20080828
Condor Heroes 2008!
that's an equation whether you like it or not. I had a very unpleasant encounter with two senior citizens at the bus stop today while waiting for the public bus. they were fighting over giving me bus tickets. ahh, I'm so loved. (: well, thank you, I'm flattered, really. but why the exchange of mean remarks?
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over the week, I've noticed the sudden increase of morning glory trees blossoming. they're like mutated plants! I never saw anything blossomed like they did before in my life. Every single friggin corner I turn, there's either a white or pink colour covered tree. there's even one huge tree behind behind my house!!
d'oh.
damn, I can't remember my birthdate for my neopets account! screwww.
anyway, the new legend of the condor heroes is out! *clap hands vigorously until wrist breaks*
starring Hu Ge and Ariel Lin!
I was planning to upload a picture, by there's a tiny little line down at the bottom of the IE that says Error on page. so I can't upload any pictures . now I'm emo cuz I can't post pictures.
ANyway! I've watched a whole bunch of movies starring Hu Ge and I think he so awesomely rocks! though loads of people dislikes him for one reason or another. who cares how he is in real life?! as long as he provide me with good entertainment I'm more than grateful. (:
my first ever movie starring Hu Ge is Chinese Paladin! (xian jian qi xia zhuan) I watched is because Liu Yi Fei acted in it. ha ha ha. then my second movie of him acting is Fairy From Wonderland! (tian wai fei xian) with Ariel Lin as main girl character.
then I watched Till Death Do Us Apart (bie ai wo) on 8tv. where he acted with Vivian Hsu, which I find the movie really crappily boring. then recently just before Condor Heroes, I watched The young warriors (Shao Nian Yang Jia Jiang). a newer version than the one aired on 8tv. Then, on 2009 I shal watch chinese paladin 3! (: if I remember to watch it, that is.
so since I'm so kind and good hearted and good and great and awesome and marvellous and beautiful and lovely and .. anyway, I'm going to end this post.
I'm boycotting blogger!I'm not going to update for a month! cause they didn't let me post my picture of Hu Ge and his yengness.
20080824
bye bye, holidays.

is capable of doing in GTO. bahahahhaaahaaha. she's a pure genius I tell you! yeah well, I'm still addicted! you can't blame me for that; if you've watched the anime you'd have understood. ):
and another reason is because my add maths homework is still stuck at Logarithms when we're now in the delta region(?) (differenciation). AND my chinese essays are still not done yet. MAN, I'm going to tie needles on my forehead so if I fall asleep I'll jump awake again. like Onizuka.



I somehow think Lin Dan is more suitable to be a movie star than a badminton player. seriously. and his face somehow reminds me of someone from a far off place which I can't remember. gah. anyway, I'm going to watch the BeiJing Olympics closing ceremony. (:
yeah, I know. my homeworks. T-T
"good memories will always remain forever. not like my money anyway."
- Eikichi Onizuka, 22 years old

20080821
Great Teacher Onizuka
you know, like when something is too sweet there's this immediate rejection towards it? what I'm experiencing is the exact same rejection your system would experience when something too sweet pours over your taste buds.
over the last 4 hours, I read a Cleo magazine, finished my dinner and bathed. period. time passed so friggin fast it's as if it slips pas your fingers and what's worst is that you don't even know it's slipped past until it's too late.
my advise, ladies and getlemen,
DO NOT watch GTO anime.
it makes you addicted to it, makes you glue your eyes to crunchyroll hours after hours and when you look at the time, you find yourself transported from 9 in the morning to 4 in the afternoon. yes, GTO is super addictive.
that was exactly what I wanted to post about.
cheers to my 94th post. lalalalalalala~
Blassreiter is addictive too, but i'm waiting for episode 20!! waiting reaaaally patiently.. ho ho humm.
20080817
Lin Dan vs Lee Chong Wei
never mind man, 4 years later we'll get the gold medal! ((: I wonder who's the lucky bugger who'll get that 1mil our government's offering. I wanna be a pro badminton player too! but ah wth, I'm too fat for that. xD
God bless.
U.S.
had been hiding from the KL dust in Ulu Sungai, Raub, Pahang. the weather there was superb! not to mention that the air in the afternoon has a humidity of 93% with the degree celcius of 23.5 ; so imagine the temperature at night, I didn't even switched on the fan. although it's kind of creepy being in the middle of the jungle and all. but God's grace is always sufficient. (:
it's 30 degrees celcius here in KL btw.
had been quite attached to the Beijing Olympics these days; I even witnessed the women's judo competition! and yes, I'm definitely watching the badminton men single's finals tonight. NOTHING'S STOPPING ME! except if the electricity go out. oh, touch wood.
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read only where your name is. or whichever category you fall into.
Cai Ling - i'm not going to return your magazines because you throughly insulted my you-know-which drawing.
Alvin - my post above answers your question. (: and I've already watch 'the mummy'! gahahahahahah.
Ern Khai - thank you so very very much for the notes! alvin will kindly kiss your feet on my behalf. Lol.
all of 4a11 class party attendees - screw you all!!! why can't you all have the party some other day?!!
JADE! - noh. there will be race. race good. btw, 'you don't mess with the zohan' is obscene. don't watch it!!
yvonne - pray~~ &nd did Beh contact you?
I sound like I'm writing my last words. TOUCH WOOD! omg. I'm ending my post.
oh wait, I'm writing down a true story first.
once upon a time, my father and my mother went on a vacation and
stayed in my grandaunt's house. while my mother was washing the laundries,
my grandaunt asked my dad,
'why you make her do all the work?'
my dad answered, 'exercise.'
it's suppose to be funny. I laughed till my tears dropped okay. so laugh!!! gah, forget it. ):
20080814
KPA jamuan
anyway, we (Wan Qi, Sheou Jun, Ivy & I) sat on vehicle 11 and went to KFC to find all the form 5s except for Kah Keat, Pei Gi and Hui Yee there. so anyway, the three persons other than I that walked there together went somewhere fun to play and didn't called me along, so I continued drawing the
yeah; we got one snack plate per homosapien. what's with me and the biological terms? -.- here I start the wrong parts : Quan Ju was SO coincidentally sitting right behind me; he and his friend, Kang Nian was eyeing our table's plates' fried chickens. they get the same amount of food as us, but they ate x3 faster than any of us weih. or was I the only one like a snail? hmm, beats me.
anyway, Ivy & I sacrificed one piece each to the hungry bears behind us and went away to buy CHEESY WEDGES. yes, read it again and again, yvonne & Cai Ling. CHEEEEEESSSSSY WEDGES. when we were back to the table with the food, Quan Ju was staring at our 4 plates of wedges and telling me, 'you cannot eat finish one lah, don't segan, we'll gladly finish up what you can't eat finish.' I tell you, that sentence probably did some kind of psychological effect on my digestive system or something; by the third piece into the food, I was all bloated and was asking Hwei Li if she wanted any.
oh yeah, I reminded Hwei Li that she owed a certain someone wedges because she won a friggin RM150 for reading 20 books. oh yeah,
what's with them table people and their gigantic appetite!?
anyways, I had fun eating till my stomach almost burst; laughing about jokes I never heard of before that I don't think anyone would consider them as a joke. xD ; I also had the time of my life because someone said I am very geng. ((((: why? because my drawing skills rocks your socks off! bahahaha. okay, keep quiet if you can draw better than me.
sadly, I don't have the pictures of the jamuan. & I don't know who have them. xD it pays to be inactive, LOl.
so, since I only had 2 + 1/2 hours of sleep only last night; I'll be travelling to the Land of Nods. come find me if you must.
before I forget, go check out Sheou Jun's blog! it's completely chinese!!! xD
may God be always with you,
love,
weighing 1000 pounds girl.
pssssst, I'm a professional stalker!
20080810
torture for you.
Beijing Olympics' opening night was A BLAST! although I slept when they were parading into the field country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country by country. and when I woke up, they were still parading country by .. okay, I really should stop.
main character leng chai right? xP my point exactly. Jim Sturgess rocks! more than any HOT spanish guy would anyway.
hari pameran '08.
((: I especially fancy the Art Club's sticker! it's so friggin cute.
one year ago :
one year after :
shit. Jade's ahead of me in the beauty race. damn. I'm aging. )):
cute ain't she?? ((: KAWAII-DARO!

memoirs of geisha inspired drawing. ha ha ha ha. it's weird, i know, especially the eye. but the super white face is cool. ((:

Blassreiter inspired? xD the eye scar's from Joseph in Blassreiter. the hand symbol too.

yes, i turn out to be quite miangpffftbecause I drew the picture above. *knocks head to wall*
note to self : never ever draw boy-girl pictures.
KPA jamuan on Thrusday. will update if anything goes seriously wrong. : D ; 3 MORE DAYS TO RAUB. which is also when yvonne enjoys her camp all to herself 2gether with Ming Ming in Peace Heaven. this sucks; I would be in the same territory as her for the next whole week too. )): ha ha. I think we're going up to Genting on the way back. So, yvonne!
if I happen to pass by Peace Heaven I'd be shouting 'sotong!' through the windows. ;P
which is also when I miss the BBQ class party. I wanna go for BBQ! and taste Cai Ling's burnt durian cookies though durians suck. and get drunk by the charcoal smoke! but I dun want to pay RM5. and I want to EAT!
oh ya. Melvin forced me into his "band" which is inactive for the time-being. I'm anticipating the reunion with Mr. DiDi! Lol. and, I got forced into being secretary for SU. So, I'll try my best in doing whatever I'm supposed to do. and hopefully I won't slack next year. I'll be leaning on you sentosa peeps out there yo; remember to slap me in the face when I drown in my fantasy world of HOT guys and happily-ever-after endings.
If I ever told you that life sucks, I was lying.
till then,
from the never will get any more hard-working rebecca.
p/s seriously! I've been studying for one hour every day! that's an improvement man. crap; time to go.
20080807
rainy day
and here's me right after the walk in the rain after school; well, all the telephones in the school ROSAK/kad shj. didn't get to phone my mom and I have phobia of going up the overhead bridge the links to Esso (more telephone booths) during a rainy day. so yeah!
here's the opposite! right after I've eaten my yummy twopackets of meegorengpluspeppersoup . : D
see the shiny thing in the background? ((: computer time! :DD
thus ends my post.
20080805
movies + tag

currently addicted to Blassreiter. xD this anime series is highly recommended and it's ALL OVER CR's homepage. ((: I'll rate 5 stars for it!
there's so mucho movies these days! I've been able to finish some but the rest are all on my pending list. SHEESH. screw exams, really.
1) Dragon Zakura (Nagasawa & Pi-chan acting together again!)
note to jade : I'm not being addicted to pi-chan. at least not like you are towards Shige. bleh.
2) Maid in Akihabara (the main char. have the voice of a pure anime character which is annoying.)
3) Last Friends (Nagasawa acting!)

I find the poster really cool, hahahahaha.
4) Trick - season 1,2 & 3 (Abe Hiroshi as mr. physician here, really funny + mysterious)
5) piano no mori (i dun think I've mentioned it before but this is one helluva beautiful movie created here)
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oh, do I hate tags. ): I think mr. Ken Ho Weixing (see, it's a joined word! ha!) had nothing better to do and decided to do a tag and conveniently tagged someone else which had nothing better to do either. and that's why the person with nothing better to do is currently completing this tag. sigh, so anyway; here goes.
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!
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1. I talk in my sleep. bahahaha.
2. I LOVE TISSUES!! : D i dunno why, I think owning a pack of tissue is really cool. ;P
3. I always wished to dream about Peter Pan so he could take me to Neverland. LOL.
4. I'm dislike slunting things/places and slippery places/things. cuz I often imagine things/humans sliding off/slip and fall. or maybe end up dying (?) xD
5. I've always wanted to marry a Spanish HOT guy. bwaahahahahah. and by the looks of it, it's not coming true. SIGH. (explains why I support SPAIN!)
6. I talk to myself. yeah it sounds stupid, but the little voices won't stop. xDD
7. I purposely don't bring cash to school so that the pengawas can't find a way to denda me. really, they tend to forget to run after my debt the next day when they promised to hunt me down for my debt of RM1.00.
8. I use to believe the 'f' in the petrol meter in the car stands for finish and 'e' stands for enough (thank you, dad, for giving me such informations)
9. I fancy war based movies. (clashing sound of metal against metal rocks!)
10. I am very very very very very very very very very very very indecisive.
11. I'm head-over-toes in love with JADE! bwahahahahhaa. Jade, be afraid.
12. I want to buy the complete set of Hana Yori Dango manga with the reason of, I want to study how Domyouji Tsukasa's hair is drawn. xP
13. I hate forwarded mails too. ): there was a period of time when I sent replies back to people that sent me forwarded mails about how much I hate them. gah, but I still somehow get the mails. shtupede.
14. I spend hours on the net doing nothing.
15. I love crafting things. like.. making a pot out of clay/carving wood.
I MAKE SUFFER (tag) ::
- Cai Ling
- Elaine
- Chien! (:
- Jen Hoe
- JADEEEE!!!
- whoever's reading this but name's not listed.
20080801
I'M SO SORRY!!!
omg. I found out I forgot to wish her ON her actual birthday. which is bad? because I live only NEXT DOOR to her??!!!!! I'm so awfully sorry, man. sigh.
i doubt she ever visits anyway.
so anyways! like I've mentioned in the last post, which I doubt any of you homosapiens were glad to finish reading that; xD MY WEEK'S BEEN A BLAST!!! I didn't arrived school late not even once (believe me you, that's sth worth praising the Lord for!) , I've passed up MOST of my homeworks ON TIME (mind you, I'm quite a pig) , I didn't offend anyone this week .. or maybe I did? not in my memory though.....
as I was saying, that's all why my week's been SO great I could've leapt for joy 24 hours non stop. Now, if you ask me to do a favour for you, even running all the way to Carrefour Sri Petaling/Tesco Puchong to get you a drink, I WOULD DO IT! unless if it includes me paying for the drink la, cause I'm b-r-o-k-e. : D
oh yeh, yesterday I went to Tesco to help my mom carry the groceries/push the trolley.. GUESS WHAT I FOUND???
hint : they're yvonne's "friends"

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA. guess for yourselves what's in the picture. ;P
today! today today~
it was somewhat a pretty good day. the sun wasn't bursting it's flames at me, neither was the rain pouring down like buckets of water on my head. my pretty little head. my pretty little stinking useless head. my pretty little stinking useless weird head. ah okay, I should stop with the head issue.
and ms. Wong belanja-ed me ICECREAM! which actually equals to me baking a bigger burnt chocolate cake for her birthday.

tadah!
though it's Paddlepop; THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will definitely bake you a huger cake than what I have in my mind. (:
NOW! since nobody have reached this far into reading except for myself.. ........ here are some of the marvelous pictures from FRIM! (((((((:
Jade said Pi-chan's overrated. ):
God bless, darlings!
whatever you do, do in the Lord! ((: Amen?
20080730
Pameran
life is definitely more than a misery-filled-junk. ((: so far, my week had been a BLAST! thanks to the song by Mark Schultz, He Will Carry Me.
I call, You hear me
I’ve lost it all
And it’s more than I can bear
I feel so empty
You’re strong
I’m weary
I’m holdin’ on
But I feel like givin’ in
But still You’re with me
chorus:
And even though I’m walkin’ through
The valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I’ve been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will
Ever need
And He will carry me
I know I’m broken
But You alone
Can mend this heart of mine
You’re always with me
chorus
And even though I feel so lonely
Like I’ve never been before
You never said it would be easy
But You said you’d see me through
The storm
chorus
it's a very very very very very (believe me, I'll go on forever with the 'very's but I'll spare you guys! good ain't I? xP) very beautiful song that woke me up on Monday morning. xD it's a song as my alarm OK~ so anyway, it woke me up and I couldn't stop listening to it. oh of course, the battery is dead now. pfft, I'm too lazy to even charge it. how lazier can a human get? seriously.
I should be getting ready for tuition right now, but screw it. ;b
so Monday was Hari Pameran!
which was the day when I missed :
- the diabolo performance (they said it was gooooooood)
- the taekwondo performance (they said it was.. painful xD so sorry, po chi.)
- Danny something's presence in school (he actually arrived at school!)
- LOADS OF deliciousmouthwateringstomachchurningneverinyourlifetimeyouwillgettoeat FOOD (I didn't bring a single cent)
- 5 minutes of the choir presentation
- the showing of IRON MAN. (why do i even care abt the movie? -.-)
- the arrival of the "guests" (pengetua said they were VIPs. mhmm, sure......)
I spent most of the day walking round and round the school which I'm getting bored of already with yvonne the sotong. because we were Lone Rangers! bwahahahaha. okay, not funny. because LAH.
1) JingQi & Karr Man busy Interacting with Spanish leng chais which they didn't even bother to introduce to me. ):
2) Sue Yin & Po Chi busy with Taekwondo's "bubble tea" sales. omg. the line was horribly scary.
3) Beh mm se dak leave Chinese Ochestra
4) I was escaping duty (which I eventually forgot about it o.o")
5) yvonne the sotong was walking all alone~ *Akon's Mr. Lonely starts playing*
haha, okay. OKAY. not funny. kay, get it already. shh.
I'm going to bathe now. xD blog another time. ((:
20080726
my super long week.
First off, I've gone to school late twice in a row. which I never experienced before? on Monday, I posted a weird post about what shrugging would bring to a person; that happened because I was late.
Tuesday, God's mercy was on me. I got past w/o being denda-ed. But I failed to pass up my Chinese Essay book. result of laziness. xD
On Wednesday, I stayed back to read up some of the books for 'Read and be Rewarded' program but apparently, the teachers were having their meeting up in the library. So I wasted one whole afternoon, doing nothing except for nothing. decided to finish up my homeworks on that day but slept through the whole afternoon + night. no tuition mahh ! 9:
Thursday, I stayed back again for the program but only managed to finish three books in school because I went up late due to reasons which I think I should not disclose. borrowed 2 books but didn't read it at all/finish my homework either because I was busy watching Lilo & Stitch in between the time of when having a duel with my kakak in badminton and reaching home by bus.
Friday (or yesterday), reached home at 4pm because my sister was practicing in school for choir presentation on Hari Pameran (28/07/08). I went to the prayer meeting during that time and I saw yvonne the sotong cried! bwahahahahahahahha. switched on to my blog when I reached home for a while and found no obvious visitors. ]: so, switched off the computer and went jogging. that sweet feeling of running despite being almost out of breathe still rocks! bathed and walked up to HSG to find Jun Fai and a pink shirt guy waiting. They were about to fetch
me to a party in Wisma FGA.
I got to meet loads of people that I've heard their names from either Beh or yvonne the sotong for the past 2 or 3 weeks! for example:
-Richard (the one that claim to be 25 yrs old; which also say I have a beautiful name ((: )
- Xue Qi (the song leader and the one that called me to attend another function tonight; which of course was rejected)
- YeQi (the one whom prayed for me during alter call.. come to think of it, why did she came to me only? -.- )
- Cui Wen (?) ( the super leng lui 18 yrs old which doesn't looks like an 18 yrs old)
- Xing Hui/Deborah ( the one I find most interesting HAHAHAHA )
then there were others too which I can't remember their names because I never asked. xD
Loads of non-Christians came which accepted Christ after that. God's grace was DEFINITELY with us! Praise The Lord for that!! But when Li Feng (?) hit the hammer against the giant nail (sth to do with the msg he shared), it sent bolts of electricity down my spines and I dunno, my heart ached with agony? I was practically screaming in my head, 'DON'T HIT IT ANYMORE.' I was on the edge of crying, ah Beh was also. (:
During the alter call, something popped into my head what popped through every time during worship for the past few months, 'where are you, Lord?' for months, I've pushed that thought to the back of my head by replacing this senteces, 'where am I, Lord?' but everytime during worship it would be the same sentence that popped up first, then only I'll replace it. But was it right? was it right to replace it and do nothing about it?
then Ye Qi suddenly appeared and asked me if she could pray for me. that night's message was about the son that demanded his share of the family's fortune and went travelling but wasted all his money and decided to go back to his father. it's in Luke 15, go find yourselves if you're interested in the story. -.- this Ye Qi asked me out of all the questions she could ask, 'do you feel like God's not by your side everytime you pray/when you're doing your daily routine?' well, duh. of course I said yes. so she prayed.
after I off my phone because Alvin was bugging me, I silently asked, 'so, I was expecting that I could sense you now just like I could sense a being beside me after that prayer, now how come there isn't anything?' I waited for a while and raising my inner voice a little, 'where are You?'
silence.
I got impatient and shouted in my heart, 'WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?! you promised to be there when I asked, so WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU???!!!' yeah, I was practically swearing. but I was cutted off by Li Feng for ending the song they were singing and started asking around for testimonies by the new Christians. During that time, Ye Qi asked me, 'why were you crying?'
what was I supposed to say? anyways, I said, 'I dunno.' and waited for a while before I continued, 'because for a very long time already whenever I'm worshipping God I would be asking, 'O Lord, where are you?' ' then she cut off my sentence by replying, 'the Bible said do not test Your God, you should have faith! why you were crying was because God touched your heart.'
you know what I said in return? I think she got a shock.
I told her, 'why I was actually crying was because I still couldn't know for sure if He was there..' she said, 'hmmm? impossible. there's no other reason than why you would suddenly cry when you're speaking to me (my voice was quivering when I attempted to finish my sentence), correct? That proves that God is already here with you.'
then before I could say anything, Li Feng turned to me and asked, 'what about over there? hmm?'
Silence.
I was asking Ye Qi, 'what should I say? O.o' then Li Feng told everyone, 'I know her from our Sentosa's Fridays prayer meeting, she attends that meeting. *turn to me* yes, can we hear from you?' I think Ye Qi was more time-conscious than me so she took the microphone from me and spoke what she said to me. and left out the part where I said I still didn't know for sure where God was. pffffft.
anyway after that sotong and Beh ran up to me after service and shouted in my ears, 'I LOVE YOU!!!!!' O.o okay, okay. I love you guys too, but why are you guys telling me that? then the rest of the night was of BLANK.
this morning (or Saturday), I woke up in a daze with full boost energy that kept me skipping through the whole day. helped out with the preperation for Hari Pameran for both Nature Society and Scripture Union from 8am till 4pm. Scripture Union's Heaven's side's angels are really cute! but they kept falling off the ceiling because the fan was too strong. then Joshua said, 'they are fallen angels! God banished them from heaven!' LOL.
then it was already 4pm when everyone called me one after another, continuously, making me walking in and out of the classroom more frequent than the wind would. Sheou Jun and Alvin was waiting in the canteen by the time I walked down. then suddenly yvonne and jingQi appeared and called all of sapo 6 together to take picture ::

my hair was flying all over the place AND my head was too huge!; they all looked SO happy!!

eh. I was the odd one out. zomg.

my personal favourite picture. (:
after making Sheou Jun and Alvin wait for a very long time, we finally set off to Sunway Pyramid! to give moral support to mr. Lee Tai Foong , he and his school mates took part in the Young-something-something-something. xD then Alvin was cheated into buying 2 "stress ball". so they call it.
then Foong left us three alone to walk arnd Sunway which caused SUPER damage to my foot soles, which still hurts now. anyway, summing every single event up, we wandered like lost souls, ate "lunch" at Station Kopitiam, and I got to eat my ah-ne-ne egg. xP *inside joke, don't bother to ask*
had been CENTURIES since I've last tasted them. (: but the workers there didn't let ME do the breaking egg part. I would've loved to do so.
we went into Anime-tech, a comic book store, and Tower Records after that. then it was 8.30pm already, fast eh? so we went back with Sheou Jun's dad dropping us off at the Central Hypermarket's bus station. Thank the Lord for that, if not we would be waiting in the dark for a U76 to appear. haha!
when we were waiting for Sheou Jun's dad to come, Alvin bursted one of the "stress ball" he bought just a couple of hours before. which Foong assured that it would definitely not break. xD
see blue pants with white powder?
In the car, I spotted something beautiful : my knapsack was the EXACT same football team as the shirt-like-pillow in Sheou Jun's dad's car was. blogger said max upload 5 pictures per time. and I'm lazy to upload again, so.. no picture! (: I've got a picture of it though, thanks to Alvin's phone's flash camera. pfft.
then I started thinking of the previous night's incident when I convinced myself into believing that God was a million miles away from me. my brain analysed things differently tonight. I'm thinking I'm being too based on feelings alone.
Feelings. pfffft. why do women rely on such a thing? It somehow seems stupid to me, all of a sudden. Ps. Reuben once preached about feeling things; of how stupid it is to rely on such when it comes to God. Is that what he said? If I've misquoted, I'm terribly sorry. but I've learnt a thing, Faith. I've finally understood what Ye Qi tried to say. LOL.
to have such simple faith of knowing that the presence of God is amongst us. Emmanuel. you don't need a feeling to know whether He's there or not, why must He proof to you that He's there? why must He do so every single worship session? Wouldn't it be something like when you learn how to ride a bicycle and your mom/dad would hold the bicycle all throughout your life of when you cycle, giving you assurance that they're there? mom/dad loves me. mom/dad wants me to learn how to ride a bicycle. same as it is, Jesus loves me. Jesus wants me to learn how to ride on life with my faith streghtened.
He will ALWAYS be there. A spectator, guiding me. guiding you. when we fall, He will stretch out His arms and pull us up; just like how your mom/dad would do when you're learning how to ride a bicycle - he/she will let go without telling you, and when you fall off, they will rush over and help you up, insisting that you continue, so that you'll learn.
and I'm glad enough to know that. all praise goes to Jesus. (: Amen.
Thus ends my blog post.
are you by any chance dozing off already? xD thousand apologies then, I just had to tell the world this news I've got.
I pray that the Hari Pameran will be effective, and will suceed in educating people in knowing more about heaven and hell.
God bless. (:
signed with love,
Rebecca.
p.s. days are coloured through reference from here.
20080721
21st of July 2008
what great quality bred batch of educaters we have in this 21st century.
so, good ridance, my totally pissed off emotion.
It is, afterall a day that the Lord had made; therefore, I shall rejoice and be glad IN it.
*urhem* toodles ((: ~
20080719
weekend rush
you've officially become sixteen years old and you're OLD. bwahahahaha.
erhem. so it's been a VERY VERY eventful day. starting off with a grass plucking session in school. it made my legs ache like CRAZY. but yehh.. good exercise. so far I've found 7 earthworms and disturbed 2 red ants nests, 1 live snail, a clam (God knows why it's there), chunks of snail shells, loadsa dirt, and a whole Taman full of ... wild grass!!
then later we (alvin, foong, sis, kakak & me) went to the HSG carnival. Which PLENTY of you homosapiens ignored me completely when I asked you whether you're interested in purchasing coupuns for the event. urhem. Foong kept on stalking on the marble game stall and Alvin .... he kept on shrugging when I asked him what he wanted to do.
summing up the carnival, we bought 4 packets of food back home and kakak got the whole day off cooking. syoknye~ and I got 4 permanent mosquito bites one my legs.
then alvin and foong stayed at my house and wasted my Saturday away, we played Risk (a world dominating board game) and stopped when it was 5.30pm cuz we (foong, alvin & me) had to prepare to go to Catholic High's Scout's campfire. WHICH I 100% regretted, with all my heart that I attended. okay, maybe only 70%.
why did I regret attending? you were asking. I could hear you even though you haven't read it yet. I'm not telling you why. Personal reasons, private and confidential. (: but I'll tell you one thing. Ken Ho Wei Xing and EVIL! why? he said I looked like a Japanese assassin. why? because alvin's FRIENDS claim that I look like I'm going to kill someone (which is cool, ok)all the time (pfft), and mr. Ken said that my eyebrows are thick which actually means I look like a Japanese. zomg. what kind of reason is THAT?????!!! screw you, wei xing. fuh, but Pn. Rohaya said I looked like a Japanese before too. sigh. does that means I will marry a Japanese? (: I don't mind you know..
anyway, I got to see a lot of people I didn't knew still existed which was thrilling, really. because I didnt knew them and they didnt knew me! hahahahahaha. okay, not funny.
reached home at 12am and EVERYONE including my brother that's stuck to the computer screen 24/7. amazing. so I called my sister, whom very conveniently hung up on me w/o speaking a word even. my brother, which switched off his cell; mom with the phone downstairs and a ringtone too soft to hear; the house phone which rang and rang and rang but no one made any gesture to wake up; finally my kakak, whom woke up with a dready-sleepy voice as if she's talking to a person that just killed her pet dog.
anyway, my mom opened the door in the end and I went straight to bed.
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the next morning! oh, whoever is reading should really close this browser and go do something more beneficial.
alvin came terrorizing my phone. apparently, he PURPOSELY left his yellow bag the previous night and wanted to attend HSG's service this morning, then get his bag and run off home. so behold! he attended the service and made Samuel doubted whether I was Rebecca Ng or not. well, HELLO? who else would have the name Rebecca Ng except for me, the bouncy one?
service ended and everything then John Yong something came stalking on alvin. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. followed by Ryan Tan something. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. and so did my elder lovely brother that came terrorizing everyone in the morning by immitating Jay Chou singing 'huo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo~' and whom also copy-catted me wearing black. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. Alvin, I bet you didn't knew HSG members were more of a stalker than you/foong would ever be. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!
we ate lunch and I slept because the TV was feeding me junk and I was HOT downstairs, so I accidentally switched on the air-cond in my room and fell asleep. accidents happen you know.
then my sis dropped alvin home on the way to IOI, which she conveniently pulled me along. oh yeah, Jade, I got my cottons!! for the doll. went to IOI where my sis bought a small bag (that I claim will be useless) that she says she will use it and it is very 'dai'. after that, we stalked Nichii stall and my sis found out that her ornament belt (which I claim to be horrendous) that she says rocks a lot isn't on sale anymore.
we went home after buying the cottons and the crab sticks and the cucumber.
I idled (which means sinned, omg) until 5.30pm - where the fun finally begin. started whacking on the shuttlecock until 7pm : lost LOADS of calories. seriously, all the food I've ate yesterday due to the carnival were probably ALL dissolved into sweat during that one and a half hours. fuh. YVONNE : WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO KILL ME IN BADMINTON????
that sums up my weekend. no homework completed + waste time + eventful.
sorry Kavilan, (if you ever visit my blog) I didn't attended your school's IU day. I will DEFINITELY do so next year. (((: invite me again and I'll blast everyone out by letting them know what my preception of semi-formal means. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. ok, not funny.
I almost forgot,
I hope I got your name correct. ha ha ha ha ha ha. once again, if you ever visit my blog, that's to you. and you still owe me potato chips. since 4 years ago. AND, you're getting bouncier too! ((:
20080718
consuming.
oh sorry, I've been quite caught up with eating these days. lemme see.. from finishing 2 cans of pringles (+400g ones) to gobbling up what's left of Hershey's chocolate bar; to eating loads of chocolate chip cookies to eating random yellow beans packed in one packet (actually I stole them from my brother), to eating a new type of biscuit - all in 48 hours.
yeah so,
have fun eating the shit that life throws at you.
toodles.
I order you to buy my coupuns.
20080716
of Pringles.
yes well, to whoever who goes to the same school as me,
be prepared to see an over-weight ball named rebecca bouncing in front of you tomorrow, in school. sorry if I ever squashed you with my almighty weight.
so far my hair had been annoying the crap out of me. for 6 periods I've tried my best to read ' Love, Rosie ' and those stupid little strands keeps dropping off my head, refusing to be tied up neatly. sides, my fringe is in the way of my vision too. I wonder why I even sliced it off in the first place? this is so stupid.
I must say, I've been under the influence of laziness *edit*these days - not finishing my homeworks and doing things when I'm suppose to do other things. ha, yes. truth revealed. anyway, let me see hmm.. list of homeworks:
- chinese essays (8?)
- rumusan
- tatabahasa
- sejarah notes (4 chapters)
- koperasi's carta organisasi
- moral esei
- moral k. amal report
- add maths (2.5 chapters)
- maths (which I don't even bother to bring my text book to sch)
- Eng. essay (2)
- sivik
- karangan
note to readers : ones with itallics have been untouched even before the holidays.
I hope that's it. zZ; I'm even boring myself to death typing this itself.
so I guess I'll scram now.
cheers, to a super boring blog post!
Loves,
girl with unhealthy eating habits.
P.S I hope to skip tuition today *dreads* but hoping won't help. pfft.
oh, I almost forgot. I BEG YOU TO BUY MY COUPUNS . o.o
to my darling Jade : buy them, come for the carnival and I promise to give you your doll.
20080714
my 80th post!
guess what?
my neighbour, ms. Tan Shen Wen, she accepted Christ too! I was going online, my first time in a lot of times of going online finally switched on msn, it was for tomorrow's EST presentation. yeah, teachers and their assignments. pfft.
then she, that doesn't usually talk to me on msn or any other day(?) because of her inhuman busy life suddenly comes and greet me reeeally warmly. then we chat chat chat and she told me the good news!
life really IS great. to think that when we were kids we spent everyday together. such times. (: I'm just uberly glad that her name's jotted down in the Book of Life. Praise the Lord! for His grace is sufficient. ((: now, who's next to tell me the good news? tralala~
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zomg. I havent bathe yet. -.-
anyways, my brother (elder) wanted to be pro in MS; therefore downloaded AncientMS. xP ; means MapleStory Private Server. 50 times the experience, drop rate, and messos. $$ ~
so, I was curious and started playing too! although in the beginning I didnt' knew how to register for an ID. and behold! I'm the almighty level 99 Priest now. hahaha~ the zombies all get damage even when I heal. xD kill 10 zombies = level up 1 time. syoknye!
hmm, I guess yes, that's it. Oh about FRIM. pictures are with Sheou Jun, so until she gives me the pictures, I'm not updating a word even. though my faithful readers would be bored out of their minds when I update it. haha; so yes. be prepared to be bored out of your minds.
God bless.
by yours truly,
20080711
a year of harvest.
you know the prayer meeting I've been going to every recess and I said it suits my taste buds? yeah well , I went today, too. with BehBeh~ we saw Pn. Ong in the half open Koperasi room door and she urged me to give her the carta organisasi which I was suppose to complete weeks ago. LOL. anyway, the prayer meeting started.
so I was praying then suddenly the guy (whatever his name is) said, 'now, we would like to ask Rebecca to pray for the GoodNews to be spread around the school.. the 'fu yin' .. something-something..' (in chinese)
guess what my reaction was? -.-
I went 'ha?' Okay, so it's my 5th time there. but WHY ME? anyway, I prayed a really short prayer. I wasn't really glad with myself for saying 'ha?' tho ..I wasn't expecting it! ; BehBeh was being super supportive by saying Amen all the time. thank you (: lol.
HAH, to yvonne, the girl that's suppose to take her piano exam today, you missed out a chance of seeing me pray. 9:
the after-school gathering was wonderful! although I WAS supposed to go to SU but I thought BehBeh would be really さびしい ; so I just went la. it seems to me that the songs we sing never changes. but there was a new song added today : JESUS, NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES . it's a four sentence song, short, but nice.
and it was the first time I saw so many people cry together in one place. oh yeah, do pray for BehBeh btw. yeah! she shared something great today. she said that last night, she asked her mom what if she believed Jesus. Then her mom didn't membantah/agree. so, neutral it is! yay ((: so, continue to pray, that one day her parents will agree to it and even come to Christ to!
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yesterday, I did finish my nilam and everything at school and went back via metro no.19 .. guess who I saw?
mr. Lee Tai Foong.
OMG. OMG. OMG. I was reading Fruit Basket vol. 21 ; then someone messed up my beautiful, precious hair. oh okay, it's not beautiful but at least it's precious. I actually turned my head and found no one. padahal he was sitting right behind me. in an angle not really easy to be spotted(?); whatever. so I saw him. zomg.
life's weird huh? it pops people out when you least expect it. pfft. I should have pulled his face in opposite directions. gah, missed the chance.
I'm going to FRIM tomorrow! pray that I don't get bitten by leeches/snakes/mosquitos. ahaha, remember :
"I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I
will curse; ..."Genesis 12:3
20080708
Dear July,
my weekend was super packed filled. friday, I was all 'screw homeworks, I have two more days to complete them anyway..' so i went online the whole friggin afternoon and went to sleep.
on saturday, i used the computer again until 10. when my mom bugged me to get ready if I wanted to follow her to the train station. so anyway, i was in MBS until 2.00pm(?) and then i went home, use the computer AGAIN. zZ, then it was 3.00pm ; I threw myself on my bed and slept. until 5.43pm(?) , my mom knocked on my door and asked, 'i thought you wanted to go youth one? ' i mumbled a little something and got bathed and followed her to go out and makan dinner. because she got a 4/4 for her PTK 48 exams i'm telling that to Pn. Toh tmr in tuition. hahahahahaand she was going to belanja her friend. why miss out free food?
but apparently, we got lost on the way. when we were sick of looking at the signboards which only had 'putrajaya' printed on them, they (sis & mom) started singing this really old song about why the sun is still shining when it's the end of the world .. so I recorded it! but when I started recording, they already sung finish. here's the video tho.
ha Ha. i always laugh when I watch that. it's uhh, kind of not in the right position. because I took it with my phone.
speaking of my phone, the inner part of the screen retak-ed. Because on Monday morning, I was so tired I couldn't get myself up but my sister was being a pain and somehow, my mother phoned me and made my temper burst. so out of anger, I threw the stupid phone towards my sister's bed, but apparently, it bounced and hit the wall beside the bed. LOL. I was like.. ' nooooo!!!! ' then I quickly fixed the battery back and found out that 3/4 of the screen was completely white. zomg. I have to waste RM100 to change the screen now. sigh.
we were in Equine park some minutes later anyway, after dinner, I went hunting for yvonne's present. ahahaha, I haven't wrapped it yet. until now, tsk. then we accidentally went into Lovely Lace. I immediately remembered Alvin and his house. x)
on Sunday,
because SOME people kept on pestering me to reach Beh's house earlier, I went to FGA's morning service. and amazingly, the message was a mixture of was Ps. Daniel preached on the previous week and what Ps. Reuben preached during pre-M.A.D camp. so, it ended at 9.30am ; when I thought it would end at 10am.
I walked all the way to Beh's house and found out that Sue Yin reached before me. ): no more no. 1. zZ .. tonikake. YVONNE. the birthday girl, reached latest. at 11.06am. oh yeah,
she got herself a new sony ericsson phone. go, rob her. then I found out Beh accepted Christ just the night before. time's changing fast~ yeah, so we walked all the way down to the pasar. (my 2nd time walking the same road that day) we crossed the bridge and assumed that particular U76 would bring us to Sunway.
mana tahu.
sunway is in the opposite direction. WHy la did we crossed the bridge?? so, we wasted half an hour. going all the way to brickfields station on the bus and back again. so finally we reached at 2pm. thank God we reached. we ate fast food for lunch. sounhealthy. then we went ice skating. it frigginly costed RM18 on Sundays.
I learned how to skate! and I flew down 5 times. it was 2 times Beh's fault. why? because .. you know sunway's sakting ring. the side opposite the entrance, that's my bad luck spot. ): she just HAD to say, 'wah~ it's here again.' then miraculously, I fell down. it's like some sort of a curse or something. o yeah! and then ALWAYS when anyone fall down la, there's this red shirted guy that would help me up. well, thank God for him, because Beh can never pull me up. later on when we were going back, we saw him again behind us. stalker. -.-
I almost ran into a girl's fingers, luckily lah.. i only ran over her gloves because screw me for not knowing how to stop. and there was this very super yongsui punye person that wanted to 'kao' sue yin. so we (beh, me and yvonne) did our best to protect her by pulling her together with us whenever we can. apparently, she knows how to skate .. and therefore, her 5 rounds = my 1 round. how la, can we pull her with us?
so at 5pm, after taking pictures and letting yvonne belanja us eat mcFlurry. LOL. we went to the bus stop opposite to get a bus back home. I was rushing so that I could get to school at 7.30pm but apparently, the rapidKLs weren't very cooperative. the U76 came only after we waited for half an hour. but thank God also la, because I think we (yvonne and i -- sue yin have her father to fetch her back) got the chance to calm beh down, assuring her that her decision of accepting Christ was correct, because she kept thinking about why she cried her heart out the previous night. she had NO idea why. neither do we. but I remembered my auntie's testimony about when she accepted Christ too, just a week ago.
yeah, when I FINALLY got down the station, it was 7.06pm. I ran~~ across the street on the 'zebra road ' to get on another bus, BUT there weren't any RapidKLs for me to get my ass into ; so, I ran all the way back. remember I said I had to be in school by 7.30pm? yeah, I was expected to watch my sister singing in the national choir.
I think I lost more than 20kgs that day. LOL. but I've already gained them all back la, considering the amount of food I've been stuffing down my throat. I think next time I'll operate my stomach and ask the doctor not to sew it back. so I can just simply stuff it into my stomach without having the chew, chew, chew, swallow steps. too slow. haha
anyway, I reached in time with my mom. apparently, she wanted to watch her beloved daughter too. it was okay. except that the Frankenstein wasn't singing loud enough for my going-deaf ears to hear. it was a small singing-play. by the national ochestra and choir.
I almost fell asleep when the violinist was playing her solo piece. her 1 song is i dunno, 10 minutes? my brains were rotting from the inside by then. though the music was really nice. nice enough to lull me to sleep, thank you, whatever your name is. then the choir team I came with said to go back during the 15 minutes break. and I saw a lengchai! ho ho ho. I got his picture, but it's blur. tsk. no way I'm posting it up. He's MINE! gahahahaha.
oh yea, have I mentioned that I really, absolutely, 100%-ly very very dislike this ms. Tan Elaine's sister's boyfriend? pfft. he's acting like he knows everything. sigh, if he ever marries ms. Shirley Tan, I would feel SOOOOO sorry for Elaine. my apologies, if Elaine thinks he's a good person and not a pain in the anywhere-you-can-think-of.
yeah.
every recess now going for prayer meeting. suits my tastebuds well, I don't usually eat anyway. sigh, I hope there's SU this friday. for some reasons or another. (: till then, I need to find informations for my oral test.
infinite Xs and Os.
praise the Lord!
20080703
moulin rouge
it's a musical . on the outside it's just another stupid cheesy lovey-dovey sing song movie. *sob* but it's soooooo nice i tell you. I'd watch it over and over and over and over again. willingly. it made me cry so much T-T even more than 1 litre of tears did ! zomg. now, you don't find me crying most of the time. so go watch! I prompt you to.
it's starring Nicole Kidman as Satine ; Ewan McGregor as Christian .
if you're giving me stupid excuses such as 'go where and watch worr?' or 'you send to me lah~' then darling, give me your stupid CD or pendrive. I'll gladly transfer it for you. Cause it rocks! yeeaahh~
ok I'm done blabbering. back to homework! yeahh. v^^