speaking of it,

I'm blogging twice in a day again. it's cheating, I know, as Yvonne says.

but this is vital information. I know why I'm being extraordinarily emo today already. it is because my uncle had passed away today. am I close to him? well, we were good friends when I was small .. my first memory of him is that he helped me tied plaits and even took a picture of me. the picture's in my grandma's house now.

now my memory of him stays like this : thick specs, weird grin, ah-pek hair-do and constantly saying 'cool' with a thumbs-up sign.

and when I start to miss him, I can always go to the disciplinary room in SMK Sri Sentosa and find that teacher that resembles my uncle. a lot.

".. so I'll dance with Cinderella
while she is here in my arms .."

cherish and appreciate those beside you before it's too late, before your words or feelings couldn't reach them anymore.

I would like to say, I do, very very much appreciate you all friends that had seen more of my face than my thoughts. including You who ignores me, You know who You are and I know who You are. including friends I don't speak to much anymore, like friends that had migrated to Penang and enjoy all the good food without me. including friends that I had known through friends. including friends that are long lost. and of course, including you suckers that see me until jelat already. all of you play an important part in my monotonous and weird life that I thank God for.

God is good, all the time. Amen. (:

where do I hide?

She particularly ignored Me completely when I said 'hello' and not even that, She rolled her eyes at Me like I'm some kind of useless crap that's not worth Her attention. it could've been just my imagination and I might've spoken too softly for the human ears to have caught the frequency of my voice. but 'could have' is an undetermined phrase. it isn't the first time, btw. it isn't I who doesn't wants to speak to Her, it really isn't. somehow, I just wonder if She had ever treated me as a friend. just somehow. and btw, I secretly think She is two-faced. but ahh, without clear evidence what I say wouldn't mean anything now would it? and anyway, I'm not suppose to judge, so OKAY. I'm letting this go. again. for the I dunno how many times already. okay, okay, let go. i'm super great at forgetting stuffs anyways.



forget the emo crap. see, weixing, it has taken effect on me already, seriously lah, stop emoing. btw, I'M NOT A YAKUZA.


oh yeah, I'm on here today not because I'm not emo on my add maths result. I failed my standard. a stinking 43 marks is what I've obtained. but I still Praise the Lord because I'm ahead in my total marks in comparison to Po Chi's. (^-^) I've determined myself to get a better rank than her since last term, so by the looks of it it's coming true. but .. Sejarah and Physics are not here yet, so.. oh well. (:



I'm going off track again!


anyways, I'm actually here to announce that I'll be spending the night on school grounds tomorrow. Pn. Toh said there will be ghosts so I dunno, pray for me? haha. Attending camp means not attending the service in FGA tomorrow night for the assembling of high schools so I don't get to go there and eat free food. I mean, I don't get to bring friends there. bummer, really. but no worries, I'll be praying for the people present so yeah, enjoy yourselves! and bring me some food. :D I doubt whatever I'll be cooking will not create discomfort to my belly anyways.

do you have peace in the storm?

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I believe, that the round fried stuff are tastier than the holey round fried stuff.

Global Warming is affecting Malaysia.

which is bad. seriously

OMG. IT'S SO FRIGGIN' HOT. I've been sweating ever since 8 in the morning which was when I started to stone in class because no teachers were coming in and Seven Ancient Wonders by Matthew Riley rocks! well, in my case it was better than Da Vinci Code. D: I couldn't withstand the deep English words (well, my language is bad, so..) so I gave up after reading about the official meeting with the corpse that started off the mystery but Seven Ancient Wonders is In-ter-res-ting. ahh, but I do think that I'll continue on with Da Vinci Code when I've run out of books to read. (:

anyways, if you've taken the liberty of reading my cBox, you'd have found out that my sister is currently pissed off at me and had apparently, threatened to post up a super sexy picture of myself showing off my huge bouncy stomach. why? because I posted a video of her smashing the guitar and her friend saw it who is currently laughing her head off the video and she dislikes the laughing part. Elaine! you showed your sister the video didn't you!!

deh! I'm going off the track of my main reason of posting.

Ahem.

it's exactly one more month before my birthday. (: tralala. la la la la la la.

oyeah, I didn't got my add maths result yet so I'm not emo and therefore, tadah! I'm blogging! AGAIN! but I got my Chinese though, which was really bad compared to that of the last two terms. GAH. but let's just forget about that. and remember Chemistry is goooooooood.

okay, OKay. I geddit, byebye.

now or never.

miss D : what are you doing here, Troy?
Quek : to sing song.

what do I have to say about this movie?

well, they sing too much. what can I expect out of a musical anyways. and you can sense that a song is coming everytime the background music plays up. watching HSM 3 is like watching a comedy show. literally. what with the beginning when Troy was going to lose the game and suddenly Gabriella stands up from the middle of the crowd and they start singing a duet.

but seriously, the movie makes people want to spend their high school years meaningfully. well, at least it worked for me and it made me want to spend my high school year (left one more miserable year) meaningfully.

OH WELL. no matter what I have to say about the movie, THANK YOU YVONNE! (: I just realised I forgot to say it. LOL. why do I thank her? she belanjaed me watch that movie. (^-^)

I think my finger blocked the flash light. HAHAHAHA.

uhm, I'm sorry you didn't get to see me, you'll get to see me often anyway, with my obsession of myself hiking up inside me these days. (:

OH! oh oh.. I forgot to put this picture up since the last dunno how many posts.

of remembrance to the victory of Spain. ahh, lovely Spain.

SO! next event : receiving results from my badly-taken finals. wish me luck! and I dunno, cross your fingers that I become emo and stop blogging for once? HAHA. I wish you all the best of lucks too. and weixing, stop emoing. reading emo posts makes people emo too. =D

tralala, someone owes me donuts! LOADS and LOADS of donuts! colourful, beautiful, lovely, tasty, mouth watering, fattening donuts.

do you know that hula-hooping for half an hour burns 200 calories? and it strengthens up your abs and ass and legs. :D good exercise! btw, I'm hula-hooping. huahuahua, strong abs. strong abs. strong abs. strong abs. ohh.. you're still here? O._.O

despite it all,

*edit* I don't like my voice the way other people hears it, it's so weird and it makes me sound like I'm trying to be some kind of girly crap, I prefer the voice that I hear better. and yes, that's me trying using Cina accent and failed real badly.

that was what I've used my Deepavali for. and of course, also playing motherload on miniclip. that game is super addictive, mind you. OH! and I got to eat Indian food afterall. (: uh, duhhh?! my-right-beside-me neighbour is an Indian, how could I not taste Indian food?

so anyway, I'm going out later with my whole bunch of crazy friends. that's right, they are MINE. dare you steal them I'm going to .. uh, I'm going to steal all your food! hmph!

:D so before Li Pheng arrives at my house, lemme go mine more ores on martian grounds. motherload!!!

दीपावली

*lies down on the floor with legs kicking in the air*

I WANT TO GO EAT INDIAN FOOD!

oh, ehhe, *erhem* sorry.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

or is it diwali? hmmmmmm.. either way, to all the indians of the world, or rather the indians that I personally know myself : thank you a whole gazillion bunches lot for lightening up my face whenever I stop by for a little talk! all of your senses of humour always seems to be enlighten me. I somehow wonder if it's in the genes of indians. HMMM.. but anyway, no matter you're Hindu or no Hindu, INVITE ME TO YOUR HOUSE LAH! pasti got cook good food right? ^^ riiight? I dah tak tahan Chinese food at home. omg, what with the mee soup everyday. *erhem* yesh, :D. you all very leng chai and leng lui lah. did that do? 0:-)

my neighbourhood.

I'm all sticky and sweaty and itchy now so I'll make this post as short as possible. cross your fingers! ahnyways, John's school friend decided to come over this afternoon and after they got bored of hogging on the laggy laptop, they decided to play badminton. which I had coincidentally urged my mom to go on a match with me on badminton a few seconds ago.

yes, John, I appreciate that you take away the only two miserable racquets in the house. pft.

then I was asked to babysit them to Jalan 4 where the badminton court was situated. so okay, I'll go along. and my mom decided to come along too. so happily we skipped there. OKAY, so we didnt skipped, skipped, it's just a descriptive word. fine, forget about that.

the people that were initially there were kicking football (yeh, on the badminton court) and saw us coming by with our badminton racquets had really pure hearts and decided to let out the court for them and they all went to get their respective racquets from their homes. the gist of it all is that I never knew such community existed before. yeah, these scenes are often portrayed in those reminiscing-childhood-memories Japanese movies but in real life? lock yourself in your room and go online is more practical.

it's really a blessing to see that, really it is! I mean, they are really super friendly, unlike the people up hill .. ... OKAY, so they are friendly too but not friendly in a way that they would ask you to join their activities when they only knew you for like .. um.. let me see.. 5 minutes?

OKAY, whatever. you don't get me. ): anyway, people, relationships, they're God's gift. treasure them, cherish them and you'll never regret. not even when they stab you in the back. seriously.

I owe it.

okay, I know I'm suppose to hide because Jade had threatened to create a mad mob towards me because apparently Shige-sama's doll had disappeared off the surface of the Earth. literally.



BUT, someone by the name of Yvonne the sotong (which don't know that Johor is called 'rou fo' in chinese) had just ringed me up and told me someone disliked my previous post and had also pestered me to post a new post because she's somehow in love with my posts. which I take as a compliment. (: thank you! well, to date, no one had ever said my posts were interesting. and what more, I was always positive that my posts would bore people away. like when I picked out my special weapon to bore Kavilan's friends away, that was classic. oh yeah, so I'm here, posting a new post to make the previous post not so eye catching.



OKAY, I sort of like have a confession to make.



you know the Chemistry Paper 2 test I went in 15 minutes late for? my quiet place was under the big tree.



ok, you still don't get me.



the big tree is where we go for prayers during recess. so I went there, actually THINKING there was prayer that day.



get it?



go run around in quadrilaterals lah, if you don't.



I really think it's magnificent how God works. It's like truly so superly magnificent that it seriously just makes me stand in awe, and it proves that song we sing in services right. 'I stand in awe of You.' That day, I seriously couldn't describe what I felt like when I sat back at my place knowing that I was late for 15 minutes. my hands were numb and I could barely write words at my usual pace. I was all, 'Okay, Lord, so... 15 minutes late, no one showed up at the tree, now I'm here, staring at this blank paper .. my fever is starting to burn up again .. so, OKAY, whatever it is, everything , for Your glory, in Your hands.'



the end of my conversation with God.



I think I really, superly owe it all to Him. Every single penny I have, although I don't really have much, HAHA. every skill I have, everything, what I have now, it was all His in the beginning. so how could I, possibly, ever live a day without thanking Him?



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before my rotting mind forgets all about this thing I would like to post about,

ms. Chuar Yweng Yian!

is that how you spell her name?

SHE ADDS ON TO MY LIST OF CHARACTERS! of my blog posts. and I was so dense! she actually linked me already. so, okay. haha but she's not visiting my blog so.. oh well? I hope she'll come visit and know that I'll be really pleased if she joined us for camp tho! (: so, give it up for Yweng Yian! and pester her to join the Youth Challenge Camp! Elaine too!

my award.

I WANT TO SCREAM AS LOUD AS I CAN! CAUSE ..

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!

why can't the font get any bigger?!
now, I am officially free of exams for the year. AND GUESS WHAT? I think WE really ought to have an outing so that Beh can forget about her results and Yvonne can belanja me the movie I betted with her and Sue Yin can continue to sa po and Karr Man can keep on calling me budak and JingQi can forget about her father's illness for once AND ME! I CAN TAKE VIDEOS OF THE TRIP! bahahaha.

a really interesting story occured today.

After I passed up my Sivik paper and kept all my things in my Kukumalu bag, I headed towards 4a10 because Yvonne said we needed to take a few pictures because we haven't took pictures for a very long time already.

so when I reached there, I was given the honourable duty to head on to 4a8 to call Beh up for the photo taking session because it was she who is left absent from the classroom. EVEN KARR MAN WAS ALREADY THERE. so I went and called her and found out that she was super depressed over her results but she still went up anyway.

so when Yvonne was figuring out how come the timer wasn't giving out any sound, Beh started to shout together with my frail shout that i think no one noticed. anyway, the point is they noticed Beh was shouting like a maniac then Sue Yin said the magic words, 'don't shout so loud, take finish picture only shout.'

her last nerve of holding her tears back broke, and she started crying. and then everyone went out of the room and everyone started hugging and crying together. okay, so when I say everyone, it doesn't includes me, Li Pheng and Sue Yin, geddit? u can run around in triangles if you don't get it. so anyway we went back with Yvonne's phone that acted as a camera saved only two pictures. and guess what! one of the picture is really weird and the other picture is ME ONLY! hahahaha. Yvonne, don't delete my picture ah.

anyway, so here's the gist of my post.

I GOT 81 MARKS FOR MY CHEMISTRY TEST!

uh, I mean the ACTUAL main point is, Beh Beh Beh Beh : although I'm positively sure you're never going to read this but I just hope to say that every exam is your testing ground. testing grounds are for you to trial and error. it's like any other exercises you are doing in your daily life except that you are doing it with another 30 over students. and this time it was harder than before, and you failed to reach your target. but what's wrong in there to fail to reach your target? try harder next time, and if you fail again, then try again! when you're weary, call upon the name of Jesus and He will help you. and guess what's the best part of it all? YOU'RE STUCK WITH US PEOPLE THAT CAN'T GET GOOD GRADES FOR MATHS! so strike on, ms. Warrior of the Lord. we'll be cheering you on. pinky promise! (:

relink!

*erhem*

saya, Rebecca Ng Jia Yiin, umur 15 tahun, 10 bulan dan 23 hari 14 jam dan 13 minit ingin memberitahu dunia yang dikenali sebagai Bumi ini bahawa ...

*drum rolls*

YVONNE YAP MAE-LYNN changed her blog to BLOGGER!

to Yvonne : welcome to blogger! *clap hands* out of your five posts 3 of them is about my tag! I feel so honoured. (: or was it only 2 of them? ahh well, at least you did it. UNLIKE SOMEBODY I KNOW WITH THE NAME WONG CAI LING. hahahahaha.

:P

I was using up the remainder of my brain cells yesterday night to memorize why the Sepanyol(or SPAIN) people came to the East of the world but I had a lovely distraction going on about. on both sides of me. I'm stuck in the middle, listening to this :

playing Panic! At the Disco songs. and listening to my sister that had so conveniently invaded my giant majestic rolling chair singing along with the 'you'll never know what's in your hair' song. (: so, I started fiddling with my phone and I knew exactly then what I must blog about. my sister, and her not-so-very-pleasant-acts when she starts studying.

please give a round of applause for Jocelyn i figured it was only fair for me to link you back (:, the guitar smasher!

well, that's not the only one of her acts of course, but if you know me well enough, you'll understand that I'm too lazy to upload anymore than one video. there's this time when we were eating in a restaurant, and she took the napkin and created origami(s). obscene origami(s), as a matter of fact.

actually, there's so many acts that she had carried out before I started to note that such acts are going to be carried out for a long while and started recording for proof to show to her future husband/daughters/sons. :D

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sigh, I got only 39 marks for my story on an unexpected trip. I should have gotten worst. because my spelling mistakes were sprawled all over the paper and the teacher didn't even noticed. HA!

scrap all of that, I'm going to show you guys a few pictures.

my drawing version of my little brave act.

I'm quite a demure person actually. *halo starts glowing above head*

sigh, I'm eating too much these days. must blame on my maid that cooks too good food. we had tempe the food, not the place in Arizona(fried soya bean) yesterday, fried together with sambal and tofu; i tell you, it was the best food I've ever tasted, pisang goreng aside. chips can come third. seriously, I think the potato chips these days have too much flavouring.

fuh. guess what? the fever from a very long time since had yet decided to leave me in peace. now I'm stuck, in the middle of the raining season, wearing a sweater everyday, feeling as hot as ever. (: and as cold as the rain. I've merged with the fire. click if you wanna know about fire.

*erhem* are you ready? (: .. are you really ready?

truly, honestly, whole-heartedly ready? :D cause if you aren't, you could die of heart-attack.

warming up my face muscles.

byebye (:

RM 5.70 w/o tax.

whee~ I'm back again!

this time with another really sad story to tell. well, at least for me it's really sad. what's sadder than to lose money for an ATM machine in a fast-food restaurant?

so the story goes like this.

sis : *points at my mom* she don't
believe me there's an ATM machine in KFC!
me : what? which KFC?
sis : there the Kuchai one ah..
me : oh, you mean the place where all the people from
Sentosa with nothing to do hangs out after school?
sis : yeah la, the one gabung together with Pizza Hut
one.
me : where got ATM machine?
sis : GOT!
me : don't have la, I don't recall anyway.
sis : got LAH. want to bet?
me : whatever.
sis : mcFlurry ah? (I think mcFlurry is her
drug)
me : I'm not saying anything.
sis : oi, bet la, chicken. i tell you sure got the machine there one.
me : don't have LAH! ok, bet then bet.
sis : *laughs her sinister laugh*
me : huh, I'll bet with you mcFlurry mud pie!

whoa. like super confident lidat. well anyway, since I'm blogging, you obviously know what the outcome is already.

SERIOUSLY lah, who in the world would think of placing an ATM machine in a fast food restaurant? and anyway, why did I even added the two words 'mud pie' behind the word 'mcFlurry'?! it remains a mystery.

hence, I'm going to lose RM5.70 for mcDonalds. also a few more cents to the government.

9 and a half BIG GIANT pisang goreng in exchange for a cup of mcFlurry mud pie. for a miserable small cup of it.

my plan for 2009.

I've just finished reading the Cahaya magazine 38th edition and I noticed how inactive I've been in curricular activities.

guess what my plan is?

I'll elaborate on that at the end of the post.

so anyway, in case you haven't noticed yet, which means you're dense, this is my 2nd post today. and boy do I like posting twice a day. well, that's what happened for the last few days anyway. actually I don't like posting twice a day. it's just that I'm bored to the core and I can't get off the computer because I heart, heart, heart the song Cinderella very much and it's looping over and over again on my media player, therefore, making me ignore how quickly time is passing by and also ignoring the fact that I'm suppose to go read up on what I've missed out throughout the year on maths.

you might think I have some vital information that I must disclose to the world no matter what. but the truth stays the truth, I have nothing but rants all through this post. so you can kindly move your cursor... yes, that's right... move it... up there to the right corner of the screen.... do you see the 'x' red colour thing?... yes.. move your cursor over there... and press it!

anyway, I'm going to stalk every photo taking session next year. and I'll appear like a glitch in every picture! YES!

crap, I'm really bored. when is this exam period going to end?!

new song

sue me for updating too much! or I'll end up sueing myself. which is sad. really. seriously.

so if you've came and visited my blog and stayed long enough for the song to start loading, you'd have noticed I changed the song. it's not really my fault, actually. the player stopped functioning since godknowswhen and I was too lazy to upload it to a website that loads slowly. for example : imeem. explains why my friendster profile's song is super choppy. they spoiled Haruhi's song!

anyway, so I changed the song. and it is a really nice song. (:

*edit* according to my brother, Mr. Steven Curtis Chapman's daughter passed away in an accident and he turned all emo and wrote the song.
I doubt that piece of info a lot. though his daughter really did passed away. uhm, so after a little bit of reading on his biography and stuff like that, I found out the song is actually about a father and his daughter, about cherishing her when she's around cuz she'll be gone very soon. welp, soon as in getting married off or .. die? O.o I don't really know. but it's meaningful though. so anyway, enjoy!

btw, BM test wasn't so bad, despite the fact that I didn't know what all the words were in BM. neither was BI, except that the teacher wasn't looking around at all when I wanted extra paper so I had to finish my story at the edge of the paper.

anyways, three cheers for maths! I'd love to see how my result turn out after not listening to the teacher for a year. I mean, I didn't finish more than half of the questions in add maths altho I listened in class.

enough of that school stuff. it's making me dull. *sigh* I'm getting all old and sighy, should drink more lemon tea! (:

credits : the music hutch

lyrics:

She spins and she sways to whatever song plays,
Without a care in the world.
And I'm sittin' here wearin' the weight of the world on my shoulders.
It's been a long day and there's still work to do,
She's pulling at me saying "Dad I need you!
There's a ball at the castle and I've been invited

and I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says "Dad, the prom is just one week away,
And I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone
She will be gone.

Well, she came home today
With a ring on her hand
Just glowin' and tellin' us all they had planned
She says "Dad, the wedding's still six months away
but I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy please!"

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
(even one song)
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

tralala~

since I'm online and bored to death, refusing to read anything because tomorrow is essay tests, I might as well type a blog post on this particular day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN HOE!

whoa. this is the first time I update right on the day of the person's birthday. proves how much I hate BM the subject and refuse to study. ha! yes, I'm confident I'll be failing.

so anyway, to Jen Hoe : I'm so uberly glad that you've arrived from Mars safely. Welcome back! well, on your 16th birthday, you shouldn't be online, so if you happen to see this post on the 19th of October, get your ass off the chair and run around in circles! like, HUGE circles! or rather you can teleport yourself to OUG and find someone with the surname starting with 'Wong' and the name ends with 'Ling' :D so anyway, I wish you all the best throughout your 16th year, and I'll give you a new greeting next year. obviously only changing the number. Happy 16th birthday! make sure it's sweet. (:

Elaine tagS.

I actually love Elaine alot, I didn't wanted to tag her. (psssssst! anyone have tags tag me! tag me more!)

The last person to tag you is?
Tan Elaine

What relationship do you have with him/her?
well, you can say I'm her friend. she's mostly the victim of where I shoot my super lame acts/jokes at. and also the victim of when I feel really mean and simply say stuffs. yeah.

Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
- short
- blue shirt blue tie
- outgoing
- creative
- uh, I'll get back on this.

The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you.
tagged me and said it was a revenge. it's very memorable. I'll remember it 100 years from now.

The most memorable thing that he/she has said to you.
said? well, there wasn't anything memorable. ..

If he/she becomes your lover, you will…
flip and die.

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
my life will be a living hell. cause I sit beside her in all three lab classes. so if she ever attempts anything out of evil desire.... thus ends my life. I'll probably be breathing in chlorine gas during chemistry lab, having pendulums threw at me in physics lab, and probably have the ant nest they place in bio lab break on my lap. yeah, livinghell.

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..
don't have to. I'll flip and die remember?

If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is...
I tell her too many lame jokes and tag her too much.

The most desirable thing you want to do to him/her
tag her.

The overall impression of he/her
spectacles. HAHAHA. oops sorry.

How do you think the people around you feel about you?
they probably think I'm crazy. and also they think I'm the person that never cries. uh well, except for yvonne. cuz she witnessed it. twice.

The character for yourself is?
i dunno.. indecisive, yes. what else? i can be quite sweet actually, provided if I ate a whole packet of sweets.

On the contrary , the thing you hate about yourself is?
I'm too lazy.

The most ideal person you want to be is?
JESUS!

Pick a loved one and say something about them
gee this is hard. but I choose Jade! she is green! ah, I mean she is very cool actually. what with her obsession with Shige-sama. and NEWS. she had a super wide vocabulary on English (more than me anyways) and I secretly think she memorises the dictionary.

Ten people to tag
1 Jocelyn Ng Tsing Yie
2 Yvonne Yap Mae-Lynn (really sorry lo, who ask u dun want tell me about ur blog)
3 Alvin Kuan Jik King (wait, there's one more below I'm gonna tag you too!)
4 Ken Ho WeiXing (nah, do survey)
5 (hmmm.. who else?) Wong Sue Yin! (yeah, high five, fire!)
6 Soo Po Chi (I truly doubt you'll be completing this)
7 (how could I miss out) JADE(?)
8 Jen Hoe! (do this tag on your birthday lah)
9 Sheou Jun
10 Jen Ai (lah)

Who is no.2 having relationship with?
Sheng Sheng. I need not say the full name. hahaha.

If no.7 and no.10 were to get together would it be a good thing?
no.

How about no.5 and 8?
haha, I don't know. they never met.

What is number 1 studying for?
STPM. and she wants to go for mechanics. i think.

When was the last time you chatted with them?
everyone of the listed? I'm too lazy to list them all out. with my computer lagging and all.

Is number 4 single?
O.O i have no idea.

Talk about no.2.
YVONNE! oh yvonne, she's who I call sotong. and she had been begging me to go to camp which i find really weird because, hey, it's a camp. just a camp. but for her it's a really helluva camp so okay whatever so i'll go for her camp. anyway, I'm suppose to be talking about HER. ahh yes, she's a good friend.

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Tag #2 (too by Elaine)

RULE # 1
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE#2
Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.


1. Are you in love with a fictional character?
yes, most definitely. (:
.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
have vevery other dream come true?
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3.Whose butt would you like to kick?
T-T Elaine wants to kick my butt.. T-T anyway, I would like to kick my own butt. too lazy.
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4.Do you cry yourself to sleep ?
last time. when I was emo. but I'm all cute and cheerful now! HA HA HA HA HA.
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5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
see, my best friends are all girls .. so, I don't think it'll ever happen.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone.
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7.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
hmm, that's a really tough question. see, I've never really love a mortal being.
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8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
gawk at him all the time. oh sorry, is that rude?
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9.If you were to die in 2 weeks time , what will you do ?
run around in circles. Lol, nah. I'll be around telling everybody how much they had impacted me and make them feel sad about me leaving suddenly. Lol.
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10. Are you a giver or a taker ?
both. :]

I tag Alvin Kuan only. (:

tralala i'm slacking again!

AHHHHHHH!!!! *runs around in cricles*

huh. calm down. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! *runs in more circles*

blah. I hate BM the subject. but I don't mind the language. the language is actually quite interesting, so Elaine, if you're going to kill me (don't tag me with eevon's tag btw) do it before monday please? pretty please? pretty pretty pretty please?

oh wait.

on a second thought, don't kill me. I'm too young to die.

Heroes season 3 is out. I have to watch it first.

don't mind me I'm just bored

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 1507
Name: Rebecca Ng Jia Yiin
Sisters: sister. no 's'. Jocelyn Ng Tsing Yie
Brothers: Joseph(elder) and John(younger)

Shoe size: 4 and 1/2 D:
Height: 157cm D:

where do you live: in a nest. ok fine, I live in a house, happy?

Favourite drinks: uh.. hmm.. ice blended stuff. for example, slushee.
Favourite breakfast: from what I get? leftover pizza

have you everbeen on a plane?: yea.
Swam in the ocean: yeahhh.. and my toe got cut or clipped by a stinking crab.
Fallen asleep at school: yup.
Broken someone's heart: HAHA. i dunno. O.o
Fell off your chair: yes.. ... during standard 6. I can't forget that fat guy that pulledd his table away so that I'll fall down faster. oh yeah, screw him.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no
Saved e-mails: no. wait , yea.

What is your room like: cozy and dark and comfortable for a cold cold day. like now.
What's right beside you: a tin of keropok

the last thing you ate: keropok?
Ever had chicken pox: yeah
Sore throat: yeah. D:
Stitches: nope~
Broken nose: nopedy nopedy nope.

Do you believe in love at first sight: i dunno, they used it too much in the movies. even if I used to believe it, i dun believe it now.
Like picnics: YAH~ picnics often involves sandwiches. and sandwiches are fun!

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Myself. up the stairs to the music blasting through the monitor.
Last made you smile: Jade's post. :D
You last yelled at: gee.. I don't know. my temper's kinda great lately.

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: duh? I talk to people I like everyday.
Kiss anyone: no
Get sick: yeaa. during add maths. my fever's not gone completely yet. bummer sial.
Talk to an ex: what ex?
Miss someone: oh, yes. very much.
Eat: yeaaah.

Best feeling in the world: the little tingly feeling when I talk to God. (okay, I don't sound "spiritual" at all k.)
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yeah. kind of like forced to?
What's under your bed: my collection of my drawings, dust bunnies, revision exercise books.
Who do you really hate: no one i know of. wait.. daniel lee.

What time is it now? : 1523

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: yeah. evan. it's like i'm having a crush on a fictional character. THIS SUCKS.
Do you have any siblings: my sister and 2 brothers.
Do you want children: uh.. i don't know?
Do you smile often: too often. well, not when no one's around of course .. ... maybe I do.. O.o
Do you like your hand-writing: oh, yes! defintely. (: people love them too.

Are your toe nails painted: nope.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: I rather sleep on any bed.
What color shirt are you wearing now: green! with the Laos sign.
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: watching sorry, i love you on 8tv.

I can't wait till: the promised harvest is fulfilled in my school!
Are you a friendly person: me? I would bore you to death. just like what I did with Kavilan's friends.
Do you have any pets: yea. fishes.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: in a story book? HAHAHAHAHA. God, this is really sad.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: i can't remember who was last.

Do you sleep with the TV on?: yeah in the afternoons.
What are you doing right now?: swallowing keropok. and typing
Have you ever crawled through a window?: plenty a times! when the desktop was still in the 'computer room'
Can you handle the truth?: hmm. sure.
Are you too forgiving?: i dunno.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: .. equally?

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: the actor/actress acting in the movie I was stalking crunchyroll to watch. 'Madeleine' I think the name of the movie was.
How many people can you say you've really loved?: people that are close.. uh.. more than 5.

Do you eat healthy?: nope.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: No ex...
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yeah
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: the pillow. I somehow really pity it.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: loud to myself. very quiet to the world.
Are you confident?: not that I know about it.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. mourning over why my mom and dad always left me for my younger brother
2. watching videos of some weird girl singing.
3. drawing
4. My graduation (kindergarten) performance
5. anticipating standard 1.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. find out why in the world I didn't know how to do my add maths.
2. study
3. quiet time
4. rob my John out of whatever he has
5. laugh at Ken Ho weixing's laziness

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. pisang goreng
2. keropok
3. sushi
4. donut
5. potato chips

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. buy all the worth-it DVDs in the world
2. buy Alvin his long-waited birthday present. HAHAHA.
3. fly to China every winter to stare at the guards' uniform
4. like, find some way to get me richer
5. give tithes.

5 of my bad habits:
1. can't stop eating! O.O
2. yea, lazy.
3. letting idiot boxes suck on my mentality.
4. don't keep promises
5. too judgemental?

5 places I have lived in:
1. Tan Yew Lai
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -

5 jobs I've had:
1. help my mom and her friend to type the workbook. i got paid! it's a job.. right?
2. complete chores. once upon a very long time ago. i got paid too
3. sell stuff in koperasi. paid also
4. take care of my brother. well, i got paid with a meal..
5. draw for some people. got paid by them saying 'wa! very nice!'

5 people I tag:
1. Tan Elaine. HAHAHAHAHA.
2. Tsui Ling
3. Cai Ling
4. yvonne? xD
5. Evan. uhh, I mean Jen Hoe. go update about your trip to Mars la.

time to glorify Him.

before I forget,

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY, QUEK JU FENG!!

to ah feng/quek/ah quek/oi/wei/eh : I really need you to stop singing your so called-masterpiece about my kononnye name whenever you see me. ha...... .. .... yes! btw, you should go get a girlfriend already since you're 16 and you're crazy. so, happy birthday AGAIN. I really don't remember what present you gave me.. .... hmmmm.. oh well, enjoy being 16! and old!

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so forget about getting good grades, my life is going downhill, starting point : yesterday 2pm when I went to my bed, lie down, and pigged.

well, I was kinda hype about imbang-ing all my accounts (lembaran, dokumen etc.), and I lost 5 hours of sleep the night before because I was finishing 'bloom'; thank you Jade.(: (Evan is way better than Dave would ever be, btw) *erhem* so anyway, I slept through the whole afternoon, went for tuition, then supper, then did i dunno.. half a question of add maths(?) then said, 'ahhhh.. I'll wake up at 2am and finish up my revision'

yeahhhh..

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anyway, I think I failed add maths. never mind BM which I'm pretty sure I'll fail again. again. maybe I'll add another again next year 1st term. welp, I better go start studying what's left of my horrible finals. D: I'm not studying enough D:

but ahhh. I'll really make sure I study starting ... .... now! (:

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wait, wait wait.. wait.

I have a joke to tell! which made me laugh away whenever I remember it. *erhem*

I come from a Christian family, so naturally, at a young age my mom brings
us all to church and stuff like that. When we were small, we attended FGA
Puchong before we attended HSG up the hill there. so, one fine day, when my
elder brother was in the kids' room (so we call it) there's this little kid that
came crawling up to him.. then he grabbed my brother's arm and said with a wierd
grin on his face, 'luncheon meat :D' then he bit my brother's arm.

let go and forget or hold on and cherish?

before I forget,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, TAN ELAINE !!

everyone's turning old but me. ): anyway, to Elaine : thank you a whole bunch lot for being the person that listens to my lame jokes in either Chemistry, Bio or Physics lab! and sometimes even laughing at them. :D thank you for accompanying me when my sister had to stay back. HAHA. like you have a choice? thank you for being the face of the person that I stuck my Kukumalu bag into and shouted 'kukumalu power!' thank you for even wanting to talk to someone as lame as I! (:

heck, thank you for being yourself! happy turning 16~
you can't blame me for not posting yesterday .. I didn't even get to glance at the computer!
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HahahahHAHAHahahaha.

if I ever say I'm going to stop blogging for about a few days or weeks or until something is over, I will never keep my promise. somehow, one way or another. I think it's an unspoken rule to break my promise over the net or something(?). or rather interesting stuffs seems to happen more often between the time of when I make the promise and the deadline of the promise.

for example, the chemistry test.which sticks to my memory like super glue. screw yvonne for laughing at me. ):

huh. anyway, I went for a little tour to 4a10 today during recess. If I say I miss them, it would seem all mushy and ......emo. remember emo. but ah, how long had it been last for us all to be together? I mean, everytime we're going for an outing or anything either a person or three can't go. bummer sial. it's kinda sad, actually.

and now being in different classes and all, crap. it makes me wonder why I stayed in 4a11 and not requested for a change of class somehow. it's all for bio!!(: but honestly speaking, if everything were to go back to last year (when i wasn't so fat.. omg, don't get me started on this.) man, I wouldn't want to miss the chance.

but that would mean repeating a year without God's glory. nah, I choose to move on. (: so, who wants to go out after exams and 'gap zai'? :D

OH my GAAAHHhh!

D: why do stupid things always happen to me??

so anyway,yesterday we had a very enlightening holiday that blew me into pieces because I couldnt finish just reading a file in one whole day. like dua puluh empat jam. one file. cannot finish.

yeah, so I planned to continue on this morning at around 6? but my eyes said screw it LAh.

anyway, I still had chance to study in school. cause exam starts at 8.25am. so whee~ okay. so fine, I've studied what I could and made pretty sure everything goes into my head and stays there. well, at least until paper 2 is over.

yeah. so okay, paper 1 was cool. mmhmm, a little circle here and there. yada yada yada. you know, the type of questions where if you know, you circle, if you don't know, you circle also. yeah. so whee~ paper 1 was over. and it's recess! baha.

so anyway, being all creeped out about paper 2 cuz we need to like describe experiments and draw the set-up and everything and all the equations .. yeah, so I went somewhere quiet to study. alone. with no one around.

gahhaha. here's the funny part.

when the bell marking the end of recess rang, I was like super proud of myself when I reached our examination block, I was all 'whoa, so quiet .. I must be like the first few to reach or sth lidat.. '

then suddenly I saw colourful bags all lined up outside the classrooms. D:

Beh was like calling me happily 'Becca~~' (Beh's taking econ. instead of Chem., and what more.. her class is like when you go up the stairs the first thing you see is her class. you know? good feng shui.)
and I was all.. 'kao shi kai shi liao a? O.o(my eyes were literally like that)' (translation:exam start already a?)
then she went like 'yala!'

and I flew like lightning. D: D: call me lightning girl or something. bah.

i was 15 minutes late. pfft. at least the teacher didn't say 'late come in cannot take exam' huuu. well, what a day to remember. oh yeah, and I did finish all the questions! well, except for the one.. that I don't know what in the world is that.

yeah, well. conclusion is, go and memorise your exam time tables. I seriously hope I don't do that during add maths exam or physics or .. i dunno, biology? fuuhh.

Finals? ^o)

whee~ award me with the best-stalker award! I've sucessfully took not one, but TWO pictures of a so-called hot geek. pffft. anyway, yes. I stalked someone for free. I'm charging next time. D:

I'm down with a fever. and... what am I doing here?

I don't know.

I'm suppose to go study my history now. ..... ..... ... yeah, gives me a reason to stop blogging. PFFT. I just recently found out that I'm super lame. I still can't accept the fact that I stuck my bag in Elaine and Karr Man's faces and practically shouted 'Kukumalu power!' D:

drat. anyone knows how to cure blisters? those that grows in your mouth .. no, I'm not going to gargle/swallow any salt.. so forget it if you're telling me to have anything to do with salt.

ahh. guess I'll go catch that TV series now.. ..... .. . .. anyone knows where to get the full episode of the 2006 Return of the Condor Heroes tell me, please. (: I have the weird urge to watch it again. till then. :D

Selamat Hari Raya!

Selamat Hari Raya! Greetings to all you malay people out there! thank you for amusing me with your .. uh, weird humour? and all of your super fast speaking. I mean, in a minute you lovely people could speak up to 3hundred words! ain't that something? (:

Greetings too to the new month of October! onemonthnearertomybirthday(:

and also, to sad little children such as I, happy revising!

now you may wonder what's with me and my weird starting of the post. Fear not! it shan't be a routine and I shan't, definitely not choose such words for my other posts. This is the influence of watching a 2hours movie of The Series of Unfortunate Events. such beautiful people there, the Beaugaaaahhhlider(?) . that's of course not how it's really spelt, I just can't quite catch their last name. the boy Klaus remembers everything he reads! the elder girl Violet (quite the opposite of Violet from Mr. Wonka's chocolate factory!) creates marvellous inventions and is really bright, I must say. and Sunny! oh, should I start with her? they're just plain lovely!

but yeah, fictional creatures they are.

Now, I shall leave all of you in complete serenity until the whole of Finals end.

till then,
Rebecca.

p/s I find Roald Dahl's books again quite amazing, it's a pity there's just so much.