apa lu?

Today, our EST teacher came in asked us to shut up and listen to her and then she told us ..

44 Days left to SPM;

'wake up lah , ' she said.

I came home .. and went to continue my journey from Victory Road to Pokemon League. xD furthermore, I read Frankenstein for the very first time. Interesting crap. I can't believe the writer is a romantic novelist. maybe romance and gore has something closely related? (:

all the more importantly, Lee Min Ho is going to S'pore on the 24th . If only SPM wasn't that near, sigh .

screwed up chinese, moral and possibly physics. the day I got back my chinese papers was like the saddest day of my life man . well it felt like it .. it's like what happened to that goal i've set? and tambah pula it's a language subject so i'm pretty much lost. if i can't achieve such a low expectation, what would become of the real exam?

then a question shot right at me , "is this all you've got?"

I better work my ass off for my 13A1s.
I miss everyone. oh oh joke time .

today , during PJ a group of people were asking A to go down for PJ .. then A said ,'don't want lah , I didn't bring shirt to change .' then one of the group, B, said 'when it's coming nearer to SPM then become more and more like C!'.
D pula got angry and cursed, 'later you'll be as FAT as C!'

it's funny lah. laugh .
+when will we learn?

Hi.

I suck at studying.


Bye.

closing in exams ...

... are not really a good sign; sigh. we've got intervensi this week and I looked at the papers with full-confidence I'm going to fail them all. except for Maths that is. (:

the gist of this post is that of today & today alone.

I was all sleepy and tired after too much rest compared to the usual sleep i get and + having to get denda for arriving at school late. so whatever anyone said didn't got to my brain 'cept after cai ling helped me call the maths teacher over to fill me up on what i've drooled over.

then she went like 'there's pasar malam tonight!! my brother and i always go cycling to pasar malam one.. '
lightbulb got litted up in my head.


'WHY DON'T i cycle to your house and we go pasar malam together? and we'll go to wan qi house too!' that was my sentence of outburst btw.


that's what happened. Oh, of course - Wen Li & Jin Yee joined us last minute cause they lived nearby pasar malam. x)
yea, I cycled to oug just for an hour's walk in pasar malam.


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I was laughing at how funny our red house guys were pulling the rope - specially that guy in perbarisan that says he's what -- school representative last year? he lost in like 1 min flat. O_o then Jun Yen appeared outta nowher and said, 'Becca! why u no go help paint class?' he said it in chinese but whatever la. so i went up to 5a11 and see only Kar Men and Jin Sin there.

that's last last saturday's pic. too pretty a sight to not snap.

while i was painting and being asked upon whether i want to know about who likes .. nvm; i suddenly remembered everyone. even the people from kidnergarden.

i had always thought that we could really all be friends till the end, but look . it hasn't even reached 2 years and we're acting like strangers already. all there is to say left is Hi and Bye. if everything's going to just end like that, it would be a serious pity. are humans, in the end, meant to be alone afterall?


on a totally unrelated note, omg! the rumour IS true.

Happy 17th HAHAHA Birthday!

you see yellow? that's JingQi. xD
though a very old picture already, but still it brings back memories. (: to 3a6 class of 2007!

anyways, why the highlight on yellowness today? cause it's JINGQI'S BIRTHDAY! yeaaahh~!! YEAAAAH! Now she can go learn her driving and fetch me around. xD oops//

ahh, it's just a dedication to a friend I've seen going into the F1 craze and never coming out of. Kimmi Raikonnen forever! right, JingQi? LOLZ. for the years ahead, let's just hope we don't lose contact , else I'll stalk you cause I have your address. *evil grin*

on a totally unrelated note, OMG is that rumour true? T_T

Journal (3) 23.1.09

I've came to a realisation of my sarcasm in speeches and essays and I think I need to stop all these sarcasm or else I'll end up a crazy nessimistic diagnostician (I'll spell it like that in the mean time of not knowing how to spell it correctly) like Dr House. believe me, teacher, sarcasm can make you into the best diagnostician in town.

As I'm writing this journal, many things had crossed my mind, for example : us 5a11 kids even bothering to hand in Journal week after week when no one would ever read it, just for the sake of having a book, filled with words, and red ticked marks. Oh! not forgetting the date wrote in red ink too! well, in my case, I have someone bored enough to read them so I have no complaints. I won't state names, it would seem rude.

Cai Ling always reads my essays.
maybe because I begged her to?

Other than that, something else had crossed my mind while writing this particular entry -- Ohno Satoshi. well, he always crosses my mind no matter what I'm doing. hmm , maybe not when I'm watching Last Friends just now. 'cause I was busy complaining to my pillow about how much Ryo Nishikido ****ed in the drama series. Just like Pi in Code Blue.

Anyways, those were written to fulfill my one page full quota. Teacher, I'll know if you ever read my Journals because I'll insert very rude and mean things in my next entry. Please do respect our willingness to spend time on your homeworks by at least correcting our grammar/spelling mistakes. I'll know when you correct any of our Journals, cause I happen to be ... never mind.

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I'M SO SCREWED.
I cho need to go to Hiro/TS no matter what. & thank God for Sheou Jun with her invites! ARIGATOU! Sheou Jun wa saikou! (: which indirectly means I'll be going out with Sheou Jun, Yweng Yiang, Jin Yee, Ivy, Po Chi & why??Elaine tomorrow. Hiro wa ikimasu!

sutereishimasu. (I think its romanji is like that) .-.

I'm getting maou! & see how evvvviiiilll kawaii Oh~chan can be. then I'll be back on kiamsiap mode again to save up for uta oniisan when it's first out. AH THE OH~CHAN LOVE! oh not to mention Jade had tempted me into purchasing some more of Oh~chan's stuffs. guh. WHY , Jade, WHY! I still want that CD btw. xD

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my week was screwed. I got scolded almost every morning for either waking up too early, or lying down on the bed for another minute after Mom The Great had "woke me up". & my stuffs are always lying all over the place because of either : 1) massive hw catching up the night before or 2) laziness. it's always no. 2 tho, wakaranai nande.

so because of my stuffs all messy and stuff like that, I lost my koperasi list of attendance which I was s'ppose to have typed out WEEKS ago.

but looking at the silver lining, Jodie got me a new year card! cho yasashi ne, I haven't got one in like AGES. & I was all 'ARIGATOU! *bow 90 degrees*' and then showing it off to everyone I know. xD I think Sheou Jun got like so sweated out on my reaction that she promised me a self-made Oh~chan's New Year e-Card. ARIGATOU! Sheou Jun wa saikou! xDD

see, it's easy to make me a grinning idiot.
I've officially been classified as weird today. y'know why? cause I've already 10 people calling me weird. and YOU JUST KNOW YOU'RE WEIRD WHEN 10 PEOPLE SAYS IT TO YOU. want a list?

-all my immediate family members (5 of them)
-Jade
-Ben
-Cai Ling *new!*
-Elaine
-Karr Man
-& a lot more people. O_O

anyways, my point was to bore you. and I've completed my task.
otsukare! *bows* ♥
wakakakkaa, I still can't get over the obsession of that!

genius spotted!

now, now, I could clearly grasp the reason behind all of the sentosians' hatred towards Mr. ost. but no, I didn't understood it just today. On the other hand, I came to realise a certain genius that lies within him. a genius that calls for a good amount of marvelling at, well for me at least.

see, after ARP meeting (idunwannatalkabouttheamountofteasingigot.screwyouyou-know-who-you-ares!) JingQi & I strolled over to the koperasi room as we usually do . but the funny thing was, Jodie (key keeper) forgot to bring the key along. lolol. so after a fair amount of poking the key hole with hair pins, we decided it was best for Jodie to just go home and get the key then come back again.

so anyway, after she came back, we were so happy, carrying our bags and all but suddenly Thum said 'yer, this thing can turn 360 degrees one!' meaning the lock got loose -- the key in the key hole could spin a 360 degrees without unlocking the door.

hair pins don't work with door knobs.

great! so. .. something happened and Mr. ost came by to look at it and whoa! he unlocked the door with a screw driver and wires! amazing.

then we went online (shh) via Pn. osy's laptop and played on bigfishgames till we Thum went high, as if she was on drugs, seriously, she was more active than usual. and suddenly Mr. ost appeared out of nowhere to fix the door knob. ahh, I seriously think he's a genius. anyway, I spied on him fixing the doorknob so if your house's door knob is spoilt, call me and i'll go fix it for you. :D obviously you have to pay.

me a nominee.

for this
which I think Jen Hoe seems to have no one to tag it with therefore had placed me in the list. but I was first! yay. (: yay yay yay~

Now, now let's move on to the nominees :

1) qingworld (stumbled upon it one fine day, but it's 18-sx.)

2) Jocelyn Wong (hah. I don't even know her. stumbled upon it also. cool because she updates once in months)

3) Tan Elaine (for the overwhelming emo-ness)

4) Jade's! (for constantly making me laugh like some crazy person in front of the screen)

5) Yvonne's (because my friends are cool and she's my friend (: )

6) Alvin's (because of the cold jokes. -.- )

crap .. I'm stuck with 6 blogs only. uh..

7) ahhh! weixing! (for the colourful words.)

dehh.. I'm stuck again.

8) oh! oh! Chien's! (for the *erhem* words she chooses)

this is going to take a long time... ... ..

9) Jen Hoe!! because he tagged me with this. (:
10) won the funniest blog award. (mind you, I'm putting this up because I have no one to list on anymore.)

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I'm pretty much skipping all the classes in school these days. the teachers don't teach and even if they taught, I won't listen anyways, so it doesn't makes any difference if I skipped them and ran around the hall until my lungs explodes.

but no, I didn't skipped classes so that my lungs could explode today. I went to the koperasi room.

and I was so so so so so sleepy with nothing to do but everyone else busying away with either one or two things on their hands. so - I made up my mind to disturb them as much as I could. which I think yvonne got mad at me for. (: I think Jodie's elder sister (Iforgothername) got fed up of all the commotion and decided to went home early. Iforgothername happened to be a lower six student , so, still had to suffer in school.

anyway, that all had nothing to do with my main topic i was about to blog about. so you just wasted your time. teaches you to not read blogs with no sense.

GAHH! MY POINT IS!

my uncle. he has this really cool looking bottle that was presented to him by some chinese society he was in! it's very cool!! like those in anicent times, in China I mean, they carry around those weird shaped bottles containing alcohol around their waists . it looked just like that! and mind you, that bottle hiked up some interest in Chinese Language for some reasons. Although my system still adds in loadsa Malay into my speech and typings.

I just found out the bottle is called gourd.

YES! that's all I need to say. oh yeah. I passed my History test. a plus sign for the upcoming hols, my class's having a year-end trip! but boo-hoo, next year's teachers are going to be the same as this year's. which actually means another year of not listening in maths class.

oh! oH! I got an 83% for maths! a super plus sign for the hols! hahah.

life really rocks when God's in control. tralala. I'm really going to go sleep now. yesterday night's movie marathon on mr. & mrs. smith and followed by Bruce Almighty sure did ate up loads of my energy. what with running around and disturbing everyone today. *yawn*

nightey night darlings.
-- "to give You up, I'd be a fool."

my award.

I WANT TO SCREAM AS LOUD AS I CAN! CAUSE ..

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!

why can't the font get any bigger?!
now, I am officially free of exams for the year. AND GUESS WHAT? I think WE really ought to have an outing so that Beh can forget about her results and Yvonne can belanja me the movie I betted with her and Sue Yin can continue to sa po and Karr Man can keep on calling me budak and JingQi can forget about her father's illness for once AND ME! I CAN TAKE VIDEOS OF THE TRIP! bahahaha.

a really interesting story occured today.

After I passed up my Sivik paper and kept all my things in my Kukumalu bag, I headed towards 4a10 because Yvonne said we needed to take a few pictures because we haven't took pictures for a very long time already.

so when I reached there, I was given the honourable duty to head on to 4a8 to call Beh up for the photo taking session because it was she who is left absent from the classroom. EVEN KARR MAN WAS ALREADY THERE. so I went and called her and found out that she was super depressed over her results but she still went up anyway.

so when Yvonne was figuring out how come the timer wasn't giving out any sound, Beh started to shout together with my frail shout that i think no one noticed. anyway, the point is they noticed Beh was shouting like a maniac then Sue Yin said the magic words, 'don't shout so loud, take finish picture only shout.'

her last nerve of holding her tears back broke, and she started crying. and then everyone went out of the room and everyone started hugging and crying together. okay, so when I say everyone, it doesn't includes me, Li Pheng and Sue Yin, geddit? u can run around in triangles if you don't get it. so anyway we went back with Yvonne's phone that acted as a camera saved only two pictures. and guess what! one of the picture is really weird and the other picture is ME ONLY! hahahaha. Yvonne, don't delete my picture ah.

anyway, so here's the gist of my post.

I GOT 81 MARKS FOR MY CHEMISTRY TEST!

uh, I mean the ACTUAL main point is, Beh Beh Beh Beh : although I'm positively sure you're never going to read this but I just hope to say that every exam is your testing ground. testing grounds are for you to trial and error. it's like any other exercises you are doing in your daily life except that you are doing it with another 30 over students. and this time it was harder than before, and you failed to reach your target. but what's wrong in there to fail to reach your target? try harder next time, and if you fail again, then try again! when you're weary, call upon the name of Jesus and He will help you. and guess what's the best part of it all? YOU'RE STUCK WITH US PEOPLE THAT CAN'T GET GOOD GRADES FOR MATHS! so strike on, ms. Warrior of the Lord. we'll be cheering you on. pinky promise! (:

new song

sue me for updating too much! or I'll end up sueing myself. which is sad. really. seriously.

so if you've came and visited my blog and stayed long enough for the song to start loading, you'd have noticed I changed the song. it's not really my fault, actually. the player stopped functioning since godknowswhen and I was too lazy to upload it to a website that loads slowly. for example : imeem. explains why my friendster profile's song is super choppy. they spoiled Haruhi's song!

anyway, so I changed the song. and it is a really nice song. (:

*edit* according to my brother, Mr. Steven Curtis Chapman's daughter passed away in an accident and he turned all emo and wrote the song.
I doubt that piece of info a lot. though his daughter really did passed away. uhm, so after a little bit of reading on his biography and stuff like that, I found out the song is actually about a father and his daughter, about cherishing her when she's around cuz she'll be gone very soon. welp, soon as in getting married off or .. die? O.o I don't really know. but it's meaningful though. so anyway, enjoy!

btw, BM test wasn't so bad, despite the fact that I didn't know what all the words were in BM. neither was BI, except that the teacher wasn't looking around at all when I wanted extra paper so I had to finish my story at the edge of the paper.

anyways, three cheers for maths! I'd love to see how my result turn out after not listening to the teacher for a year. I mean, I didn't finish more than half of the questions in add maths altho I listened in class.

enough of that school stuff. it's making me dull. *sigh* I'm getting all old and sighy, should drink more lemon tea! (:

credits : the music hutch

lyrics:

She spins and she sways to whatever song plays,
Without a care in the world.
And I'm sittin' here wearin' the weight of the world on my shoulders.
It's been a long day and there's still work to do,
She's pulling at me saying "Dad I need you!
There's a ball at the castle and I've been invited

and I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says "Dad, the prom is just one week away,
And I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone
She will be gone.

Well, she came home today
With a ring on her hand
Just glowin' and tellin' us all they had planned
She says "Dad, the wedding's still six months away
but I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy please!"

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
(even one song)
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

time to glorify Him.

before I forget,

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY, QUEK JU FENG!!

to ah feng/quek/ah quek/oi/wei/eh : I really need you to stop singing your so called-masterpiece about my kononnye name whenever you see me. ha...... .. .... yes! btw, you should go get a girlfriend already since you're 16 and you're crazy. so, happy birthday AGAIN. I really don't remember what present you gave me.. .... hmmmm.. oh well, enjoy being 16! and old!

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so forget about getting good grades, my life is going downhill, starting point : yesterday 2pm when I went to my bed, lie down, and pigged.

well, I was kinda hype about imbang-ing all my accounts (lembaran, dokumen etc.), and I lost 5 hours of sleep the night before because I was finishing 'bloom'; thank you Jade.(: (Evan is way better than Dave would ever be, btw) *erhem* so anyway, I slept through the whole afternoon, went for tuition, then supper, then did i dunno.. half a question of add maths(?) then said, 'ahhhh.. I'll wake up at 2am and finish up my revision'

yeahhhh..

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anyway, I think I failed add maths. never mind BM which I'm pretty sure I'll fail again. again. maybe I'll add another again next year 1st term. welp, I better go start studying what's left of my horrible finals. D: I'm not studying enough D:

but ahhh. I'll really make sure I study starting ... .... now! (:

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wait, wait wait.. wait.

I have a joke to tell! which made me laugh away whenever I remember it. *erhem*

I come from a Christian family, so naturally, at a young age my mom brings
us all to church and stuff like that. When we were small, we attended FGA
Puchong before we attended HSG up the hill there. so, one fine day, when my
elder brother was in the kids' room (so we call it) there's this little kid that
came crawling up to him.. then he grabbed my brother's arm and said with a wierd
grin on his face, 'luncheon meat :D' then he bit my brother's arm.

OH my GAAAHHhh!

D: why do stupid things always happen to me??

so anyway,yesterday we had a very enlightening holiday that blew me into pieces because I couldnt finish just reading a file in one whole day. like dua puluh empat jam. one file. cannot finish.

yeah, so I planned to continue on this morning at around 6? but my eyes said screw it LAh.

anyway, I still had chance to study in school. cause exam starts at 8.25am. so whee~ okay. so fine, I've studied what I could and made pretty sure everything goes into my head and stays there. well, at least until paper 2 is over.

yeah. so okay, paper 1 was cool. mmhmm, a little circle here and there. yada yada yada. you know, the type of questions where if you know, you circle, if you don't know, you circle also. yeah. so whee~ paper 1 was over. and it's recess! baha.

so anyway, being all creeped out about paper 2 cuz we need to like describe experiments and draw the set-up and everything and all the equations .. yeah, so I went somewhere quiet to study. alone. with no one around.

gahhaha. here's the funny part.

when the bell marking the end of recess rang, I was like super proud of myself when I reached our examination block, I was all 'whoa, so quiet .. I must be like the first few to reach or sth lidat.. '

then suddenly I saw colourful bags all lined up outside the classrooms. D:

Beh was like calling me happily 'Becca~~' (Beh's taking econ. instead of Chem., and what more.. her class is like when you go up the stairs the first thing you see is her class. you know? good feng shui.)
and I was all.. 'kao shi kai shi liao a? O.o(my eyes were literally like that)' (translation:exam start already a?)
then she went like 'yala!'

and I flew like lightning. D: D: call me lightning girl or something. bah.

i was 15 minutes late. pfft. at least the teacher didn't say 'late come in cannot take exam' huuu. well, what a day to remember. oh yeah, and I did finish all the questions! well, except for the one.. that I don't know what in the world is that.

yeah, well. conclusion is, go and memorise your exam time tables. I seriously hope I don't do that during add maths exam or physics or .. i dunno, biology? fuuhh.

KPA jamuan

something went really wrong during the KPA jamuan; hence, you get to read another boring update. No need to thank me ((:

anyway, we (Wan Qi, Sheou Jun, Ivy & I) sat on vehicle 11 and went to KFC to find all the form 5s except for Kah Keat, Pei Gi and Hui Yee there. so anyway, the three persons other than I that walked there together went somewhere fun to play and didn't called me along, so I continued drawing the crap thing I call robot. xD will post it up next century.

yeah; we got one snack plate per homosapien. what's with me and the biological terms? -.- here I start the wrong parts : Quan Ju was SO coincidentally sitting right behind me; he and his friend, Kang Nian was eyeing our table's plates' fried chickens. they get the same amount of food as us, but they ate x3 faster than any of us weih. or was I the only one like a snail? hmm, beats me.

anyway, Ivy & I sacrificed one piece each to the hungry bears behind us and went away to buy CHEESY WEDGES. yes, read it again and again, yvonne & Cai Ling. CHEEEEEESSSSSY WEDGES. when we were back to the table with the food, Quan Ju was staring at our 4 plates of wedges and telling me, 'you cannot eat finish one lah, don't segan, we'll gladly finish up what you can't eat finish.' I tell you, that sentence probably did some kind of psychological effect on my digestive system or something; by the third piece into the food, I was all bloated and was asking Hwei Li if she wanted any.

oh yeah, I reminded Hwei Li that she owed a certain someone wedges because she won a friggin RM150 for reading 20 books. oh yeah,

Congrats, Hwei Li & Yeng Hsia!!

doubting them visiting my blog again. anyway, ms. Lee (KPA teacher) was giving a speech and asking the Form 5s to share what they've learnt through joining the club and all, then Quan Ju kept on turning towards me and say 'cannot eat finish one lah..' he already had 5 pieces of fried chickens (so his friends say) already and yet he was staring hungrily at our wedges.

what's with them table people and their gigantic appetite!?

anyways, I had fun eating till my stomach almost burst; laughing about jokes I never heard of before that I don't think anyone would consider them as a joke. xD ; I also had the time of my life because someone said I am very geng. ((((: why? because my drawing skills rocks your socks off! bahahaha. okay, keep quiet if you can draw better than me.

sadly, I don't have the pictures of the jamuan. & I don't know who have them. xD it pays to be inactive, LOl.

so, since I only had 2 + 1/2 hours of sleep only last night; I'll be travelling to the Land of Nods. come find me if you must.

before I forget, go check out Sheou Jun's blog! it's completely chinese!!! xD

may God be always with you,
love,
weighing 1000 pounds girl.
pssssst, I'm a professional stalker!

Pameran

HAHhahahahahahahhHHhahA.

life is definitely more than a misery-filled-junk. ((: so far, my week had been a BLAST! thanks to the song by Mark Schultz, He Will Carry Me.

I call, You hear me
I’ve lost it all
And it’s more than I can bear
I feel so empty

You’re strong
I’m weary
I’m holdin’ on
But I feel like givin’ in
But still You’re with me

chorus:
And even though I’m walkin’ through
The valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I’ve been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will
Ever need
And He will carry me

I know I’m broken
But You alone
Can mend this heart of mine
You’re always with me

chorus

And even though I feel so lonely
Like I’ve never been before
You never said it would be easy
But You said you’d see me through
The storm

chorus

it's a very very very very very (believe me, I'll go on forever with the 'very's but I'll spare you guys! good ain't I? xP) very beautiful song that woke me up on Monday morning. xD it's a song as my alarm OK~ so anyway, it woke me up and I couldn't stop listening to it. oh of course, the battery is dead now. pfft, I'm too lazy to even charge it. how lazier can a human get? seriously.

I should be getting ready for tuition right now, but screw it. ;b

so Monday was Hari Pameran!

which was the day when I missed :
- the diabolo performance (they said it was gooooooood)
- the taekwondo performance (they said it was.. painful xD so sorry, po chi.)
- Danny something's presence in school (he actually arrived at school!)
- LOADS OF deliciousmouthwateringstomachchurningneverinyourlifetimeyouwillgettoeat FOOD (I didn't bring a single cent)
- 5 minutes of the choir presentation
- the showing of IRON MAN. (why do i even care abt the movie? -.-)
- the arrival of the "guests" (pengetua said they were VIPs. mhmm, sure......)

I spent most of the day walking round and round the school which I'm getting bored of already with yvonne the sotong. because we were Lone Rangers! bwahahahaha. okay, not funny. because LAH.

1) JingQi & Karr Man busy Interacting with Spanish leng chais which they didn't even bother to introduce to me. ):
2) Sue Yin & Po Chi busy with Taekwondo's "bubble tea" sales. omg. the line was horribly scary.
3) Beh mm se dak leave Chinese Ochestra
4) I was escaping duty (which I eventually forgot about it o.o")
5) yvonne the sotong was walking all alone~ *Akon's Mr. Lonely starts playing*

haha, okay. OKAY. not funny. kay, get it already. shh.

I'm going to bathe now. xD blog another time. ((:

my super long week.

it's been a very, very, very odd week.



First off, I've gone to school late twice in a row. which I never experienced before? on Monday, I posted a weird post about what shrugging would bring to a person; that happened because I was late.



Tuesday, God's mercy was on me. I got past w/o being denda-ed. But I failed to pass up my Chinese Essay book. result of laziness. xD



On Wednesday, I stayed back to read up some of the books for 'Read and be Rewarded' program but apparently, the teachers were having their meeting up in the library. So I wasted one whole afternoon, doing nothing except for nothing. decided to finish up my homeworks on that day but slept through the whole afternoon + night. no tuition mahh ! 9:



Thursday, I stayed back again for the program but only managed to finish three books in school because I went up late due to reasons which I think I should not disclose. borrowed 2 books but didn't read it at all/finish my homework either because I was busy watching Lilo & Stitch in between the time of when having a duel with my kakak in badminton and reaching home by bus.



Friday (or yesterday), reached home at 4pm because my sister was practicing in school for choir presentation on Hari Pameran (28/07/08). I went to the prayer meeting during that time and I saw yvonne the sotong cried! bwahahahahahahahha. switched on to my blog when I reached home for a while and found no obvious visitors. ]: so, switched off the computer and went jogging. that sweet feeling of running despite being almost out of breathe still rocks! bathed and walked up to HSG to find Jun Fai and a pink shirt guy waiting. They were about to fetch
me to a party in Wisma FGA.



I got to meet loads of people that I've heard their names from either Beh or yvonne the sotong for the past 2 or 3 weeks! for example:



-Richard (the one that claim to be 25 yrs old; which also say I have a beautiful name ((: )
- Xue Qi (the song leader and the one that called me to attend another function tonight; which of course was rejected)
- YeQi (the one whom prayed for me during alter call.. come to think of it, why did she came to me only? -.- )
- Cui Wen (?) ( the super leng lui 18 yrs old which doesn't looks like an 18 yrs old)
- Xing Hui/Deborah ( the one I find most interesting HAHAHAHA )



then there were others too which I can't remember their names because I never asked. xD


Loads of non-Christians came which accepted Christ after that. God's grace was DEFINITELY with us! Praise The Lord for that!! But when Li Feng (?) hit the hammer against the giant nail (sth to do with the msg he shared), it sent bolts of electricity down my spines and I dunno, my heart ached with agony? I was practically screaming in my head, 'DON'T HIT IT ANYMORE.' I was on the edge of crying, ah Beh was also. (:



During the alter call, something popped into my head what popped through every time during worship for the past few months, 'where are you, Lord?' for months, I've pushed that thought to the back of my head by replacing this senteces, 'where am I, Lord?' but everytime during worship it would be the same sentence that popped up first, then only I'll replace it. But was it right? was it right to replace it and do nothing about it?



then Ye Qi suddenly appeared and asked me if she could pray for me. that night's message was about the son that demanded his share of the family's fortune and went travelling but wasted all his money and decided to go back to his father. it's in Luke 15, go find yourselves if you're interested in the story. -.- this Ye Qi asked me out of all the questions she could ask, 'do you feel like God's not by your side everytime you pray/when you're doing your daily routine?' well, duh. of course I said yes. so she prayed.



after I off my phone because Alvin was bugging me, I silently asked, 'so, I was expecting that I could sense you now just like I could sense a being beside me after that prayer, now how come there isn't anything?' I waited for a while and raising my inner voice a little, 'where are You?'



silence.



I got impatient and shouted in my heart, 'WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?! you promised to be there when I asked, so WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU???!!!' yeah, I was practically swearing. but I was cutted off by Li Feng for ending the song they were singing and started asking around for testimonies by the new Christians. During that time, Ye Qi asked me, 'why were you crying?'



what was I supposed to say? anyways, I said, 'I dunno.' and waited for a while before I continued, 'because for a very long time already whenever I'm worshipping God I would be asking, 'O Lord, where are you?' ' then she cut off my sentence by replying, 'the Bible said do not test Your God, you should have faith! why you were crying was because God touched your heart.'



you know what I said in return? I think she got a shock.



I told her, 'why I was actually crying was because I still couldn't know for sure if He was there..' she said, 'hmmm? impossible. there's no other reason than why you would suddenly cry when you're speaking to me (my voice was quivering when I attempted to finish my sentence), correct? That proves that God is already here with you.'



then before I could say anything, Li Feng turned to me and asked, 'what about over there? hmm?'



Silence.



I was asking Ye Qi, 'what should I say? O.o' then Li Feng told everyone, 'I know her from our Sentosa's Fridays prayer meeting, she attends that meeting. *turn to me* yes, can we hear from you?' I think Ye Qi was more time-conscious than me so she took the microphone from me and spoke what she said to me. and left out the part where I said I still didn't know for sure where God was. pffffft.



anyway after that sotong and Beh ran up to me after service and shouted in my ears, 'I LOVE YOU!!!!!' O.o okay, okay. I love you guys too, but why are you guys telling me that? then the rest of the night was of BLANK.



this morning (or Saturday), I woke up in a daze with full boost energy that kept me skipping through the whole day. helped out with the preperation for Hari Pameran for both Nature Society and Scripture Union from 8am till 4pm. Scripture Union's Heaven's side's angels are really cute! but they kept falling off the ceiling because the fan was too strong. then Joshua said, 'they are fallen angels! God banished them from heaven!' LOL.



then it was already 4pm when everyone called me one after another, continuously, making me walking in and out of the classroom more frequent than the wind would. Sheou Jun and Alvin was waiting in the canteen by the time I walked down. then suddenly yvonne and jingQi appeared and called all of sapo 6 together to take picture ::

my hair was flying all over the place AND my head was too huge!; they all looked SO happy!!

eh. I was the odd one out. zomg.

my personal favourite picture. (:

after making Sheou Jun and Alvin wait for a very long time, we finally set off to Sunway Pyramid! to give moral support to mr. Lee Tai Foong , he and his school mates took part in the Young-something-something-something. xD then Alvin was cheated into buying 2 "stress ball". so they call it.

then Foong left us three alone to walk arnd Sunway which caused SUPER damage to my foot soles, which still hurts now. anyway, summing every single event up, we wandered like lost souls, ate "lunch" at Station Kopitiam, and I got to eat my ah-ne-ne egg. xP *inside joke, don't bother to ask*

had been CENTURIES since I've last tasted them. (: but the workers there didn't let ME do the breaking egg part. I would've loved to do so.

we went into Anime-tech, a comic book store, and Tower Records after that. then it was 8.30pm already, fast eh? so we went back with Sheou Jun's dad dropping us off at the Central Hypermarket's bus station. Thank the Lord for that, if not we would be waiting in the dark for a U76 to appear. haha!

when we were waiting for Sheou Jun's dad to come, Alvin bursted one of the "stress ball" he bought just a couple of hours before. which Foong assured that it would definitely not break. xD

see blue pants with white powder?

In the car, I spotted something beautiful : my knapsack was the EXACT same football team as the shirt-like-pillow in Sheou Jun's dad's car was. blogger said max upload 5 pictures per time. and I'm lazy to upload again, so.. no picture! (: I've got a picture of it though, thanks to Alvin's phone's flash camera. pfft.

then I started thinking of the previous night's incident when I convinced myself into believing that God was a million miles away from me. my brain analysed things differently tonight. I'm thinking I'm being too based on feelings alone.

Feelings. pfffft. why do women rely on such a thing? It somehow seems stupid to me, all of a sudden. Ps. Reuben once preached about feeling things; of how stupid it is to rely on such when it comes to God. Is that what he said? If I've misquoted, I'm terribly sorry. but I've learnt a thing, Faith. I've finally understood what Ye Qi tried to say. LOL.

to have such simple faith of knowing that the presence of God is amongst us. Emmanuel. you don't need a feeling to know whether He's there or not, why must He proof to you that He's there? why must He do so every single worship session? Wouldn't it be something like when you learn how to ride a bicycle and your mom/dad would hold the bicycle all throughout your life of when you cycle, giving you assurance that they're there? mom/dad loves me. mom/dad wants me to learn how to ride a bicycle. same as it is, Jesus loves me. Jesus wants me to learn how to ride on life with my faith streghtened.

He will ALWAYS be there. A spectator, guiding me. guiding you. when we fall, He will stretch out His arms and pull us up; just like how your mom/dad would do when you're learning how to ride a bicycle - he/she will let go without telling you, and when you fall off, they will rush over and help you up, insisting that you continue, so that you'll learn.

and I'm glad enough to know that. all praise goes to Jesus. (: Amen.

Thus ends my blog post.
are you by any chance dozing off already? xD thousand apologies then, I just had to tell the world this news I've got.
I pray that the Hari Pameran will be effective, and will suceed in educating people in knowing more about heaven and hell.

God bless. (:
signed with love,

Rebecca.

p.s. days are coloured through reference from here.

21st of July 2008

I didn't knew a shrug could piss someone off SO much to the extend of harming physically AND emotionally a human being.

what great quality bred batch of educaters we have in this 21st century.

so, good ridance, my totally pissed off emotion.
It is, afterall a day that the Lord had made; therefore, I shall rejoice and be glad IN it.

*urhem* toodles ((: ~

hectic.

pictures taken at the KLCC fountain. FINALLY it's uploaded. but I guess no one wants to see it. but then again, what can you do to stop me from uploading it? nyeahahahaha.



the dancers whom danced when I was busy gawking at those ang mo leng chais.

can you recognise my sister? cause I didnt recognise her at all. and my mom was scolding me because I didnt recognise her. )':

where I sat gawking at the ang mo leng chais. x)

you know, you can all go wonder about why I'm blogging at 8 in the morning; cuz I wont spill a word. 9: sigh, oh fine. my transport got sick so I can't possibly WALK to school. well, I did an attempt to do so in form 2 and I ended up reaching during recess. pfft. so i'll stay at home, finish up my homeworks (hopefully) and watch sisterhood of travelling pants. 2nd movie! xD

oh yeah, I've got a whole lot of mistakes typed without even knowing I typed it wrong in my previous posts. in which post in particular, go find out urself. blehhh.

1. Ashley Tamblyn is Tibby. She's not Lena in the sisterhood of travelling pants and therefore, not the girl in gilmore girls.

2. Alexis Bledel isn't the girl that acted as Blaire in Gossip girls. it's another person that acted. oh, but they looks SO much alike! you cant possibly blame me for recognising wrongly, can you?

okay, you can.

had I mentioned that I decided not to cut my hair until SPM's over? if no, then I'm mentioning it now. I hereby promise myself, 100% promise, if-i-go-back-on-my-promise-i'll-willingly-complete-100-chinese-essays promise, that I'll not get my hair anywhere near a pair of scissors or any sharp object that might change the length of my hair until 2009's last day of SPM is officially over.

and cai ling will say, ' but it'll look quite dull one wor, so long.'

and I shall answer, ' who the hell cares it it's dull. -.- '

oh pfft, I know I'm swearing. sorry, world! for I didn't set a good example. my inspired person to leave my hair so bloody long? ms. Blake Lively.

it looks as if I'm obsessed with her or sth. -.- I'm not obsessed . I'm just wondering why is her abs so darnit flat. T-T

I've had been watching liar game and it scares my spines away. so I'm still stuck at ep 3 now. lol.

anyway, I'm going to miss BM class, which I'm trying not to miss any because my BM sucks. bleuh. you see, i got 56(?) for my first term and i thought, ' oooookay.. I've gotta brush it up or else i'll slit my bear's throat. ' GUESS WHAT I GOT FOR 2ND TERM?!!!

a stinkin' 44! zomg. never in my entire life had i told myself to brush up a subject and got it worst in the next term. ehehehe, but i didnt made any effort. so anyway, feel free to knock my head and hear if it's empty. cause I really think it's empty. yeah and physics. I forgot to pass up my peka report yesterday due to some stuffs that got my mind off passing up homeworks. I think it's because cai ling started to read the ghost story and I tried to scare her out of her wits. HAH. I think it worked. or not?

gah. it probably didnt.

*yawn* oh, oh!! yesterday's tuition. remember I said I was going to burn off some fat in the last post? yeah, my mom was being super hyper and asked, ' BECCA! want to go swimming a not? *grin*' and duh, my reaction was WANT la. I think I looked like a starving dog looking up at a mountain pile of food.

so we went to Bukit Kinrara's Golf Club. (zzzz. i wonder why people go there to swim) cuz it's the nearest to swim at without fearing people would randomly come chasing us out of the pool. gahah. yeah, so we just swam la. then when it was my turn to use the goggles, (yeah, all our goggles disappeared except for my mom's) i swam from one end to the other la duh! so anyway when I reached the border of the adult pool and kid's pool, i rebel-ed against it. zomg. there were algaes floating on each tiles. bleeeugh.

so you can imagine a person in the water that reached the end then suddenly fly backwards. we had LOADS of disturbance.

1. three kids were playing jumping and created a HUGE amount of bubble in the chlorinated sucky water. (which i don't think they cleaned it at all this month?)

2. two old uncles (you must remember my ver. of old uncles are people above 20s. xD) were learning how to swim! omg omg omg. he was swimming freestyle and he was splashing A LOT of water above and in the chlorinated sucky water.

3. algaes. )):

4. Akane from Ranma 1/2.

I was happily swimming and I suddenly remembered an episode when Akane tried to swim in school, then Ranma was teaching her, 'first you breathe in then hold your breath and go under water.' suddenly this cute little Akane said, 'AH?! I thought you're suppose to keep on breathing in air under the water!' 17 years of swimming like that. no wonder she drowns easily. tsk.

oh yeah I was talking about tuition. so I went back all tired because of the lack of exercise I've been through lately, and half an hour later I had to hop on the car so that my mom can fetch my brother first then me to tuition. we got lost on the way and ended up late in reaching there. I was so friggin tired even then, but anyway I proceeded with my work , scribble scribble. stood up. walk to teacher.

she was busy talking to the Taman Desa(?) people. so I waited for her to finish up speaking but she won't stop!! omg omg. I stood there for what seems a whole 20 minutes. then finally went in between her and her beloved students and placed my stupid paper in front of her and waited again. bleugh. the whole routine continued over and over again.

until tuition was over, my mom reached at 10.30pm when she was suppose to reach at 10.oopm. sigh, at least I got my supper. I think the guy who cooked my tose rawa thinks I need something to brighten up my spirits so he put A LOT of curry leaves and chilli padi in it. I was screaming 'pedas! pedas!' when I almost finished the whole thing. tsk, my mom said each of our budget is RM2 . that's why I didnt ordered a drink. zomg.

pffft. anyway, my brother (elder) was kind enough to offer me his Cheese Nan by taking my last slice of tose rawa. which I got sick of it already. because it not only burned my tongue, it burned my stomach too! just like when I ate nasi lemak + sambal; I feel more hungry. because the sambal was working its way burning a hole through my intestines. -.- same thing goes here! whataday.

anyway, i went home. printed out a random topic for (supposedly today's) oral test. went upstairs, took out my pen and everything, stared at my karangan book, turn to look at my bed. then jump onto the bed and sleep like a pig. I don't even remember my 2.30am alarm ringing. I set it before I slept la, cuz I really just simply HAD to pass it up today. butt... nahh, I'm not even present at school.

so anyway, I bet you're all bored up with my ridiculously long post. so till then. (: sisterhood of travelling pants is awaiting me. toodles!

official 70th post.

to the person that had the voice that I heard in 4a11 when I was reading Fruit Basket comic saying -

"Spain lose one lah, against Russia."

IN YOUR FACE. ha! whoever you are. (: spain spain spain spain. whoever kind hearted enough make sure I sleep in the living room on sunday, because I don't want to miss the finals. when spain will definitely claim glory as champion.

to all you Germany supporters,

I can't help feeling sad on your behalf. T-T see my tears? 9:

anyway, I DID wake up this morning at 2.30 but I was too lazy to do karangan and I kept telling myself, screw the recipes, I'm not copying them. then I eventually went to sleep at 3am. BEFORE alvin texted and told me to wake up. pfft, u wasted 5 cents. (:

tralala.

tomorrow is Hari Terbuka for sentosa students. our chemistry teacher, mr. lim was going on with his stories to brighten up the brain cell eating subject, then he talked about tomorrow's event and said ,

"tomorrow, I'll try my best to go to 4a11 ah, then you all must tell your parents you know, 'ahhh, this is mr. lim, my chemistry teacher.. *whisper* He's the BEST teacher! *whisper over*' .. but don't tell them bad thing about me!"

it made me remember that I accidentally told my mom about the incident when CCX went stomping out of the class with tears sprung out from every corner of his eyes. :DD I'm terribly sorry, mr. Lim. :P

pfffffffffft. tomorrow only yap ling, me aside, will be going for koperasi thing. IF I went to FGA for the football event ,she's going to cry i tell you. omg. she just called. -.- she's going to live over a 100 years I tell you. anyway, how in the world did she got my number? o.o ANYWAY, anyways, i minat sgt dgn football, it's just unappropriate for a football event to last for 7 hours, sides, blame me for promising someone to attend youth tomorrow. yeah so, have fun, beh, yvonne, and some other people that are attending.

p.s. just don't miss me too much. (:

had any of you watched p.s. I love you? it's emo, and nice. So is The Sisterhood of the travelling pants. I just watched it this afternoon while eating my lunch. it's VERY NICE. (((((((: I want the book. ): it's starring American Ferrera, Blake Lively, Amanda something, and Ashley something(Blaire in gossip girls, gilmore girls' small girl, main char la of course)

aight, enough of football. it sucks. hehehe, today SU had a special speaker from mr. president's church. Ps. Tedious (is that how it's spelt?) yeah, it was great! and before that, we had a little game. oh, in between the two event there was praise & worship, guess who song-leaded? MELVIN! hahaha, I didn't knew he played the guitar. ;) oh, okay the game. we were all given a piece of paper with small little boxes holding words on it, the game's called 'bingo'; so we're suppose to go around and ask for the person which have the detail stated on the boxes to sign. and so the person who got all signed, runs to the front and shout bingo. (: easy right.

Joshua suddenly appeared and asked me to sign the part for the '..weighs less than 45kg..' and I signed la, then he signed my 'loves to sing' .. so it went on and on and people kept forcing me to claim what I'm not. ): for example, Amanda Saw said.. "you think I'm weird! now, sign!" anyway, my main point was --

MARCUS BRYAN SIM. )): he was one of the winners so they were in front and were asked to say what they learned new about someone else. guess what HE said. )))))))))):

he said, "I didn't knew Rebecca weighs less than 45kg.. ehehehehe" )): what was THAT supposed to mean? anyway, they kept asking amanda what was she waiting for. haha, her answer was for germany to win euro. oh yeah, Ka-Shing was there for praise & worship only, weiirrddd. my sister's-claim-to-be-stalker was there too!

with all of the above thrown away to the dustbin, Jade, your doll looks NOTHING like your beloved Shige-sama.

alright, alright. I have to finish up the carta organisasi for the koperasi. oh yeah, for Narnia : The witch, lion and wardrobe lovers, tonight, 10pm, TV3. (: I'm watching!! so if you happen to switch it on, you're watching the same channel as me. LUCKY LEH? 9:

thank you.

I seem to be updating too often these few days. gah, it's stress relief session, so don't mind me. go on and finish your stuffs. don't bother to read. (:

just attended Nature Society meeting just now, and we're going to FRIM! huahuahua. 12th June '08. but have to pay one month of my allowance to get to join in the trip. ((: it's a place in Kepong which I haven't even set my foot upon yet. I think. I'm really bad at geography so.. you get my idea la. and I'm excited!! cuz we're gonna walk on a hanging bridge. :D I've promised Wan Qi that I'll shake the bridge when she crosses it.

this morning's gotcha! call on hitz.fm rocksssssssss-ah!! haha, it's a street gotcha. means, they gotcha people face to face instead of the normal through the phone. it was really unexpected lahh. hahahha, too bad lah if you missed it.

:P

thank God, today.

I ter-forgot Chem. have homework to do, so I went to school without touching even one page out of 6 pages of homework. so, I rajin copy lah! what we do best during standard 6, hahaha.. all the maths homework.. ANYWAY, first period was PE, again, and I just couldn't stop playing badminton.

oh, oh!! btw, I hereby declare that ::

I am victorious over cai ling in badminton!!!

ahahahaha, most of the after-class-matches I have with her, she mostly tak dapat. :P don't try to deny it lah, cai ling. ahhh, yvonne! I haven't forgotten you're suppose to have a match with me. hehehehhe. I'm waiting~ ((((:

ok, back to chem.. so i didn't finish anything la, after PE was BC.. new teacher, gv face abit lahh, maklumlah last year she help me get A in PMR cuz she taught me BC; then after that was EST.. ALSO new teacher, and the teacher was.. vulgar, if I'm allowed to describe her as that. so I had the brains to not get on her nerves.

then recess time came, and I very very very rajin copy. until Choon Bee (a pengawas) come and chase us down for the.. 7th time(?) then only we went down. and that was when I went to where JingQi was and went sunbathing. the sun, i tell you was shining right where I was sitting. stupid!~ anyway, I didn't get to do anything.. and right after recess was Chem. already.

so I went into class without finishing the fifth page only.

teacher was asking people to go out for him to check their works.. and then he called, 'cai ling!' wahhhhhhh, scared me like crap. luckily he called her, or else if he picked me, I would die on that spot. gahaha, anyway, so he started discussing the answers and everything then when he was about to start the 4th page, the lovely darling school bell rang!

brrrriiiiiinnnnggggg~ bahahahaha.

you can imagine how much relief I felt. hahaha,

so yes, thank God, really. I'll have to make sure I finish 10 pages of his homework now. TTFN!

p.s. my mom went back on her promise AGAIN.

rapid update.

oookay, I've got only 8 minutes to finish up my post. so this is going to be reeeeal fast.

tv3, 2.30 - 3.30pm, monday to friday, Anakku bukan anakku. although an Indonesian tv series, it will rock your socks off! heh heh heh. it teaches you more about work of sin, which means you're tempted into sinning. in this movie, you can actually see the satan talking and appearing in person.

anyway,
today we played badminton as usual during our PJ lesson, and boy was it hot. I was sweating even though I didn't move an inch. pffft. see, global warming is bad. so stop switching on the air-conds lah!

*switches on air-cond* :D

hmm hmm. my new short term goal - grab a postion in front of po chi ((: I realize that she's getting way too in front of me ad. huahuahua.

o, oh .. yea.

Proposal Daisakusen came out yesterday! they cut a lot of scenes Lor. IS that suppose to happen? NO! i tell you. no no no no no, it's not suppose to happen! -.- and I forgot to watch Heroes AGAIN. WHY LAH! maybe because I went out for dinner last night. bummer sial. crazy crap.

haa.

I.saw.him.again.today!

it's been such a long time since such words appeared in my blog posts. xD anyway, yes I saw him today. he was holding a camera in hand and was taking pictures. of who, I don't really know. but he was just right where I could see him clearly. Oh God, THANK YOU !!

I've promised myself one thing last night,

that I'll do everything for God. and for God alone. but somehow this post don't seem like it. xD by the way, do any of you know that Christ is coming REALLY soon? go, go read Revelations for confirmation and look around the Earth. things are changing in a rapidly.

are you equipped?
- SU SMKSS tag line '08

Pisang Goreng!!

Yesterday, and the day before, and the day before the day before, and the day before the day before the day before, I've been thinking.. HMMM, if things go on, my high school life will end before I knew it, then I MIGHT regret it. So I went and ask my mom what she did during her high school years.

The answer was she studied. period. and she did alot of add maths question.

well, that ended my question. anyway, so I pondered upon that question because I watched Proposal Daisakusen, which talked about Rei regretting that her teenage life

having rewarded in no way.

SO..

today, 3.47am (I think) I had a little talk with my sister.

me : What would you give me if I tie my hair to school tomorrow like this?

sis : I would give you a Sundae Cone.

me : *getting all excited* REALLY?!!

sis : if you dare la of course.

me : you say one ahh.. but I would prefer goreng pisang.

sis : it's pisang goreng, how much of it you want first?

me : three would do.

sis : you say one ah..

me: but I want the fat fat huge huge one!

sis : I can only get the 7cm one for you.

me : then get me RM1.00 worth of pisang goreng lah~

sis : ok, whatever..

THUS! I studied my Sejarah through the morning and went to school in my Pencinta Alam T-Shirt. So, at 7.05am in the Proton Car, singing Jonas Brothers' When You Look Me in The Eyes, my sister took a picture for remembrance or whatsoever.

Go ahead, laugh all you like. don't mind the fact that I look superbly fat in that picture.

alright, stop laughing now, I have to continue my story of what people said.

first comment was from my sister, when we got out of the car told me.. don't tell anyone I know you weih.

Then, I walked into the school and I saw Melvin standing at the gate, tugas lah, he got schocked and ask me why your hair all standing la?

I walked until I almost reach Block G then I saw Cai Ling, so I went yo~ then she started her comment with a very obvious grin stuck to her face, omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg, take that down! *reach for my rubber band* So anyway, I prevented her for doing so to ensure I get my free food.

Huei Li (is that how you spell her name?) told me, you look like a samurai la *giggle*

The next person I saw was Beh! She stared at the sticking hair and asked me very calmly, eh? zhuo me zhe yang de?(chinese:why like that one?) and she predicted what Li Pheng will say.

Sue Yin came down first then she saw me and also said very calmly, wah, yeng.

and then we went over to where JingQi was, the whole group of them went berserk. Firstly, Yik Loong went shouting BECCA!! ni zhuo me?!(chinese:what are you doing?!),

then JingQi came over to me and laugh her usual laugh then asked, zhuo me jiang de?(chinese:why like that one?) *stare at my sticking hair* then fake laughed.

Quek played the tip of it and called me Indian-caR, and kept on flinging the top left and right.

As expected, Li Pheng screamed in a very cute voice, hen ke ai ahh!!! (chinese:very cute ahh!!!!)

The craziness over my hair ended on the way we went to the Dewan Serba Guna, and it started again. This time were the people in my class. I went in line and Teoh snickered. pfft, what a lousy person.

Then Lee Chee Han came to me and asked me with a very serious face, gen Shen you guan de shi ma?(chinese:got something to do with God one isit?). I ignored him COMPLETELY, it was useless to explain to someone who can think of something like that.

Hong Kar Men was next, he was so mean! *sob* he said, bu yao gen ren jia jiang ni du eleven de.(chinese:don't tell anyone you study in eleven) He's a big fat meanie. k lah, my sister was the same.

Then Koperasi had a little meeting after perhimpunan, when Pn. Ong saw me, she asked me with a really huge grin on her face, Rebecca! you tie your hair like that ah? people will laugh at you you know.

Yvonne came by late, then she saw me, and she kept on laughing and pointing at me.

I went back to class after the meeting, then miss Tan(or mother) asked me with a worried look, Rebecca, ni OK ma?(chinese:you okay a not?)

Fish was so conviniently in my class, he started smiling like an idiot and gave me a lovely comment, Chicken head! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *point* *point*

Then I finally settled down and wanted to start to start studying again for my Sejarah when Cai Ling pulled me all the way to the back of the class, where Elaine was waiting.. with a Camera Phone. Elaine said, don't move! you're going to be on my blog. *snaps picture* go stalk her blog, everyone, please do.

Everything was silent after that except for random people staring at me for no apparent reason at all. DIDNT SEE PEOPLE'S HAIR LIKE THAT BEFORE ISIT. pfft.

then during recess, one malay girl kept staring at my hair. *twitch* I smiled at her kindly anyway. I'm a good person, cause.

When I was walking back to class, this bunch of random Indian boys behind me asked me, oi amoi! itu tandukke? sangat leng lui lah! *snicker*

The last person that I collected a comment from was Pn. Tee, our Sejarah teacher after the Sejarah test, which I'm 100% confident upon failing. She asked me, kenapa macam pokok?

uhuh, uhuh.

I was wondering during my Sejarah test, am I that desperate to do something extraordinary so that I can reflect on my high school life that I had so many friends to back me up on? afterall, it's only a year and a half more to SPM. and hell yeah, it's going to be pretty hectic and time will fly by as if tomorrow was today.

was wondering 'bout that cause heck, high school is our once in a life time opportunity (refer to hana yori dango if don't understand). It's NEVER going to come back no matter how much you wish on your lousy lucky stars or anything.

Just a cookie for your brain ^^

anyway, my aim if Metriculation. I hope I got that spelled correct. if I don't get in, then I'm going to rot on the streets. oh sorry, I meant I'm going to go form 6. what does this have to do with the my day of having my hair sticked up high in the air? I have no idea.

I wish to that people from 'sapo 6', 2a8, 3a6 which I had known throughout my high school days would still be the same forever.. T-T 6b small kids too obviously, but it seemed somewhat impossible. Seperated for a long period of time seems so sad and depressing. wuuuuu~~

well then!

I'll leave this post with this sad and depressing feeling.