* REALLY?!!

sis : if you dare la of course.

me : you say one ahh.. but I would prefer goreng pisang.

sis : it's pisang goreng, how much of it you want first?

me : three would do.

sis : you say one ah..

me: but I want the fat fat huge huge one!

sis : I can only get the 7cm one for you.

me : then get me RM1.00 worth of pisang goreng lah~

sis : ok, whatever..

THUS! I studied my Sejarah through the morning and went to school in my Pencinta Alam T-Shirt. So, at 7.05am in the Proton Car, singing Jonas Brothers' When You Look Me in The Eyes, my sister took a picture for remembrance or whatsoever.

Go ahead, laugh all you like. don't mind the fact that I look superbly fat in that picture.

alright, stop laughing now, I have to continue my story of what people said.

first comment was from my sister, when we got out of the car told me.. don't tell anyone I know you weih.

Then, I walked into the school and I saw Melvin standing at the gate, tugas lah, he got schocked and ask me why your hair all standing la?

I walked until I almost reach Block G then I saw Cai Ling, so I went yo~ then she started her comment with a very obvious grin stuck to her face, omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg, take that down! *reach for my rubber band* So anyway, I prevented her for doing so to ensure I get my free food.

Huei Li (is that how you spell her name?) told me, you look like a samurai la *giggle*

The next person I saw was Beh! She stared at the sticking hair and asked me very calmly, eh? zhuo me zhe yang de?(chinese:why like that one?) and she predicted what Li Pheng will say.

Sue Yin came down first then she saw me and also said very calmly, wah, yeng.

and then we went over to where JingQi was, the whole group of them went berserk. Firstly, Yik Loong went shouting BECCA!! ni zhuo me?!(chinese:what are you doing?!),

then JingQi came over to me and laugh her usual laugh then asked, zhuo me jiang de?(chinese:why like that one?) *stare at my sticking hair* then fake laughed.

Quek played the tip of it and called me Indian-caR, and kept on flinging the top left and right.

As expected, Li Pheng screamed in a very cute voice, hen ke ai ahh!!! (chinese:very cute ahh!!!!)

The craziness over my hair ended on the way we went to the Dewan Serba Guna, and it started again. This time were the people in my class. I went in line and Teoh snickered. pfft, what a lousy person.

Then Lee Chee Han came to me and asked me with a very serious face, gen Shen you guan de shi ma?(chinese:got something to do with God one isit?). I ignored him COMPLETELY, it was useless to explain to someone who can think of something like that.

Hong Kar Men was next, he was so mean! *sob* he said, bu yao gen ren jia jiang ni du eleven de.(chinese:don't tell anyone you study in eleven) He's a big fat meanie. k lah, my sister was the same.

Then Koperasi had a little meeting after perhimpunan, when Pn. Ong saw me, she asked me with a really huge grin on her face, Rebecca! you tie your hair like that ah? people will laugh at you you know.

Yvonne came by late, then she saw me, and she kept on laughing and pointing at me.

I went back to class after the meeting, then miss Tan(or mother) asked me with a worried look, Rebecca, ni OK ma?(chinese:you okay a not?)

Fish was so conviniently in my class, he started smiling like an idiot and gave me a lovely comment, Chicken head! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *point* *point*

Then I finally settled down and wanted to start to start studying again for my Sejarah when Cai Ling pulled me all the way to the back of the class, where Elaine was waiting.. with a Camera Phone. Elaine said, don't move! you're going to be on my blog. *snaps picture* go stalk her blog, everyone, please do.

Everything was silent after that except for random people staring at me for no apparent reason at all. DIDNT SEE PEOPLE'S HAIR LIKE THAT BEFORE ISIT. pfft.

then during recess, one malay girl kept staring at my hair. *twitch* I smiled at her kindly anyway. I'm a good person, cause.

When I was walking back to class, this bunch of random Indian boys behind me asked me, oi amoi! itu tandukke? sangat leng lui lah! *snicker*

The last person that I collected a comment from was Pn. Tee, our Sejarah teacher after the Sejarah test, which I'm 100% confident upon failing. She asked me, kenapa macam pokok?

uhuh, uhuh.

I was wondering during my Sejarah test, am I that desperate to do something extraordinary so that I can reflect on my high school life that I had so many friends to back me up on? afterall, it's only a year and a half more to SPM. and hell yeah, it's going to be pretty hectic and time will fly by as if tomorrow was today.

was wondering 'bout that cause heck, high school is our once in a life time opportunity (refer to hana yori dango if don't understand). It's NEVER going to come back no matter how much you wish on your lousy lucky stars or anything.

Just a cookie for your brain ^^

anyway, my aim if Metriculation. I hope I got that spelled correct. if I don't get in, then I'm going to rot on the streets. oh sorry, I meant I'm going to go form 6. what does this have to do with the my day of having my hair sticked up high in the air? I have no idea.

I wish to that people from 'sapo 6', 2a8, 3a6 which I had known throughout my high school days would still be the same forever.. T-T 6b small kids too obviously, but it seemed somewhat impossible. Seperated for a long period of time seems so sad and depressing. wuuuuu~~

well then!

I'll leave this post with this sad and depressing feeling.