imagination~

why are people talented in writing? I'm jealous! I wanna be good at writing too!

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紫色羽毛依然在闪。

那不是幸运物吗？怎么...
小凌心里想着，
努力忍着要涌出来的泪水。

snippet Sheou Jun's novel, I'm addicted!

closing in exams ...

... are not really a good sign; sigh. we've got intervensi this week and I looked at the papers with full-confidence I'm going to fail them all. except for Maths that is. (:

the gist of this post is that of today & today alone.

I was all sleepy and tired after too much rest compared to the usual sleep i get and + having to get denda for arriving at school late. so whatever anyone said didn't got to my brain 'cept after cai ling helped me call the maths teacher over to fill me up on what i've drooled over.

then she went like 'there's pasar malam tonight!! my brother and i always go cycling to pasar malam one.. '
lightbulb got litted up in my head.


'WHY DON'T i cycle to your house and we go pasar malam together? and we'll go to wan qi house too!' that was my sentence of outburst btw.


that's what happened. Oh, of course - Wen Li & Jin Yee joined us last minute cause they lived nearby pasar malam. x)
yea, I cycled to oug just for an hour's walk in pasar malam.


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I was laughing at how funny our red house guys were pulling the rope - specially that guy in perbarisan that says he's what -- school representative last year? he lost in like 1 min flat. O_o then Jun Yen appeared outta nowher and said, 'Becca! why u no go help paint class?' he said it in chinese but whatever la. so i went up to 5a11 and see only Kar Men and Jin Sin there.

that's last last saturday's pic. too pretty a sight to not snap.

while i was painting and being asked upon whether i want to know about who likes .. nvm; i suddenly remembered everyone. even the people from kidnergarden.

i had always thought that we could really all be friends till the end, but look . it hasn't even reached 2 years and we're acting like strangers already. all there is to say left is Hi and Bye. if everything's going to just end like that, it would be a serious pity. are humans, in the end, meant to be alone afterall?


on a totally unrelated note, omg! the rumour IS true.

Happy Valentine's!

mwahahaha. I'm a week early, I know. LOOK AT THAT PICTURE !
GUESS WHO MADE THAT SPECIALLY FOR ME?!?

XIAO JUN LAAAA! saikou.

i'm a grinning idiot now. xD~
was watching Bamboo Blade , thx to Hoe Yii (R. Merah Ketua Perbarisan) -- i'm at ep 12 btw. D: Tama-chan is SO FRIGGIN CUTE!

WARGH! if only I had a colour printer. O_o then i can stare and stare at it till i fall asleep. & which is also why it's good I don't have a colour printer. Then it won't diverge me from my mountain piled homeworks, nevermind revising for Intervensi.

why am i going towards exams? OHNO-KUN! kya~ *alt+3*

oh ya, I finished Maou. O_O
THEY DIED IN THE END! IT'S SO SAD. well, sorry for you who have yet to watch MAOU. it's your friggin loss for reading my boring blog. xD

.-.

bakura_yami is all around neoboards. O.o & he's my new to-be-adored-at person! Idc who he really is in real life despite the fact that I know he goes online all through the night and sleeps in sch - still, I adore him for his upside down-ness. (: cheers to my new found friend.

xD

on the other hand, I'd met a fangirl from Canada thru Neo also. name's Misa ~ xD Neoboards does wonders! & I never knew JE went all around the world already ! esp NEWS and Arashi! She's , as far as I know, too much in love with Massu . & she has myojo Feb. edition! Jade, go rob her of her NEWS CD Holder! and while you're at it, steal her Code Blue DVD too. xD

Lol! I sound too happy for a person that haven't finished the allsotobeworshippedat ms. asteriskasteriskasterisk's hw while sch's starting tmr.
what kind of problem is there about ERL anyways? it's too wonderful for words, Idt there's any problems occuring at all. hmmmmm - prove me wrong, google.

ugh - I hate this searching for info act. need more Hershey's! oh yeah - to my 2009's resolution , I'm going to add walk 10k steps everyday. muahahaha - so by the end of the year you won't recognise me even if you pass me by the streets. I'll shrink like a popped balloon! yeah right.

it's not fair you know, I'm like the only on that needs to wake up early this year. in my house, that is. my mom's not included cause well, idt she sleeps. ough - I forgot to get a watch. i wanna go KLCC. mmnnh. by the time I reach there Feb. edition will be gone. D: o well, I gtg get back to KLIA Express & ironing my uniforms. cheers to 100 bux a month!

o yeah - I met Too Chun Kee so many times! in the holidays ; proves how often I visit Central Market. xD he apparently works for a kind of weird product that's good for health or sth lidat. do visit him while you're at Central if you know him, that is. ^-^ i wonder if he'll continue working there. moshikashita na ~

gah, my arm's hurting me. STOP STINGING!
there, all better now . (:

where do I hide?

She particularly ignored Me completely when I said 'hello' and not even that, She rolled her eyes at Me like I'm some kind of useless crap that's not worth Her attention. it could've been just my imagination and I might've spoken too softly for the human ears to have caught the frequency of my voice. but 'could have' is an undetermined phrase. it isn't the first time, btw. it isn't I who doesn't wants to speak to Her, it really isn't. somehow, I just wonder if She had ever treated me as a friend. just somehow. and btw, I secretly think She is two-faced. but ahh, without clear evidence what I say wouldn't mean anything now would it? and anyway, I'm not suppose to judge, so OKAY. I'm letting this go. again. for the I dunno how many times already. okay, okay, let go. i'm super great at forgetting stuffs anyways.



forget the emo crap. see, weixing, it has taken effect on me already, seriously lah, stop emoing. btw, I'M NOT A YAKUZA.


oh yeah, I'm on here today not because I'm not emo on my add maths result. I failed my standard. a stinking 43 marks is what I've obtained. but I still Praise the Lord because I'm ahead in my total marks in comparison to Po Chi's. (^-^) I've determined myself to get a better rank than her since last term, so by the looks of it it's coming true. but .. Sejarah and Physics are not here yet, so.. oh well. (:



I'm going off track again!


anyways, I'm actually here to announce that I'll be spending the night on school grounds tomorrow. Pn. Toh said there will be ghosts so I dunno, pray for me? haha. Attending camp means not attending the service in FGA tomorrow night for the assembling of high schools so I don't get to go there and eat free food. I mean, I don't get to bring friends there. bummer, really. but no worries, I'll be praying for the people present so yeah, enjoy yourselves! and bring me some food. :D I doubt whatever I'll be cooking will not create discomfort to my belly anyways.

do you have peace in the storm?

my neighbourhood.

I'm all sticky and sweaty and itchy now so I'll make this post as short as possible. cross your fingers! ahnyways, John's school friend decided to come over this afternoon and after they got bored of hogging on the laggy laptop, they decided to play badminton. which I had coincidentally urged my mom to go on a match with me on badminton a few seconds ago.

yes, John, I appreciate that you take away the only two miserable racquets in the house. pft.

then I was asked to babysit them to Jalan 4 where the badminton court was situated. so okay, I'll go along. and my mom decided to come along too. so happily we skipped there. OKAY, so we didnt skipped, skipped, it's just a descriptive word. fine, forget about that.

the people that were initially there were kicking football (yeh, on the badminton court) and saw us coming by with our badminton racquets had really pure hearts and decided to let out the court for them and they all went to get their respective racquets from their homes. the gist of it all is that I never knew such community existed before. yeah, these scenes are often portrayed in those reminiscing-childhood-memories Japanese movies but in real life? lock yourself in your room and go online is more practical.

it's really a blessing to see that, really it is! I mean, they are really super friendly, unlike the people up hill .. ... OKAY, so they are friendly too but not friendly in a way that they would ask you to join their activities when they only knew you for like .. um.. let me see.. 5 minutes?

OKAY, whatever. you don't get me. ): anyway, people, relationships, they're God's gift. treasure them, cherish them and you'll never regret. not even when they stab you in the back. seriously.

let go and forget or hold on and cherish?

before I forget,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, TAN ELAINE !!

everyone's turning old but me. ): anyway, to Elaine : thank you a whole bunch lot for being the person that listens to my lame jokes in either Chemistry, Bio or Physics lab! and sometimes even laughing at them. :D thank you for accompanying me when my sister had to stay back. HAHA. like you have a choice? thank you for being the face of the person that I stuck my Kukumalu bag into and shouted 'kukumalu power!' thank you for even wanting to talk to someone as lame as I! (:

heck, thank you for being yourself! happy turning 16~
you can't blame me for not posting yesterday .. I didn't even get to glance at the computer!
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HahahahHAHAHahahaha.

if I ever say I'm going to stop blogging for about a few days or weeks or until something is over, I will never keep my promise. somehow, one way or another. I think it's an unspoken rule to break my promise over the net or something(?). or rather interesting stuffs seems to happen more often between the time of when I make the promise and the deadline of the promise.

for example, the chemistry test.which sticks to my memory like super glue. screw yvonne for laughing at me. ):

huh. anyway, I went for a little tour to 4a10 today during recess. If I say I miss them, it would seem all mushy and ......emo. remember emo. but ah, how long had it been last for us all to be together? I mean, everytime we're going for an outing or anything either a person or three can't go. bummer sial. it's kinda sad, actually.

and now being in different classes and all, crap. it makes me wonder why I stayed in 4a11 and not requested for a change of class somehow. it's all for bio!!(: but honestly speaking, if everything were to go back to last year (when i wasn't so fat.. omg, don't get me started on this.) man, I wouldn't want to miss the chance.

but that would mean repeating a year without God's glory. nah, I choose to move on. (: so, who wants to go out after exams and 'gap zai'? :D

yvonne post.

well you know, I'm really bad at telling people stuffs face-to-face; some kind of syndrome? Ha ha. Anyway, what i wanna say is,

FGA CYC mooncake festival + HSG mooncake festival equally blessed me. I must say, YVONNE! I shall refrain from calling you sotong in this post, erhem, thank you a thousand loads. (: why, then, did i thanked you? well, for inviting me to FGA CYC mooncake festival.

Because I've realised something really uberly important during that 5 hours there. (: what did I realised is none of your bisnuess. haha. thank you a thousand loads, and I hope your irritatement towards whatever it is will go off soon!!! I LOVE YOU! I'll kiss you too if you want. (: *miang face* HA HA.

I thank God to have a friend as sot and gila and cool and funny and weird as you. wait, wait, I still need to ask again, "yeng leh, the lightbulb?"

I'M SO SORRY!!!

HAPPY BELATED sweet 16, MUN MUN!!!!!!!

omg. I found out I forgot to wish her ON her actual birthday. which is bad? because I live only NEXT DOOR to her??!!!!! I'm so awfully sorry, man. sigh.
i doubt she ever visits anyway.


so anyways! like I've mentioned in the last post, which I doubt any of you homosapiens were glad to finish reading that; xD MY WEEK'S BEEN A BLAST!!! I didn't arrived school late not even once (believe me you, that's sth worth praising the Lord for!) , I've passed up MOST of my homeworks ON TIME (mind you, I'm quite a pig) , I didn't offend anyone this week .. or maybe I did? not in my memory though.....



as I was saying, that's all why my week's been SO great I could've leapt for joy 24 hours non stop. Now, if you ask me to do a favour for you, even running all the way to Carrefour Sri Petaling/Tesco Puchong to get you a drink, I WOULD DO IT! unless if it includes me paying for the drink la, cause I'm b-r-o-k-e. : D



oh yeh, yesterday I went to Tesco to help my mom carry the groceries/push the trolley.. GUESS WHAT I FOUND???



hint : they're yvonne's "friends"



HAHAHAHAHAHHAA. guess for yourselves what's in the picture. ;P


today! today today~

it was somewhat a pretty good day. the sun wasn't bursting it's flames at me, neither was the rain pouring down like buckets of water on my head. my pretty little head. my pretty little stinking useless head. my pretty little stinking useless weird head. ah okay, I should stop with the head issue.

and ms. Wong belanja-ed me ICECREAM! which actually equals to me baking a bigger burnt chocolate cake for her birthday.

tadah!

though it's Paddlepop; THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will definitely bake you a huger cake than what I have in my mind. (:

NOW! since nobody have reached this far into reading except for myself.. ........ here are some of the marvelous pictures from FRIM! (((((((:

Jade said Pi-chan's overrated. ):

God bless, darlings!
whatever you do, do in the Lord! ((: Amen?

weekend rush

SO. 19th of July. to start it off,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIEN!!!!!!

you've officially become sixteen years old and you're OLD. bwahahahaha.

erhem. so it's been a VERY VERY eventful day. starting off with a grass plucking session in school. it made my legs ache like CRAZY. but yehh.. good exercise. so far I've found 7 earthworms and disturbed 2 red ants nests, 1 live snail, a clam (God knows why it's there), chunks of snail shells, loadsa dirt, and a whole Taman full of ... wild grass!!

then later we (alvin, foong, sis, kakak & me) went to the HSG carnival. Which PLENTY of you homosapiens ignored me completely when I asked you whether you're interested in purchasing coupuns for the event. urhem. Foong kept on stalking on the marble game stall and Alvin .... he kept on shrugging when I asked him what he wanted to do.

summing up the carnival, we bought 4 packets of food back home and kakak got the whole day off cooking. syoknye~ and I got 4 permanent mosquito bites one my legs.

then alvin and foong stayed at my house and wasted my Saturday away, we played Risk (a world dominating board game) and stopped when it was 5.30pm cuz we (foong, alvin & me) had to prepare to go to Catholic High's Scout's campfire. WHICH I 100% regretted, with all my heart that I attended. okay, maybe only 70%.

why did I regret attending? you were asking. I could hear you even though you haven't read it yet. I'm not telling you why. Personal reasons, private and confidential. (: but I'll tell you one thing. Ken Ho Wei Xing and EVIL! why? he said I looked like a Japanese assassin. why? because alvin's FRIENDS claim that I look like I'm going to kill someone (which is cool, ok)all the time (pfft), and mr. Ken said that my eyebrows are thick which actually means I look like a Japanese. zomg. what kind of reason is THAT?????!!! screw you, wei xing. fuh, but Pn. Rohaya said I looked like a Japanese before too. sigh. does that means I will marry a Japanese? (: I don't mind you know..

anyway, I got to see a lot of people I didn't knew still existed which was thrilling, really. because I didnt knew them and they didnt knew me! hahahahahaha. okay, not funny.

reached home at 12am and EVERYONE including my brother that's stuck to the computer screen 24/7. amazing. so I called my sister, whom very conveniently hung up on me w/o speaking a word even. my brother, which switched off his cell; mom with the phone downstairs and a ringtone too soft to hear; the house phone which rang and rang and rang but no one made any gesture to wake up; finally my kakak, whom woke up with a dready-sleepy voice as if she's talking to a person that just killed her pet dog.

anyway, my mom opened the door in the end and I went straight to bed.

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the next morning! oh, whoever is reading should really close this browser and go do something more beneficial.

alvin came terrorizing my phone. apparently, he PURPOSELY left his yellow bag the previous night and wanted to attend HSG's service this morning, then get his bag and run off home. so behold! he attended the service and made Samuel doubted whether I was Rebecca Ng or not. well, HELLO? who else would have the name Rebecca Ng except for me, the bouncy one?

service ended and everything then John Yong something came stalking on alvin. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. followed by Ryan Tan something. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. and so did my elder lovely brother that came terrorizing everyone in the morning by immitating Jay Chou singing 'huo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo~' and whom also copy-catted me wearing black. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. Alvin, I bet you didn't knew HSG members were more of a stalker than you/foong would ever be. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!

we ate lunch and I slept because the TV was feeding me junk and I was HOT downstairs, so I accidentally switched on the air-cond in my room and fell asleep. accidents happen you know.

then my sis dropped alvin home on the way to IOI, which she conveniently pulled me along. oh yeah, Jade, I got my cottons!! for the doll. went to IOI where my sis bought a small bag (that I claim will be useless) that she says she will use it and it is very 'dai'. after that, we stalked Nichii stall and my sis found out that her ornament belt (which I claim to be horrendous) that she says rocks a lot isn't on sale anymore.

we went home after buying the cottons and the crab sticks and the cucumber.

I idled (which means sinned, omg) until 5.30pm - where the fun finally begin. started whacking on the shuttlecock until 7pm : lost LOADS of calories. seriously, all the food I've ate yesterday due to the carnival were probably ALL dissolved into sweat during that one and a half hours. fuh. YVONNE : WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO KILL ME IN BADMINTON????

that sums up my weekend. no homework completed + waste time + eventful.

sorry Kavilan, (if you ever visit my blog) I didn't attended your school's IU day. I will DEFINITELY do so next year. (((: invite me again and I'll blast everyone out by letting them know what my preception of semi-formal means. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. ok, not funny.

I almost forgot,

WELCOME BACK, BENJAMIN SOO KIEN YAP!!

I hope I got your name correct. ha ha ha ha ha ha. once again, if you ever visit my blog, that's to you. and you still owe me potato chips. since 4 years ago. AND, you're getting bouncier too! ((:

a year of harvest.

today's the day when Yvonne will go to some-weird-name hotel and get her practical piano exam sitted. and today's also the day when something weird happened. to me.

you know the prayer meeting I've been going to every recess and I said it suits my taste buds? yeah well , I went today, too. with BehBeh~ we saw Pn. Ong in the half open Koperasi room door and she urged me to give her the carta organisasi which I was suppose to complete weeks ago. LOL. anyway, the prayer meeting started.

so I was praying then suddenly the guy (whatever his name is) said, 'now, we would like to ask Rebecca to pray for the GoodNews to be spread around the school.. the 'fu yin' .. something-something..' (in chinese)

guess what my reaction was? -.-

I went 'ha?' Okay, so it's my 5th time there. but WHY ME? anyway, I prayed a really short prayer. I wasn't really glad with myself for saying 'ha?' tho ..I wasn't expecting it! ; BehBeh was being super supportive by saying Amen all the time. thank you (: lol.

HAH, to yvonne, the girl that's suppose to take her piano exam today, you missed out a chance of seeing me pray. 9:

the after-school gathering was wonderful! although I WAS supposed to go to SU but I thought BehBeh would be really さびしい ; so I just went la. it seems to me that the songs we sing never changes. but there was a new song added today : JESUS, NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES . it's a four sentence song, short, but nice.

and it was the first time I saw so many people cry together in one place. oh yeah, do pray for BehBeh btw. yeah! she shared something great today. she said that last night, she asked her mom what if she believed Jesus. Then her mom didn't membantah/agree. so, neutral it is! yay ((: so, continue to pray, that one day her parents will agree to it and even come to Christ to!

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yesterday, I did finish my nilam and everything at school and went back via metro no.19 .. guess who I saw?

mr. Lee Tai Foong.

OMG. OMG. OMG. I was reading Fruit Basket vol. 21 ; then someone messed up my beautiful, precious hair. oh okay, it's not beautiful but at least it's precious. I actually turned my head and found no one. padahal he was sitting right behind me. in an angle not really easy to be spotted(?); whatever. so I saw him. zomg.

life's weird huh? it pops people out when you least expect it. pfft. I should have pulled his face in opposite directions. gah, missed the chance.

I'm going to FRIM tomorrow! pray that I don't get bitten by leeches/snakes/mosquitos. ahaha, remember :

"I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I
will curse; ..."

Genesis 12:3

tata darlings. (:

God bless.

I needa burn some fat now.

SPAIN x)

suckers. bet LAH. bet for Italy to win lah. :P


ahahhaa, okay.. fine I know my opening word is kinda vulgar. but what can you do? wakakaka. I'm currently fulfilling my stupid bet towards the lousy match of croatia vs turkey. I haven't had anything to eat at all since last night 8pm. another 5 more hours .


oh okay, I had a cloud 9 lemon sweet. because I kind of forgotten about this whole stupid bet. and Cai Ling said I was a good girl and I had the privilege to get a free sweet from her! ((: I'magoodgirl!


anyway,


i planned to watch the match last night. but I was dreaming of food. lol. No, no, I seriously was! I was dreaming about this wafel.. with ice cream + strawberry jam. stupid, I'm making myself even more hungry. -.-


yeah, so.. alvin called to wake me up or something like that and I mumbled a few somethings and went back to sleep again. ended up I didn't finish most of my homeworks. giler betul. ):

Fabregas! see leng chai ((:

why lah is he in arsenal. ): ehehehe. .. he scored the penalty kick. i think o.o but I'm thinking maybe russia will win against spain. just maybe.

yeah so I went to school empty stomached. and everyone was shouting in my face. especially yvonne. ]: they were like saying,

"turkey lose edi luu~"
"go puasa lah~~"
"ahaha, becca, puasa edi not?"

evil hor, my friends. ): but jingqi didnt shout in my face la, she was hyper when I told her Spain won xD she was like "WAHHH! Italy lose, yes!"

I think yew heng supports spain 9:

then I saw 'jin jin' today. xDD stupid fella go and put his display name as jin. then i ter-paksa call him jin jin . hahaha, he still owes me donuts. lousy fella. I'mhungry! I want to EAT! ): sigh, I'll go do my homework till it's 8. toodles. (: ohh, expect a change in the banner. though, it might take MONTHS. :D

加藤成亮くん's doll is going to take years. btw, 山下智久とてもかわいいです!!

if you don't agree with me you owe me pisang goreng.

the big big huge huge ones sold in OUG. [: <-- that's a smug.

sapo 6 leader birthday

Happy birthday Sue Yin!!

though I have nothing to talk to you about at most times, it's still a post dedicated to the day exactly 16 years ago, to your birth. ((: thank you for being the most sapo of the sapos' I've ever known. lolz.

pfft. I doubt she'll come visit.

we (beh, sue yin, yik loong, yvonne and ME!) went to mid valley today. heh heh heh, in our school uniforms. -.- but nvm, we DID look super yeng with blue pinafors and white collar shirts + a more than 1kg bag hung on our shoulders. YES, indeed, we looked super yeng.

anyway, to save money - tigthen your belts season (so my mom always says) we went for lunch in the mamak stall over at Esso, but since roti kosong wasn't cooked ready, I decided to puasa, as usual.. sigh, and wasted RM1.20 on Teh o' ais limau.

we actually planned to go there by taxi, but they didnt allow 5 person to sit in a taxi in case kena saman so we sat U71! I've never saw people so happy getting a ride on a bus before. ahaha, and it was then that I realised that I've forgotten to take picture at the mamak stall. for remembrance mahh.. (quoted from foong)

so we reached eventually, bought the ticket to The Happening. supposedly KungFu Panda, but beh watch before already and yik loong is going to watch it + sue yin say kungfu panda buy dvd and watch enough. so we turut birthday girl's wishes and watched the happening. it's about a virus spreading around and people killing themselves. scary, is all I have to say. I spent most of the one and a half hour hugging my bag and stuffing my index finger into my ears. pffffffft.

after that, yik loong went to buy a shirt as a present for his coach (the chinese yo-yo club) and sue yin helped him to choose the shirt. beh, yvonne and I got bored since we didn't know any better about buying gifts for the opposite sex, so we teman yvonne to south court to wait for her father. ho ho ho. and we started recording.

SO. if you really want to watch the video, come get it from me. Cause the file is too large for any video hosting site to host. (:

then sue yin and yik loong came down to join us too!

yik loong is camera man!

sue yin, me, yvonne, beh.

we're advertising. (:

we're suppose to be angry, btw.

actually i took a video of yvonne getting on the car and everything but when i finally press the button to save the video, it then only started recording. bummer sial. so tak jadi. we walked back to north court to get on a bus to get home. on the way i started recording again. :P

then I got on bus U60, it was the crampiest bus I've ever been in! plus, there was a cartoon showing on the mini tv in the bus, so I kind of enjoyed the bus ride. hahahaha~ (: that was about the day of the "celebration"; karr man, WASTED LAH. why didn't you just give up Interact and went with us? pfffft. I'll get you your kit-kat anyhows. :P

till then -

oh, I almost forgot. *edit* I've just made a bet, if Turky wins against Croatia tonight or rather tomorrow morning, I won't be eating for a day. meaning 24 hours, guess how i'll survive.. -.- CROATIA!! PLAY UR BEST OR ELSE.

oh idiocy, leave me !

oh yeah, really, my day had been " awesome " !
it's so great i could actually puke on that fact.

ugh, that was a sarcastic statement btw, in case you didn't noticed. my day sucked. like you know when you use a straw and suck the contents of a cup? yeah, it sucks.

it was okay at first, buddhen i think it was because my sister cursed me or something after school then I got really bad luck. like, BAD luck bad luck. see, first off. I collected my badminton racquet from my sister's car for the stupid match which APPARENTLY, I said it's okay for me to join, it doesnt means that I WANT to. there's a whole big difference in those two words you know.

anyway, i took the racquet together with its cover and walk back into the school grounds together with ' Eating Heaven ' in my hand. it's a book that i'm reading now. the variety of food mentioned in it, rocks. FUh, if only I could eat them all. heaven i tell you,

yeah, back to main point.

JingQi, Yik Loong, Sue Yin and Li Pheng were sitting at on of those ugly new plastic tables they changed in place for the old wooden ones. I personally like the wooden ones better, really. they were there when i got to the canteen. then when I've sat down for like 5 minutes? they all went in different directions.

what was that all about? -.-

blah, cut long story short, i was late for the match. luckily, no marks deducted but no trial rounds ): .

ahahaha, we lost anyways. as expected of a person formed by fat like me, i seriously owe it to Li Quen, she seemed determined to win or sth like that. she said she was nervous before it started. which means she cared, but i didn't ahh, i feel so sorry for her !

so after all the matches were over, i went to the main gate to wait for the arrival of .. well, anyone that can fetch me home. I waited. AND waited. and, waited. and waited, together with the story book accompanying me, of course. but no one came. -.-

i was half furious and half sad, i somehow managed to convince myself that my mother forgot about me or something like that. it's not like i didn't leave a message, i remembered very clearly that I told my sister personally to help me phone up my mom so that she can fetch me, unfortunately it seems that she forgot about the whole asking-for-a-favour-incident and just went back home, threw herself on her bed and slept.

yes, i was very angry. partly because the guard's daughter keeps asking me to play with her. oh, yeah i would love to, darling, but apparently it seems like my mom forgot all about me, how do you feel when that happens to you huh? would you still go around asking some random stranger whose eyes are surrounded by black circles to play with you?

oh.. uhm, yeah.. I just found out earlier that i have panda eyes. i just hope it's not permanently stucked there or else i'll start applying honey on my face. they say it helps.

anyway, at 4.56pm Yik Loong came trotting to the main gate and asked, 'eh? Becca? how long had you been waiting?' I gave him a cold stare and sighed like i've lived for over a hundred years. he's my life saver. he borrowed me his cell phone (i don't know why he brought it to school, but thank God he did) and i dialed my sister's number ::

tut.. tut.... tut.. tut....
sis : ennyy.. hello? (probably just woke up)
me : hello, this is miss Rebecca Ng speaking, what happened to mummy?
sis : haa? AIYO. (it really sounded like its in caps) how i know...?
me: i thought i told you to help me phone her.......
sis: where got?! anyway, you also didn't tell me what time.
me: (mumble : bloody hell) aih, just phone her now lah.
*press red button*

thanked yik loong for over a thousand times, and talked about mapleStory for a while. ha ha ha ha. apparently, we're (me, yik loong, yvonne and beh) creating characters in maple together and train together and die together. hahaha, yeah.

so the girl annoyed me into blowing those soap bubbles for her. i tell you, this stuff recquires skills. it kept exploding in my face the first few times, then i suceeded! my bubbles were so huge. : D ha ha ha.

then the lousy WHU 6211 appeared. and i went into the car la duh. my mom and i had a brief conversation. i didn't want to speak more anyway. it hurts like hell waiting at the stupid school for over 2 hours for nothing and yet.. read below, full script. -.-

me : i thought you were going to the hospital today?
mom : you said you want to come with me one..
me : if i reach home at 2.30 then i follow you lah, *stares at the clock* but 5 o'clock.. FIVE O' CLOCK. 5 o' clock then..
mom : WHAT?!! (yes, she literally barked that loudly, go ahead, use your imaginations) I just woke up and your sister asked me to come fetch you OKAY? when i go and fetch John also no one phoned me.

yeah sure, cause the person that you're suppose to fetch happens to be penniless at the moment and the sister i entrusted a simple message of such to just went home, forgot all about it and slept, like a pig. oh okay, no pig, just slept.

end of conversation.

and i remembered how she barked at me yesterday for waking up my sister countless times to fetch John from school which, of course she ignored every single reminder, and continued sleeping. and also for telling her that John havent come home yet and that she should go fetch him and i couldnt phone her cause the telephone was spoilt and well, she just barked. gave some really nasty comments WHICH in my opinion should all be transferred upstairs to where my sister was sleeping soundly and should absolutely be not remarked at me.

well anyway, since she was that concerned of him.. sigh, anyway, i'm ill treated, that's what i am. okay, now i know why i have two stomachs. stress, i tell you. it's pure stress. oh ya, yesterday john got TWO ham chin beng while i got nothing but scolding today. see, pure ill treatment. probably she's just afraid of him having a relapse or something like that.

gah,

anyway, my main point is :: i went back home, made a green apple naked of its skin and soaked it in salt water in the fridge while i go bathe. when i saw my reflection in the mirror, boy, was my stomach FLAT. I poked it. and it's turgid. see what food does to you? i havent had anything to chew on since 6 in the morning. so it's kind of like.. eleven and a half hours without food + a badminton match under that stupid scorching sun + walking up and down that small slope in front of the main gate.

yeah, i had a flat stomach for once in 5 years. hahahahahhaha, anyone up for a fight on badminton?

ok, then when i'm done with my super late lunch which is leftovers. bihun + ikan bilis with shreded parts floating all around the curry water soaking it + bones of chicken + a miserable slice of crab meat + turned yellow cabbages.

ugh. right?

but i was never that happy to see food before in my entire life. I mean, my stomach had been trying to gnaw through my layers of fat since recess. oh okay, well it really wasn't gnawing or anything but it felt like that ! and I'm sure that if it ever gnaws, it won't suceed passing through that thick layer of fat.

oh yeah, did i mentioned? my results sucked. seduts.

anyway, after one hour of homework time, it was already time for tuition. ahh, tuition. it bored me to death. I sat with half sleep eyes, nodding and smiling stupidly at any remark anyone made to me. i bet i looked like the world's more distorted faced person. if you're denying any of what i just mentioned, try imagining : rice width eyes, droopy brows, fake smile, smashed in nose, specs, fringe pinnedd up to the right, shoulder length hair, face with skin pulled in different directions due to that fake smile.

imagine that, and if you still say it's not distorted, i'll take a picture of someone that have what i hadd for a face and make you stare at it for 24 hrs non stop. HA! see how you like that.

oh yeah, I have like 20cm thick of homework left, I just remembered. So, till i find another equally stupid post such as this to post again. really, if you actually readd through this whole post, I salute you. I cannot imagine anyone being able to tolerate with my idiocy. yes, so. till then! whoever who might be reading. ( :

- tmr last day with Pn. Toh. ):

celebration >> results >> reunion = continuous fun

I wanted to update on the 27th but my brother and sister was glued to the pc and they didn't let me use! I tell you, I was so bored, I took a picture of my result slip. ngek ngek ngek. (;

7As weih x)

but my mom keep on telling her friends, 'she lucky only~~ her Sejarah and Geography all bottom line A..' huu.. gik sei ngo~ but anyhows, she still gave me a present! how sweet of her, (:

heh heh heh, cute leh the picture ^^

aiyah, dun be jealous lah;

My father refused to sign the card because he already gave me something that everyone would love to have (: of course no picture, or else I'll get robbed. huu..

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I got something from Yvonne for Christmas! yey, right~ ^-^ ; she's such a stalker! she found out my house address.. but it was for a good cause~ hehe, I have her address anyways.. I'll send a goldfish to her mailbox sometime later in the distanced future. kyahahah.

all the animals of the world!

dun you wish you were me? ^-^

3a6 class of 2007!! God, I'm gonna miss you guyz so muchh!!! except when you all ejek me la, zZ.. I dun like him ahh!! huu... <_<>

3a6 ~> first time got 1st in class T-T *gan dong*

IMHO, *heex* Thursday's outing was the BEST of all outings we ever had; 'cept for the movie.. huuuuuuuuu,, I am Legend seduts. I don't like thinking that a virus is spreading amongst us and people are going to end up eating other people.. -_-

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ohmig, this post is getting long.

tonikake~

yesterday, one day after getting high on my results. (x I woke up at exactly 9am and read Ranma 1/2!! huahuahua~~ then I ter-meet lengzhai gong gong foong on metro bus, then after alvin arrived on a tortoise, kami sama sama pergi reunion with Chien, Shen, Kua, Sheou Jun, yty and calvin~

tada! result of reunion =

Sheou Jun and Calvin went back d~~ T-T

Simon and Alvin the chipmunks!

MANA THEODORE~~???!!

other pictures all with Chien ~~ lalala,, bowling is not fun.. -_____-

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and zis, is collection of junks (:

'cept for the earrings. those are shiny treasures~

5 more days till school reopen~! ^-^ I'll be back to complaint about my class, wahahaha.. crap man, I really wanna go science stream.. BIOLOGY!! I'll come to you~~ kyahahahahha;

wish you all a very happy new year with all your ang paus and greetings ^^ ; thousand thank yous to everyone's greetings to me, and mr. alvin kuan that teman me back home last night, huu.. motocyclists are scary.. D: . AND JADEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna give you thousands of kisses when I see you, girl. :D

and sa po 6~! tytytytyty for giving me a great year in form 3 for all the ups and DOWNS. <_<lengzhai gong gong foong for organizing reunion~ can see kua kua~~~

huahuahua, most of all.. thank you, doughnuts. for giving me a hard time losening all the calories. huuuuuu.... oh yes, and to animes x)

どうぞよろしくお願いします!!!!!!! see ya'll next time when I do.

Rebecca.
thank you, God.