Ohno Satoshi

uh - I'm suppose to leave this blog to rot till two thousand nine but I decided that leaving 2008 behind w/o an Ohno Satoshi post would be DREADFUL.




go ahead, Jade, laugh! laugh all you like! it's your fault I'm indulged!









it's two more days to a whole brand new year which will fly by like this year or the previous year or the year before the previous year had.

Happy New Year!

it's always a different experience.

let 2009 be a great one (:

uh - Sue Yin tagged me.

first of all, I would like to really say screw chinese. I KNOW! I'M GOING TO DO MY ACCOUNTS HW AFTER THIS OKAY. shuddap. ): n I can't type chinese so wth? i din know tags came in chinese.

幸福套餐 NO。1♥

01 你的綽號 : Becca, Rebecky, Becky, Pikachu!, naughty car (O.O), jia jia yun

02 年齡 : 16岁

03 生日 : 11月29日
04 星座 : Saggi座 [WHAT! i dun want to spoil the nice chinesy tag]
05 興趣 : drawing, going crazy, annoy people, drawing, fantasise about .. [i'll leave that to your imagination]
06 專長 : none.




幸福套餐 NO。2♥

01 你有沒有喜歡的人? : i like everybody
02 是否在交往? : 否。
03 現在幸福嗎? : 幸福!
04 如果上天給你勇氣，最想做什麽事? : wear a bikini in a negative 1 degree celcius weather.
05 如果有天, 你愛的人跟你告白的話? : beat him up. [no, seriously I will]



幸福套餐 NO。3♥

01 點你的人是: sue yin
02 他是你的 : sapo 6 leader
03 他的個性? : HAHAHAHAHAH. uh, she is like the .. unpredictable person. one minute you se her scoring flying As in exams the next minute you see her so invovled with dancing you can blink twice or pinch yourself it's the reality.
04 認識她多久? : 4年了
05 你覺得他怎樣? : very interesting
06 你想對她說什麽 : Hello.



幸福套餐 NO。4♥

01 最愛的節目 : Teach me, Arashi! [HAHAHAHAH]
02 最愛的音樂 : -
03 最愛的季節 : Spring
05 最愛的人 : -
06 最愛的顔色 : soft purple?
07 最愛的國家 : Spain please. Sorry M'sia. ):
08 最愛的天氣 : just before the rain



幸福套餐 NO。5♥

01 如果上天給你三個願望:
a) wisdom
b) power of influence
c) three more wishes

02 你是很專一的人嗎 : nope. zen zen iie.
03 最深刻的回憶? : .. I got nothing
04 你是個很有信心的人嗎? : I suppose, yes.
05 你很愛微笑嗎 : 是的. definitely.

06 如果你要放棄你現在的生活，你願意嗎?: 不愿意！
07 妄想什麽樣的生活 : 現在的生活 would do
08 是否橫刀奪愛才是愛 : 否. 奪回的愛 can never be called love. [i so obviously copied the five words in front!]

uh - byebye?

WHEE.

notice the caps and the full stop.

uh - I've changed the audio there at the sidebar, Sisterhood of Travelling Pants 2's OST. *grins*

I love Tibby - Tibby's full of sarcasm.

I love the 2nd movie! because it's so fake how the plot runs - Okay , forget me. anyway, do download the pirated ver. of it if you like .. romantic, sad, beautiful girls. but if you like/heart sarcasm to the max, go and buy all 4 seasons of Dr. House. (:

moving on -

Youth '09 is heeeeeeeeeereeee! go get your passes and go with meeeee! wait I'll invite you. I just have to sign in that MSN which is so difficult for me to double click on that lousy blue green icon.

100 activities in 3 days is ohmyGodhowcanthishappen-ly awesome okay.

ahh - now I have to finish my account homework because Pn. Toh suddenly msged yesterday and said tuition's today. OH THE LOVE OF ACCOUNTS.

Jade threatened me!

about never seeing Ohno again if I don't post any pictures.
oh well, all the more reasons to disclose what I've been unhealthily up to in Phuket.

seriously, I gained too much excess fat. I'm sorta trying to achieve walking 10k steps a day now but it's not working - House marathon you see. but now that my mom had chased us (me & my sis) off the tv so I'm here stealing John's pc time. and meanwhile waiting for House marathon to continue on its pace again. that series is adding on more sarcasm to my speeches. yuck.

one really cute kid that can't get off the hapiness of kicking my seat on the airplane.

my sister & the famous crabs. tadah!

on the way to Phi Phi (fifi) island.

we looked thrilled don't we?
don't be fooled. we're just plain gay that's all.

oh btw, Pancake here says welcome to Phuket. She's apparently the most beautiful woman you can find in Thailand, so the driver said. he was pretty boastful about her. especially with her name, he mentioned it SO MANY TIMES.

Simpson Fish (what Joseph calls it). watching it's eyes move is seriously entertaining. despite the fact that it's also quite very weird in other aspects , like for example : blue lips.

we heart skeletons.

the bigger one's a whale and the smaller one's a dugong. a DUGONG.

mom & dad ditched us for a 800baht/person elephant ride while we went to watch a guy show his affections towards a cobrall. or was it a python? i don't recall.

where we had another round of yummy seafood.

one beach we went to. it's a shame they don't go topless here.

lousy sea hawk looks cooler than me. I earned 50 bahts for having the ****s to take picture with a meat eating creature. which is the same amounts of bahts I used to buy a book. a very scary book that swears too much.

our final night in Phuket main town and boy was I gay touching that hippy pink scooter!

we love Star Movies.

and welcome to Patong Beach!which is where Joseph met a new friend because of the book he was holding. great way to know new people huh?

and where also he staked our lives on the go-kart. nice unforgetable memory.

FantaSea!

International buffet dinner

my new friends. meet Froggy (I haven't officially named it yet) the pink frog and Mr. Jellyfish! They looks thrilled with me! whee~

ms. Peacock. that's not her real name.

anyway, I have a joke to share.

we saw white python, white peacock, white birds, white hall - so my mom asked me ,'why is everything white?'

I thought the Q was pointless so I ignored her so she asked again.

this time, a cranky over 20s guy answered her ,'they painted them white.' with a v serious face.

my mom went all big eyed and asked, 'even the animals?' oh how we love her tone of voice that is full of wonder tone.

then that cranky dude replied seriously, 'yes.' and turned away giggling to his friends.

the palace of the Elephants. that's what they wrote there at the sign - well anyway, there's where we quarterly doze off, half watched, and quarterly whoa-ed at the performances.

where we returned to to sleep. nice place - just no Star Movies.

John was indulged in making his hard sand ball the next morning over at Patong Beach that he didn't even bothered when I threw a soft sand ball at him.

another beach which the name I can't recall.

the last meal we had in Phuket Island. it was like so tall up , we were at the same height with the buzzing scarily in amount wires.

TADAH! end of Phuket trip.
I get to see Ohno now right? riiiiight??

don't ya'll just love leaving your hws till the end to finish?

I went to Elaine's blog and this I find.

Time: 2251
Name: Rebecca Ng Jia Yiin
Age/Birthday: 16/20 Nov 1992
School: SMK Sri Sentosa
Elder sisters: one in number.

Younger sisters: -
Elder Brothers: one in number
Younger brothers: one in number
Favourite liquids[drinks]: iced lemon tea?
Favourite consumables[food]: fruits?

Favourite place to sleep: -
Flying?: yes, I wish to have wings.
Swimming/Diving?: diving.

How much friends in MSN?: how many friends are in your MSN contact list . is that what you were asking?
Couple?: what couple?
Loved ones?: oh - you mean in MSN? I DON'T GET YOU.

Get kicked on the butt: do I want to, you mean? obviously no.
Allergic?: to what, you mean? seafood a little I guess. I'm perfectly fine other than that.
Gastric?: what about gastric? it's a situation where your stomach has a hole in it I know.

Whole fortune: HUH ?
Age of marriage?: I'm not a fortune teller/prophet
Children wanted?: I never want to get married.
Age of death?: what? do you think anyone replying this crap is possibly dead?
Animals in house?: fish, lizard, roaches, flies, sometimes cats & frogs/toads
Longest fingernail ever kept: .. ?
Wanted birthday present : a punchbag

Q: In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?
A: get me out of the dream.

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1. What’s your ambition?
architect/doctor/vet - anything I like.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
everyone is ewually important. don't be bias.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
I don't.
I'm not as emo as that.

4.What if you found out that your wife/husband is having an affair ?
if I have one, I would walk straight up to that bugger and slap him in the face then ask from an explanation. when he starts explaining I'll walk out of the house and stay in a 5 star hotel using his cred card to swipe. I'll most prob hook up another Spanish dude too. and I'll phone Jade with my ever so canggih handphone and wail and cry until she don't understand a word I'm saying . then I'll post up hate letters all over the net.

5. How many babies you want?
I dun wanna get married.

6. Want to watch "The Day The Earth Still Stood Still"?
what for? comedy beat thriller hands down.

7. What do you think will be your greatest downfall?
look in the mirror one day and say, 'GOD! I AM FAT!'

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
absolutely.

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you? (List 10)
wth for to list out? there'll be no one as a perfect bf. unless if he's God.

10.What feeling do you love most?
that tingly feeling .. go read my previous tags. one of it should have the ans to this.

11. What are your bad habits?
are? I swear when I tell myself not to anymore, I eat junk when I know I'm turning into a pig,

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
people who hate me? well, thank God idk who you are. whatever lah, go post hate letters or anything you want. if you really hate me, I somehow don't know of your existence. so - why don't you show yourself a little? just a tiny little bit.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
I doubt anyone would.

14. What do you hate most in others?
I can't hate what they are. they are who they are who am I to hate it? I SUCK IF I HATE IT. and I do suck.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
a spoon.

16. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
please don't make me flail like I do with just looking at Ohno's pic.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
completely emo till nothing to say else.

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
bought a very cool earring

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
twenty six. I'll be hot. & it'll be very irony if I look like a fat pig then.

20. What is something you will never regret doing?
do a bungy jump/spend more time with my family/sharing about Christ/watch a comedy.
there's just so many things.

..mas! merry - mas. Christmas.

GOD. I'm emo-ing.
everyone's greeting merry christmas here there whatever everywhere. but do they even really mean it? it's so sad. it's so sad that I cried listening to 'I will be around' by Nick something. yes seriously. and my mom said 'stop being so sensitive lah.'

repeat after my words,

assuming makes an ass out of u & me.
that's assume.

but that song by Nick something is seriously nice. uh - I think I "discovered" it while watching Disney in my aunt's house but none of you viruses in the net that speeds past my page would even stop by to read would like to know.

except Jade who continuously stalks my blog to see if I've replied her spams. she's not a virus. whatever.

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on a happier note,

Ohno is driving me crazy. I CAN'T STOP SAYING '.. se, no - gomene!' or I keep remembering 'YOU! kekkon-suru!'

it's all that sleepover with Jade's fault.

well, she took this whole bunch of CDs & DVDs over which we din get to finish watching. man - I suck! I din got any stuffs for her to watch , except Code Blue which is from Alvin. so it's technically not mine either.

must go Jdrama hunt when I stop being emo about my excess fat.

but anyway,
Jadee-chan! right I should stop acting cute.

honto wa arigatou gozaimasu for coming over and sleep on my pokey pokey bed sheet. seriously don't you think the bed sheet is super yuck? & superly gomen Shige doll numbah 2 is nowhere to be seen + the forgetful brain of mine that forgot to give you the super cool star shaped keychain from the ever so lovely Phuket. had you saw yamapi cried yet? it's sad. very very very sad. anyway, love you loads! wth I should just reply your spams. kurisumasu omedeto gozaimasu!

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uh - if someone by the name Cai Ling happen to be reading this,
GOD I'M SORRY LOL.

anyway I suck at baking cakes so wth you shouldn't ask me to bake anything for you so therefore if I don't make one it'll be saving you from dumping it OUT of your house. *grins stupidly*

oh okay. gomen. hontoni gomen. (- A -)

should I bring you a small tiny little ball shaped thing I call a cake along with your easily breakable plate to school on 5th Jan? I shall if you don't find a way to reply me. sms, cBox, neopets - anything lah. just don't phone me. I will not pick the phone up.

happy very belated birthday !
how was your birthday anyways?

see you in school! and uh , let's hope you don't slack off like you did this year next year. let's hope I don't either so I can motivate you! and you can motivate me! and we shall score all As in SPM! yeah right.

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my new year's resolution :
- make excess fat disappear completely
- save as much money as possible
- hunt for Jdramas
- study like some evil genius crap
- drink 8 glasses of water a day for at least a week
- make sure I watch every funny movies throughout the year

right I'm pissed off now. SHIT. FAAAAHHHHHHHHH-huk. I shoudn't swear. at least properly I shouldnt.

blog again in two thousand nine.
screw mood swings.

pathetic loser

is me.
I'm not wallowing up in self pity or anything so shut up about it's in the mind or whatever crap you're about to give me.

even the classic 'are you OK?' would seriously tick me off too. man I should really just private away my blog or something. I suck.

by the way, I'm distancing myself from the outside world as because I've came to realise the cold hard truth that it's a dangerous world out there and anything might hurt me. even a tiny speckle of dust. which means you won't find me on msn from day to night & I've came to realise I could live on w/o neopets -- Sorry neofriends! though I'll really miss them guys. .-. they have the coolest imagination powers overpowering my dad's.

and I'm afraid of phones now already due to some very pathetic reasons that I do not wish to disclose to my fellow Earthlings.

announcement close.

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Thai was AMAZING SUPERB WONDERFUL COOL HOT BEACHY SUNNY COLOURFUL BOOBY TUK-TUK-Y MULTILINGUALLY FUNNY AWESOME & most of all a very great holiday w my family.

I kept on going 'ahhh~' at everyone I heard spoke in Japanese. LOL & I prob ticked my sis off by saying 'itadakimasu~' before every meal. she says her friend (yw) does that too in her recent trip to penang.

I've got loadsa stuffs! and I'm a lucky jinx (my sis got the words together idk what it means) cos I won a pink frog stuffed toy in Fantasea [the hugest happening (ughh why am I using this word?) thing in Phuket so I was informed] the first game I played while the others got absolutely nothingness. yes, I am proud.

got conned into buying a cloth like earring which to idk what clothes to match it now. but the other is just simply awesome cos I chose the awesome one.

I've had too much seafood throughout the trip that my lips swelled up & cracked. and my mom blamed me for it! they've got the freshest tastiest seafood you can ever find. esp the crabs they were awesome - my sis kept on eating it though she had blisters all over her feet and puss kept coming out. yuck.

the most life treatening moment would be on a go-kart with my beloved elder brother. we almost overturned and died if had he not stepped on the brake earlier and let go off the accelerator and if the slope were to be steeper. I have a vid to prove it ! but ya'll won't be that mean and evil and so much of a sadist to wanna watch it riiight?

the beaches were evilly beautiful. the sand at Pahtong beach were shiny! yuck! and there were dead lalas all with colourful shells spread out all over the beach there and they looked like butterflies and with the shiny sand it was as if they were meant to be there. evil is deceiving.

I wanted to have my hair braided like the Africans but my mom said they were against the school rules & thus no braided hair here. school rules are bummer. I'm having my hair braided the next time I go. and I'm def. going for catapult bungy jump & tarzan's jungle bungy idc how many butts -- sorry I meant bahts I need to go on it. I like the idea of being shot into the air by a giant catapult and hanging over 60m off land/sea.

shopping there is like war. haggle till you die! managed to get souvenirs for speacially YOU , YOU , You, YOU & you. oh, and YOU also. but I doubt there'll be enough for my nasty friends that befriend you when there's good thing and turns their back against you when there's a sitch. oh well, they suck & I suck too anyway. so we're equal.

oh yes, there is an absolute must in visiting fantasea btw but it'd bore you to death if you were a boring old crap that doorknobs don't amuse you. doorknobs are fascintating. it's amazing how many different types of doorknobs there are.

will keep updating throughout 2009 in my daily posts if I remember any of the things from phuket.

I love phuket. I love thailand. I love thai slang. I love how the girls there are such sluts they make me feel better.

grow up, kid.

i've GOT to catch up on my school works, they've all left my mind! /
after I come back from Thai. (:
I'm going to Thai tomorrow! which means the missing of pemberian Anugerah ARP - ugh - I really wanted that anugerah!
maybe I'll still get it w/o attending?

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so I've got something to say here , if you can't have things go your way, live with it. move on. it's not the end of the world! if you can't move on, WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU?!? you don't really think the Earth spins around you right? you can't expect EVERYONE to do EVERYTHING YOU like.

me have been pissed off since ytd night.
and me not really pissed off anymore now but wth, grow up!

accept the cold hardy-har-har truth in your face and start celebrating already. Changes are the only constant thing now, haven't you heard? Cherish what you have now and forget the memories of yesterday. It ain't no good 'ole days now anymore.

if you're wondering who I'm referring this three paragraphs to , think hard - it's not that hard to know who I'm referring to.

the truth stays the truth and you can't change the truth.

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Mag & Zoe came over today -- my cousins (aunt Lee's daughters) -- which Joseph thinks their vocabulary only consist of the word 'stupid' .

They are :
1. stuck together. not literally but yeah , still.
2. show offs.
3. my cousins.
4. too loud
5. in loooove with taiwanese dramas which are pufff. yuck eew. for exp : smiling pasta.

OK I know i watched it before too but I was young & stupid. and when I was young & stupid many things I did had not passed through my big brain.

but I must admit Zoe is turning into a rather beautiful young lad. and wth, she's tiny for a 7 yr old! or is she 8? I stil rmb her as a baby when my dad had her name screwed up and asked aunt Lee, 'what?! her name's Zoro?!?'

that totally made me laugh like crap.

WE WENT TO THE ZOO!
cuz my dad had a meeting there to see the aquarium.

& I babysitted them + John. I'm glad at least Mag knows how to take care of her younger sis. and they listens to me! like I'm a super cool big sis wth bah pew puff. right.

you know like when there's a more knowledgable person in present and you scolded someone unintentionally then the K (knowledgable) person said something else in differ then you'll shut up about it because you know the K person spoke sth that's correct n u did wrong?

yeah, me is the K person & Mag is you. LOL!

I am officially a very cool & K person. yes I am showing off here. YOU BLOW ISIT!?
Ohh snowager time. wait for my souvenirs from Thai! (:

it's me. it's always me.

it's forever me. that's where we should change.

my post has nothing to do with the above. LOL

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many many random stuffs had happened .

but I am going to dedicate this post to my dad. for making me laugh, for making my day crazily funny, for giving me extra money all the time, for providing me food, for being dad.

for that, I'm going to share with you all very interesting stories of my dad.

one morning, I was all sleepy when I went into my parent's room for d
bathroom , wash up and stuff, den I smelled smoke -
me : hmm, I smell something burning.
dad : there's nothing burning here, must be from outside.
me : but I think it came from here .
dad : oh, then its probably your mom's face.
me : what? O.O
dad : yeah la! she always put on the cream n everything *imitate my mom
applying cream*

the next , happened just yesterday during my mom's b'day celebration.

dad : there's a surprise for you ! (super excited tone)
mom : why the cake taste like gas one?
dad : that's the surprise!

I must state down that that is not all there is to his weird little humour. like, for example :

when we were waiting for the food to arrive in the hawker centre, my sister
was playing with her phone which was gifted to her by my dad.
my dad, as bored as he always is, spotted her playing the phone and
commented,
'wah! your phone so cool and nice one! who give you one ah?'

then there is one that gets to me always:

dad : so, Joseph, how many As you wanna get for your SPM?
Joseph : I don't know - but definitely more than her *points to my
sister*
dad : haha, okay la I tell you what - if you get more As than your sister,
I'll give you roasted wild boar.

I was IT.

click here, then search for your answer and copy and paste down the first meaning stated! (:

1) Your name?
→ Rebecca

The name Rebecca origionated from the daughter of Goddess of Beauty! She wanted to bring one and only beauty to brighten the world and she decided to name her REBECCA, the Shining Star!

THANK YOU URBAN DICTIONARY!

2) Your age?

→ sixteen

Most commonly referred to someone's age. It is said to be one's "Prime," age, where they look/shine/feel their best. Sixteen is the age where you get multitudes of exciting privileges such as quickie-driviers' license, get a decent job (Host/hostess,) and you're no longer at the very "bottom" of highschool.

3) One of your Friends

→ Yvonne

you are amazing,rad, scene,

4) What should you be doing?

→ Sleeping

To masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in.

RIGHT. should have typed watching dramas instead. ):

5) Favorite color?

→ white

Contrary to popular belief the word "white" is not a racial comment or slur.

6) Birth place?

→ Assunta

isn't defined yet.

7) Month of your birthday?

→ November

The most popular form of rain when getting married to a hot and sexy rockstar.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! *cant stop laughing*

8) Last person you talked to?

→ Jospeh

A man's man.Extremely Awesome.

so the opposite of who I was talking to. xD

9) What did you last drink?

→ tea

A drug stereotypically popular in England. Comes from India or China. Sold in brightly coloured boxes advertising its healthy properties. Highly addictive. Massive advertising campaigns on TV and billboards.
Responsible for the Britiah Empire, but superceded by coffee in the American Empire, due to coffee's more intense hit. Universally drunk by English people.
The best way to drink it is in a mug, with milk and two sugars. Some people only have one, but that's just being in denial. Two sugars or none, that's my motto. Or even worse, one and a half. Come on, who are you fooling? Some people get really kinky and drink it BLACK. NO milk, NO sugar, NO hope. No way. Simply Wrong.

I would recommend undertaking tea addiction. Luckily it is available at every corner store, at very reasonable prices. You may have seen adverts on TV, e.g. "Yorkshire Tea.. the way tea USED to be." Yeah, back in the days before the evil American Empire. When it was the British Empire instead.Tea is one of the best things ever, I love it. I'm drinking it now.

ookayyy..

10) Your nickname?

→ Becky, Pikachu, Rebecky, Becca

Becky - Any White woman I never knew I was
Pikachu - fat-assed yellow wombat D:
Rebecky - a combination of the names becky and rebecca. she is a cool, popular, pretty, fun, girl and loves panda's for some strange reason I do not love pandas
Becca - to be hit in the face with an artificial penis I'm ultimately dumb-founded

You're IT!
1. Elaine
2. Elaine
3. Elaine
4. Elaine
5. Elaine

LA LA LA LA LA I'M NOT LISTENING!

it's the pissiest day of my pissed off life today. WTH! does the word pissiest exist anyway? I just feel emo. the end. and I get frustrated over the slightest things. for example, my aunt giving me a jambu air. I said no, I don't want it. and she barged right into my little watching movie world and poke the plate in my face. so I'm pissed off. but I'm staying in her house tonight so I can't be anymore pissed off than I am now if not I'll have the car to myself for the night.

I'm in Bekok, Johor.

saving the world.

I mean I'm stuck here with nothing to do except for sms-ing with my lousy RM5.oo ++ left cred and watch Bruce Almighty/liar liar on laptop over n over again. Oh yeah! I can admire myself in the mirror too. but I got my hair trimmed and I'm not happy with it because this is the pissiest day of my pissed off life so I can't admire anything.

the joy of the Spirit. the.joy.of.the.Spirit.

guh. I'm so friggin pissed off at myself now. WTH CANT I JUST BE THAT STUPID PERKY HUGE SMILE LOUSY ALWAYS HAPPY GIRL NEXT DOOR! geeeeez. even though if it means everybody think I'm having a fake smile. I don't like being pissed off. my sis was pissed off this whole morning and I KNOW how friggin much I feel like punching her in the face so I can't be pissed off if not I'll have a punch landed on my face.

right. should stop typing and go sleep. BUT IT'S NINE THIRTY! should stalk on the astro then. YES THEY HAVE ASTRO HERE !

sorry cBox spammer (directly pointing towards Jade Yeap Xue Bing) I can't reply your spam msgs. ): because I'm on someone else's pc and I DON'T WANT TO PISS HIM OFF. which I think I already did. because I said hello but he didnt hear and I think he's thinking 'wth this girl is here in my house n she din even call me waht she think she is like my boss ar even my boss dun treat me like this wait i dun even hv a boss!'

yeah. screw me with my super idiotic tiny voice. WHY CAN'T ANYONE HEAR ME?!! the first time i say a sentence that is. see I'm super pissed off by myself.

gah. should stop rant. OMG I NEED TO GO TO THE LIBRARY ASAP NEED BOOKS SO BADLY ROTTING IN FRONT PC EVERYDAY NOTHING ELSE TO DO ANYMORE. the gift the gift the gift the gift the gift the gift the gift the gift the gift the gift the gift . I;m soo friggin unproductive. I should just go for a job hunt or something or maybe I should stick to myself and watch papa to musume nanokakan over n over again! SCREW CODE BLUE DISC 2 WTH WHY WONT IT LOAD!!

o right. ytd I went for SU farewell party which was super fail. will blog about it if no moss grew on me already.

self-raising flour cookies

GUH! my mind is failing me completely. I forgot to blog about Jade's lovely cooooookies! well, she gave them to prove she actually made them and they sucked.

so I went home opened up the super cute wrapping and look at it. riight. it doesn't looks bad at all.. then I ate it.

okay. you probably expected something bad to happen here but NO! it was nice - guh. I've tasted harder cookies. D: and wth! even my elder brother said it was nice. Joseph. giving a compliment. I'd better off believing the sun burnt off whatever the closest planet to sun is.

now, I wonder what is good to Jadeee then if that sucked? hmmmm ...

my weird sixteen

sometimes you just can't help but feel left out no matter how away from the truth it is. just a part of life you can't avoid - people, afterall is selfish in nature.

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my 16th birthday was hillarious. I spent the whole exact day sitting in front of the computer playing neopets. and ended up getting my mom burst in anger of me doing no house chores and playing games. yeah, she hates computer games.

but I got - a mocha cake from my dad which tastes wonderful. (: and a freezed cheese cake from Cai Ling~ my mom says it's wonderful. and she got herself a second helping which rarely happens.

then I went to MV on Sunday to go meet up with Beh, Cai Ling, JinJin~, Li Pheng, Po Chi & twilight. when which it was supposed to be a birthday celebration but it was more like a normal outing with everyone belanja-ing me stuff. muahaha. like, for example - JinJin bought me donuts. (that memang he owes me nvm) all of them paid for my movie ticket. being birthday girl rocks sial. but they all left me alone in MV in the end. just cause I forgot to go get my reload and I got caught up in all the Jdramas/English movies in Speedy n ddecided to search for Hercules. go figure. I decided it was too late to take a bus alone with all the packetted stuff in my hand (donuts, for example) so I called my mom to come pick me up but she said (you crazy ah - come back yourself lah) so I was all emo and started reading books in MPH (and which to my horror discovered The Gift was RM71 ++) so I called my dad and found out he was in PJ and said nvm he can go on with whatever he's doing. then I found Yes, Man! (Jim Carrey movie coming out in this Dec) and started reading when my dad called again and said he'll be coming over to which I said if he comes over I'll give him two donuts!

then he got me back asking me where were my kawan-kawan yg abandoned me completely. and there comes the funny sentence , 'who needs enemies when you have friends like that?' LOL. no offense to those who went that day . xD

YESTERDAY I went out with JADEEE! in IOI. I wanted to check out the new toilet but I still didnt get to see it anyway. and Popular sells The Gift for the same RM71 ++ price too. bummer. then Bolt wasn't on show in IOI so we took the other don't know how many hours to walk and circle around the whole mall. as Jade said, we are one sad couple of a teenagers. we passed by that gold shop that Jade's friend was working in it SO MANY TIMES that the guy probably thought we were stalking him or something like that. HAHAH. classic. (: then the Arashi videos she showed me were so friggin funny - oh Oh I got to borrow a series from her. (: which I thnk she didnt want to part with it because she kept asking me 'you SURE you want it anot? I know you don't want it' I WANT CODE BLUE TT and koizora. xD see, the thing is she went back with me. ((: n i think i recognise the road to her house now.. just that i hv no idea which road to walk on to reach her house. mmhmm.

that's about my sixteenth birthday . OH - going out again tomorrow with me primary school friends and get CODE BLUE! yeaaaaah!

right .

what day is this?!

somewhere is the distant past, I was on a vacation with my family and was very pissed off by my sister so I decided to throw my goggles on the floor but it accidentally hit my sister's head. then my mom was scolding me and was threatening to leave me there alone and I wasn't listening and all that caught my ears were my elder brother's words, 'she think just because it's her birthday she can do what she likes.'

my eyes widened in my head and I thought to myself, 'it's my birthday?' then from that day onwards I vowed to remember everybody's birthday and I can't forget them till today. mine included. ^-^

it's my birthday it's my birthday it's my birthday it's my birthday it's my birthday~ lalalala~

happy happy sixteenth birthday to meeee~

I annoy the crap out of most people~

say some words to make them mad,

then I ignore them like they are some kind of crap~

but still they thought I was a friend

so friends, what the heck you're stuck with me~

no matter what I do promise me you'll stay there like glued -

and sing happy birthday to meee!

JAdeE!, 6B class of 2004, sapo 6, 2a8 class of 2006, 4a11 class of 2008 and my almost forgot me friends in SE - you guys are all where I could feel like we were all family. and it's cool.

and too a million thank yous to my family - papa mummy tsing tsing joseph john - for sharing all sorts of jokes and making life not really that hard to live past afterall although sometimes it really felt like hell at home but it was all okay the next day or sometimes the next week. :D then there are also times when I have my mood swings , thank you for being there so I can slam the door being so friggin sure someone would hear it and get mad at me. muahaha. I will pray whole heartedly for all of your well being . prayers does wonders aye! (:

13 years of memories.
seriously okay, my first memory was my third birthday.
the best had yet to come.
I'll be believing Him for miracles.
and in Him is my safe refuge.

Rebecca in thanks,
signed off.

but only temporarily signing off. (:

my stomach and today

arh,, my stomach. my lovely stomach. my fat-filled stomach. my beautiful n round stomach! why are you hurting this much?!? D:

and i m here waiting for neopia time to jump onto the next day so i can collect my freestuff. how sad can life get more? im sweating cold sweats now n i don think its a gd thing.

weird.

it's been really awfully weird lately.

my aunt and my grandma came over by yesterday. and my dad decided to choose that day to go to Raub and I was irreplaceable at home so my dad gave me the reason why I cant follow him there to check out his cool cool LCD plasma TV and the newly installed Astro. MANN! what a bummer.

then today my mom came home from fetching Joseph and said that my aunt was teaching my grandma to do the chant thing again. what chant thing? well I guess it had something to do with the spirits and everything that the Buddha people do. so I dunno! I was like why would my aunt do that? didn't she knew that my grandma had already made her decision to follow Christ? gadush. and heh my aunt is a good person! she's my garbage enzyme partner and she taught me where to put those nasty star fruits that fall on my backyard.

gadush.

and then there's John who constantly fights with me for the computer. and I obviously beat him hands down in the mornings. the early bird gets the worm! and now he's all competitive on who can hit the shuttlecock most times with the racquet. I've got 51 times! and he went like 53 times! HAHAHA! I'VE GOT 53 AHHHH~ yeah i get it. you beat me by 2 times. GEEEZ, I'll easily beat you back! HAHAHAHAHAHA . . .

ookay.

and then there's my birthday. which I so totally am not happy about except for the part I'm getting my freezed cake by the oh so wonderful cai ling and COOKIES FROM MUAH LOVELY JADE . AND PRESENTS! from my parents. :D they give the swellest presents ever. last year they gave CASH. cha-ching! $-$

and then there's DiGi that reminds me I can get 50% more if I reloaded. yeah. did I mention I am broke? I have only RM2! cancelling away my aunt's present of 50 bux. ka-ching! okay fine so I'm not broke but seriously. I don't know why but DiGi just is weird to be sending me msgs like that.

and then there's my addiction towards neopets . and kou-jong . YYAaaaAAARRGH! I can't get my hands off the mouse!! I have like 150k np now cancelling the 3 laboratory maps I just bought. I mean (in the Abby tone now) what kind of a freak would get that much np in a-what one week? seriously! and I finished the altador plot too, no matter how many times the lousy vaeolus refused to get healed. ohmg. I really have a problem with my head.

oh well, dinner out tonight.
how I love the fact I'm getting food.
had I mentioned I ate back all the 2 kgs from last last camp? LOL. I am a super gigantic muncher!

multi-purpose post!

it's so funny how when people tell me how much they look up to me or how much they wish they were like me. believe me, I'm not bragging. but it's just so weird because I know myself how many things I have that I don't consider as even a quality. I'm still a kid, there are still so many more to learn. I don't understand why would people wish to be like me, it's so funny.

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HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY , WEN LI!

yes yes I know it's going to be mine soon but let me enjoy being young for the time being. uh, HMM. so let's see if you read my blog often enough to read this post. xD to a girl I've known since primary but had never gotten close to. I wonder why people can know a person for so long yet not know the person well. it astounds me sometimes. anyway! I bet she's enjoying her trip in ,, Melbourne is it? ahh well.

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it was Samurai Sudoku Championship yesterday in Ikano!

p/s that was the finals!!

and the result of that is that I ate 2 McValue meal number 1 twice in a day. at the same spot -- in front of the pc screen. I can hear Abby from Beauty and the Best ringing in my ears now, in her lovely Liverpool accent , '.. what kind of a freak would walk right into McDonalds twice in a month?'

I love Him,

more than ever now.

nothing can surpass what is of His.

my God is good,

All the time.

a dedication.

"I used to think that life was just an awful song",
but now I knew I was oh-so wrong;
I used to think about how unfair it all seemed,
just to find out now it's how the Earth is since beginning.

why, what do you know?
afterall it's a broken place polluted by sin.

I used to love the idea of running away,
but won't it just make things more broken that way?
Through His strength the weak shall be strong,
so I'm strengthening up my spirit,
cause the battle I fight is not of flesh and blood.

I urge you brothers,
strengthen up your spirits too,
because he who destroys will not rest;
so neither shall we, warriors of God, shall rest.

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my dearest ******, (shall not state the name in case you're not happy with name stating)

life on Earth. it's full of hardships and obstacles and stuff that are unpleasant to equip you for Eternity. (Isoundlikeanoldperson) but just keep in mind then that we are all here for you, well, at least you have me (and you're stuck with me), and I'm sure there will be loads of them too just that I can't state their names for you now because uh.. I'm not them..? then when you've got enough of all the brokenness remember that God had chose you first, knowing already what will be of you. and His choice will never change unless you refuse to choose Him. and even if you refuse to choose Him, He will continue knocking on your door, asking and asking for you.

and also to that, Jesus said that you could change your depression for His joy. there's a very good perdagangan there leh. ^-^

you, ****** (still not going to state the name) , are made in God's image. no matter how lousy/stupid/useless/bad you think you are, God sees things differently, and He sees your potential despite your flaws. well, if you ask me what good I see in you, I see that you have the ability of attracting people to you . the things you said about jingqi and karr man being able to befriend people easily -- I see that you can do that too, just that you don't realise it yourself. buckle up, sister!

I have faith in you, really. your lovely leader definitely have faith in you! your friends have faith in you. so show the devil what you're made of and make God proud. make your Daddy in heaven proud. I'll be cheering you on all the way. throughout your life on Earth. (: uhm.. that's if you havent got sick of me yet and throw me out the window lah. I love you!! Jesus love you! God love you! (can go on a whole list about this so shall stop now)

for experience!

I'm here. midnight. blogging. more importantly, online.

and to find that people don't sleep. I see people who are on the net as early as I am and still on right this instant. which is weird. very. very weird. okayishouldstoptheveryveryveryswhatever. YES! sooo..

my experience to this late-night online thing is

1. I feel itchy all over. but that's normal cuz my system dont work properly during the night.
2. I feel hungry. geez that means i'm going to gulp in more carbs, which is bad. bad for me.
3. looking at John walking around the hall aimlessly.
4. playing a lot of neopets. I wonder why I never get bored of that game?

gah i'm so sick of typing now. I'm like typing so much in chat boxes that .. well, I'm sick of itlah! maybe I'll come by back tomorrow. :D

what a wonderful day~

I've had white bone tea for dinner yesterday. :D and it've taken effect on me by making me afraid of practically everything.

from bird chirrping on a tree to mass amount of ants moving quickly to kittens running etc.

and what's worst is that the white bone tea made me realised I've grown more immature in looks over the past few years. After browsing through my camwhore-pictures file for a dp on YouthSays, I've came to accept the cold hard truth -- the life is really a circle. O .

and I think I'm going downhill already.

NOOOOoooooo...!!

but I'm still going to attack you all with my lame-ness! fat chance if you think I'll mourn over me turning into a small kid look. bah!

muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. neopets is fun. (:

so extraordinary is His ways.

I don't know how to put this - I'm weirded out by what just happened, but it's not a bad weird. it's a good weird like as in what just happened was good but it was out of ordinary.

I've never cried so much for nothing before in my whole life.

all I did was did what that Still Small Voice told me to do. nobody cries for obeying someone. but I just did. it's weird. it's so so weird. and as I cried, my heart was full. it was overflowing with something I don't know - something good. but it definitely wasn't empty like when someone's crying out of depression. I'm so full of praises now my heart wouldn't stop singing.

Yesus, Kaulah sahabatku,

Yesus, Kau yang s'lalu berada di sisiku,

Kau sumber kuatku.

Yesus, Kaulah sahabatku,

Yesus, Kau yang tak pernah jemu-jemu di sisiku,

Kau sumber kuatku ...

it struck me weird why He would never be sick of being by my side. it's weird but it's the Truth. He would be there no matter what happens.

I am free to run,

I am free to dance,

I am free to live for You,

I am FREE!

indeed, I'm free - I'm free of all the little stumbles in life that we see as giants. I'm free of the boundaries created by human. I'm free of all the depressions. I'm free of diseases. I'm free of insecurity. I'm free of pressures. I'm free. Because who the Son sets free, is free indeed.

and because of that, I'm more than a winner.

Jika Allah di pihak kita, siapa dapat melawan?

Kita lebih dari pemenang!

Hallelujah, kibarkanlah panjiNya!

Yesus Raja segala Raja!

but hey, this is just the beginning of it all. the beginning of His plans for me. I was blog jumping 2 hours ago and I landed on SE's blogspot where I transferred myself to posts that were presented by RL (my 'twin') where she said about being Eagles. I didn't had an answer then, but now - I'm an Eagle. God's love will bring me up into the sky where I'll soar amongst the storm, focusing on the path God had laid down for me.

it was a breakthrough as to what I did for me. Because I would never do that, I never thought I would do that even. that tag I did a few days ago with the Question : to love someone or be loved is more blessed?

my answer would be to love someone who first love you.

I love Him because He first loved me. I chose Him because He first chose me. why did He love me? why did He chose me? I would never know. I mean - look at me! even my parents hate me sometimes. but I guess that's what makes Him so great, He loved me knowing exactly who I am. isn't that who we all need? isn't that what we all seek? someone who would love us knowing all of our weaknesses.


in Him, I believe I can fly.

an adventure

whoa.

I'm finally back from camp, but I think I gained weight instead of losing weight like I did for the Rakan Muda camp. HALT! you guys must be going 'what camp?' now. Cause I didn't mentioned anything about camps for the previous few posts. well, I just attended a 3D2N FGA CYC New Generation Youth Camp. whoa. what a long name.

the accomodation:
were okay.cause the tilam was the exact same as the tilam I have at home. Nylon-filled-sink-in-when-sat-on-too-long tilam. plus, we have 4 toilets. :D and air-cond! wheeee~

the food:
can't be deniededly superb. Seriously! (:

the people:
OH! God bless them. except for that kid that kept on squeezing me towards Jen Ai on the second day's service.

kidding lah.

the weirdest thing of all is that I met Ryan Tan Tze Tzun. my cousin who speaks mainly English and Hokkien in a Chinese-speaking camp. which thinks that kong long is dragon. and guess what? Marie that use to live somewhere along my row of houses there is neighbour to my cousin which invited him of course. small small world.

another weird thing is that I met ah Kua's friend - xiao ling. yes, the ah Kua from 6B class (to ex-6B people who so coincidentally is reading) . and also another ah Kua's friend - Wei Jian - that I still can't believe is only Form 3, he looks so .. like a graduate.

another thing, I got to know a whole bunch of not-so-crazy people that are just rightly cool. awesome. (: for example,
mark ong ka sing, mei qi, wei le, sook ping, kok tim (yvonne's cousin brother), wei jian, tian xiang, san san, xiao ling, ah Ken, kah yan, yvonne's cousin brother no. 2, yvonne's cousin brother no. 3 and yvonne's cousin sister - hahah! I just didn't got to know their names. you can't blame me!

and people that I knew earlier, we got closer and became a big giant crazy cool undignified-for-God family. really glad that most of the people I knew that went came to the Lord. that just proves that God is real and Jesus is alive! YEAHOOO~

AND the chairman is so totally omg-ingly lame.

the services:
was oh so awesome. you could feel it right to your bones the presence of the Lord. although the praise & worship songs seems to repeat itself over the past few days, that's what make it great! I mean, after 2 times singing the songs you don't have to refer to the lyrics anymore. :D and we had a great shouting session all through Praise session. great fun.

the first message presented was all blur to me because I was so tired that I kept dozing off and also because I was annoyed by the selfish little fat bratty kid next to me that kept on putting his leg on top of mine like my leg was some kind of a footstool. okay, shall not let that spoil my mood.

but the second message was okay. :D because I didn't doze off. bahaha.

the games?
OMG. I haven't had such aching muscles before in my life. night challenge games was fun, really it was so fun that well, it was fun! btw, I have a secret to tell, that night was my record breaking night. because I officially didn't bathed for 48 hours+ ; I bet none of you all noticed! HAHAH. well, now you know.anyway, the river probably washed away most of my dirt and stuff. yeah! we completely nailed the river game. there's only one task that I so so so so remember because it was the only one except for the river game that I contributed some efforts to - the walking across a mud + shit filled swamp via two ropes.

the day challenge games were HAHAHA. we so totally rocked at human juicer. :D uhm, we had to like chew on tomatoes and spit the juice into a bottle. our group - heart 8 - had the highest level of juice. guess why?

ice-breakers were a total knock-off too. we were completely victorious in tug-o-war, completely useless in 'lat lat sao si' and an average team in the use teeth to peel off sugar cane skin + peel off coconut skin game this morning.

yesterday night we stayed up till 3 to play unofficial games in the canteen, and that was my first time seeing qing foong not quiet. and it struck me that 'wow, he can talk!'. so irony to what Ryan (SE member) said last time. there's where I got to meet so many new people that were crazy. oh yeah, wei jian is so, so vain.

overall:
it was so friggin crazily fun. our group slogan is so weird that I have no comments on it but just in case you're interested, here it's how it goes:

wo men shi, HEART 8!

wo rang ni men, HEART 8 (ache)!

ji de wo men, HEART 8!

heart 8 we are, CHAMPIONS!

heart 8 we are, CHAMPIONS!

*the lion sleeps tonight tune*

we are heart 8,

we let you heart 8(ache),

a wee bam bam ba bwe~

*continuous shouts*

I only have two complaints to make (apart from the bratty annoying kid), first is that they spelled my name as Rebbeca. how can anyone spell Rebecca as Rebbeca? I mean -- Reb-beca. riiiiiiight. it's suppose to be a name?

the second thing is some people there present use whistles instead of shouting with their own voice box. and whistles not the use mouth shape into an o and blow air out whistle. it's the plastic whistle that goes onto such a high pitch a sound when air is blewn through it. it probably tore my ear-drum into a million pieces. I'm glad I had enough protein to gulped in throughout camp.

we won the overall by the way. and I got a cute little music ferris wheel photo frame.
heart 14 - cui boon's group (ah beh, kah yan, ming ming, jun fai, shee ping -- all there) got 1st runner up.
heart 12 - xin hui's group (ryan my cousin, Marie, wei jian, xiao ling, tian xiang -- etc.) got 2nd runner up.

lalala~ all the awards went to heart-zone. move-zone and voice-zone got no solid presents. HEHEHEHE. I'm happy btw. OH! YES. I FORGOT . I saw KKK there also. D: see? told you it's a small world.

pictures are with everyone else except for me. HAHAH. but the video should be out on youtube a short while after this. so stay tuned! come visit my blog as often and click on the YouthSays button! oooh! thank you, Sue Yin for joining. :D

Rebecca.
a memory to remember - I AM FREE! because who the Son sets free is free indeed.

YouthSays!

well, there's a tiny little thing following the page at the right-hand side bottom corner of the screen, so if you hover your mouse over it, something will appear. click it! :D

I've joined YouthSays under the influence of my sister. the amount of surveys there waiting for me to answer finish! haven! you cute little readers might not know it but I'm actually quite attached to answering surveys/doing tags. so when you're tagging me with a tag, I'm enjoying it more than I'm suffering. seriously, you don't believe me do you? - -

anyway, so this YouthSays thing is about voicing your opinion to people who will actually take your opinions to consideration. obviously they won't go and consider your opinion such as 'gulung tikar lah lousy tooot toot tooooooot' you know? if it were me receiving the opinion, I would track down your IP add and stalk you for the rest of your days. obviously to make your life a living hell.

so join lah! be a part of this gigantic huge family and voice out your opinions! sing to the world~ tadahhhH!!

gotta go iron the uniforms now. aren't house chores a bummer?
rebecca.
running my perfect race with Him guiding me step by step in His footprints.

the great escape? O.o

I'm all bloated and in shock now cause I just finished up McValue meal no. 1 and found out that John got 5As! that's a change from the results stated in his report book. I told you the standard was getting lower!

anyways, I should be doing my 2 tags now so here it is :

From Yweng Yian. oooooh, I won't forget about tagging you next time!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
mourn and cry and plant mushrooms then Forgive and forget.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have all my other dreams come true. (:

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
no one in particular.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
these questions all sound awfully familiar. uh, billion dollars? gee, when I get it you ask me again.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
spanish spanish spanish spanish spanish spanish spanish spanish spanish spanish spanish

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
to love is more blessed .

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
wait for what? for the person to belanja me donut? until the day i die.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
OH WELL.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
nope not recently. OH OH! i know! the penilaian report Mr. Lim gave me for my ARP. super happy about it. :D thanks again, sir.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
fastest. .. hmmm. you do a test on me and tell me.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
26 years old I would be working. and free loading in my parent's house.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
currently? MOST? well, people is mortal right? uh, hmm. currently this very second is the people around me.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
latchshee. uh, what I think? well I don't like assuming or pressuming what a person is like. so, go away. shoo.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
mumble 'good morning, God.'

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
no. I won't give me donuts away. make me do it, suckers! oops.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
that won't happen.

18. What song are you listening now?
I'm not listening to any songs. but I'm listening to the interview on John about getting 5As tho. :D He friggin broke the family tradition. - -

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I don't understand how this tag works. am I suppose to answer the questions with a song name or what? O.o Elaine and Yweng Yian tags me.

oh oh I know how to do it already! shuffle your stupid player list and first song is answer to first question, second song to second question etc. lalala.

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1. If someone says, " Is this okay? "You Say?
I don't want to miss a thing. [wth. it sounds so.. omg.]

2.How would you describe yourself?
Saviour King. [LOL. SHIT. blasphemy.]

3.What do you like in a girl?
crazy - simple plan [... .. uh, okay.]

4.How do you feel today?
My future decided [this thing is not working correctly]

5. What is your life's purpose?
Check Yes Juliet [.. my life's purpose is running away . riiight.]

6.What is your motto?
In Your Freedom. [...]

7. What do your friends think of you?
You saw me [yeah!]

8.What do you think of your parents?
introduce a little anarchy [LOL. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.]

9.What do you think about very often?
He is Lord. [yeahhh~ at least this make sense.]

10.What is 2 + 2?
One day I'll fly away.

11.What do you think of your best friend?
You'll come. [she better.]

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Saving Grace

13.What is your life story?
Footprints in the sand. [:D :D :D]

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
all these lives. [how many lives can I live anyway?]

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
found.

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
How could I live. [how do i dance to this song?]

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Franklin - paramore [very appropriate it seems :D]

18.What is your hobby/interest?
i kissed a girl - katy perry [she kissed okay! not me! NOT ME!]

19.What is your biggest fear?
Why So serious

20.What is your biggest secret?
Love Enough

21.What do you think of your friends ?
come to praise

22.What will you post this as?
the great escape. [to what?!? to this random crappy post?]

I tag:
1.Tsing Tsing
2.Joseph Ng
3.Jadeeeee. :D
4.Yvonne!
5.Alvin Kuan.
6.Jen Hoe!!
7.JingQi (since I just realised you own a blog.)
8. Kevin Liew~
9. Ken Ken Ken Ho! weixing!
10. Chien. :P

genius spotted!

now, now, I could clearly grasp the reason behind all of the sentosians' hatred towards Mr. ost. but no, I didn't understood it just today. On the other hand, I came to realise a certain genius that lies within him. a genius that calls for a good amount of marvelling at, well for me at least.

see, after ARP meeting (idunwannatalkabouttheamountofteasingigot.screwyouyou-know-who-you-ares!) JingQi & I strolled over to the koperasi room as we usually do . but the funny thing was, Jodie (key keeper) forgot to bring the key along. lolol. so after a fair amount of poking the key hole with hair pins, we decided it was best for Jodie to just go home and get the key then come back again.

so anyway, after she came back, we were so happy, carrying our bags and all but suddenly Thum said 'yer, this thing can turn 360 degrees one!' meaning the lock got loose -- the key in the key hole could spin a 360 degrees without unlocking the door.

hair pins don't work with door knobs.

great! so. .. something happened and Mr. ost came by to look at it and whoa! he unlocked the door with a screw driver and wires! amazing.

then we went online (shh) via Pn. osy's laptop and played on bigfishgames till we Thum went high, as if she was on drugs, seriously, she was more active than usual. and suddenly Mr. ost appeared out of nowhere to fix the door knob. ahh, I seriously think he's a genius. anyway, I spied on him fixing the doorknob so if your house's door knob is spoilt, call me and i'll go fix it for you. :D obviously you have to pay.

the beginning :

it suddenly dawned upon me that the World is a little too unfair.

time passes by so fast and well, it just goes without informing you. which is bad, with the computer lagging like crazy + surprisingly very tiring house chores to complete with my maid gone and all. welcome, flat strong abs. :D but hula-hooping is out of the way with all these stuff to do. you see, I'm a very busy person . I need to sleep, eat and watch tv . :D

ytd's Class Party was somewhat unexpectedly fun, with the match of Arsenal vs ManUtd. going on and part of the boys present shouting like hooligans and practically bringing down the roof . yeah! 2-1! I can't believe ManUtd. scored. - -

I want a foosball machine!!

oh yeah, and the sausages were super since I was starving crazy for 5 hours before the meal. hah! see what chores do to you? they drain energy out of you like a leech! speaking of leeches, my sister posted up something very cool of me in her blog a few days ago. go visit if you like the idea of me and leech together.

bummer is, I forgot to bring along a camera to stalk on all my drool-worthy friends. but all the pictures taken are either with Soon Leong or Yweng Yian. so, if any of you happen to be so miraculously reading this, first, add me on msn, then send me the pictures. or should I just visit their friendsters? nahhh.

I still want a foosball machine.

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HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY, Min Yeen!

why is everyone smaller in size than me having their birthdays before me? it's just so seriously weird. but ah, anyhows, happy sweet 16th birthday! and well, I hope you had a great time eating the cake I didn't get to eat because I went back early ytd. ): i want the cake. gahhhh, I'm starting to feel hungry again.

Class Party today.

truth is, there are more people visiting my blog than I thought so.

will cut down on criticism if I can contain it. (:

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and.. finally I'm going to attend a class party. which is also a plus. why can't you guys like choose a better day? for example, during the holidays -- tuesday to friday ? it's as if you people have sixth sense and know i hv something on on Saturday therefore is on a quest to destroy my plan or something like that.

oh btw, RM15 is alot. = =

well so anyway, to all of the attendees, see you there! bye bye.

7thNov .. seventh?!

me and my room had reunited.

i'm rather unhappy today because of some reasons that apparently ALL of ahli ARP SMKSS knows about. which, of course, unless if you force to take donuts out of my life i'll never tell you. but you see, you don't have the power to make that happen, so you can't make me storytell it.

2, i think my teacher's husband is scary. like mr. Lim scary scary. yes, apparently mr. Lim scares the daylight out of me, if you don't know about it.

3, i have to choose between attending SE and class party tmr. in SE, i would have to face all the 'hey, rebecca! glad you're here.' crap and in class party, i have to face boredom. total complete boredom.

4, my first day of duty in koperasi was total failure. but it sure saved up a lot of energy.

5, it's a friday. and fridays had not been the best days of my life so far. and itmost probably means hot weather.

goodbyes

and a whole lot of them in such a short period isn't very good.

my house is covered in dust. thick, pungent, disturbing, itchy dust. which it will all change for the better in a matter of time. well, at least I hope it will. because all the strangers moving in and out of my house makes my hula-hooping time decrease in great number.

oh yeah,my house is getting an onning for the baju-baju for the years to come so that they won't get drenched in the rain while we're all at school listening to the teacher speak or speaking to the students from my mom's perspective. that explains the dust.

i'll bid farewell by being happy about getting back my dear darling super awesome lovely room. kakak, I could never have liked you more. (:

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>> when all else fails, search for his footprints in the sand.

happy turning old~

okay, I have to seperate these two posts because mainly the other post is too colourful. so, on today, I would like to greet a very old friend of mine, all the way down to standard 1 :

HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY, HUI XIN!

look at her small tiny cute chibi size and look at my huge mutated weird size and you just wonder how come she's older than me. though anyway, with all due respect, happy turning 16! you're older than me now and you owe me a birthday present because your birthday is in the same month as mine. ho ho ho .

other than that, I have another friend whose birthday is also today! jeng jeng jeng jeng -

my facebook friend :

Max Wong!

from Japan. I think, LOl. he's uh.. turning some age above 20 today lah. :D personally responsible for the mountain loads of application invites in my facebook account. but mobWars is FUN! so is the others. lalalala. so join facebook and add me! so I can give u invites to all the apps too. (: but it's getting all laggy these days. I think it's because my brother's downloading all the movies.

it will, if i -

if i sang a different song,

if i spoke different words,

if i act a different way,

i bet it'll be okay.

if i closed my eyes and turned

never looking back

danced all the way into the light

it will be o-kay,

i bet it'll be o-kay.

forgive you when you're wrong,

okay, i'll do that.

but forgive me when i'm wrong,

never, you'll say okay.

i'm tired of hiding in darkness,

what good is there when the hurt won't disappear?

so ..

i'll sing a different song,

i'll speak different words,

i'll act a different way,

and make sure it's okay.

i'll close my eyes and turn,

never-ever looking back,

and dance my merry dance into the light

because it'll be okay.

because He will be there,

because He will never hurt me

because He is everlasting

and too because He is life,

I don't have to hide anymore,

He will mend my wounds and carry me on His shoulders.

they never understand

no, people won't understand. they never do understand and they never will anyways, so I don't find the point in stating this out but.

when a person is having a hard time and tell you his/her stuff, listen. don't put him/her off by saying 'hey, cheer up anyways'. it's exactly like pouring cold water. except it's pouring cold water when you're sad. so it's double sadness. and resulting in double emoness.

people actually experience it themselves and they KNOW what people want to hear when they are sad and pouring out stories like grandmothers. but what do people care about? what more than themselves? people know what reaction given would be best but they differ from it and chose the easier route -- not having to deal with the sadness. guess what? you either lose a friend or you add on the space between yourselves when you do the 'hey, cheer up' crap.

what's so hard in listening? afterall, all you need to do is just sit there, nod your head from time to time and give out agreeing sounds. thats it! the end. close book, throw down toilet, flush.

unless if you're some kind of a ADHD patient and can't stop jumping around, I forgive you. anyone would forgive you. *sigh* a day of revelations it seems to be. I've discovered a lot of stuffs that are not really very pleasing. which I don't seem to want to recall.

the other way round.

so, I actually wanted to rant on about my sister that left me in school to wait for a never appearing car for the gazzilionth time already this year but I decided the better -- ranting on the departure of my maid.

5 years ago she arrived with short boy-cut hair. 5 years later she owns the longest lengthed hair I've ever saw someone own in real life.

5 years ago she was a stranger. 5 years later she is a friend. and an arch enemy to my sister.

5 years ago she spoke only a little. 5 years later I hear her sing her lungs out every afternoon and laugh like , seriously, a demented person whilst watching the Korean dramas.

5 years ago, she had no idea what mee sup was. 5 years later, she kept on cooking mee sup.

5 years ago, I hated her for stealing my bedroom away. 5 years later, I still hate her for that fact.

5 years ago, she was normal. 5 years later, I think she'd turned a little crazy. all the talking non-stop and the singing-to-yourselves.

well, whatever changes there were in these five years together, she'll be gone tomorrow. AND I GET MY BEDROOM BACK! YES! YES! YES!! I mean I have to start doing house chores and online time will die out eventually , since next year's SPM year , I'll probably be super emo next year and hence, resulting in the chain-up-myself-in-room act all over again like that period of time when I started to become an emo kid.

look on the bright side! I'll have more allowance! :D and no time to spend them. pffft.

but all of that comes of short-termed effect. of long-termed effect, I'll definitely miss her and her mee sup. and her singing. I'll probably be missing one helluva loads of home-food. cause my mom's too busy taking her afternoon naps and will probably forget to cook dinner and suddenly say , 'hey! who's up for mcD's?!' and eventually we'll get sick of mcD's too.

but really, I wish her all the best. and I pray for her wellness. because she's giving me back my room. hah hah ha hah aha ha ha . and I also hope that her now-5-year-old son doesn't calls her 'kakak' and will instead call her 'ibu' lolololol.

hmm. now comes the problem, what should I give her as departure gift?

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when life is shit and you know for sure you're going down the wrong way, there's always a U-turn up ahead where you can be on the right road again. pray to the Creator of CY Majoris, He'll carry you on His shoulders and bring you back home.

rebecca.
- this is home, where you are.

me a nominee.

for this
which I think Jen Hoe seems to have no one to tag it with therefore had placed me in the list. but I was first! yay. (: yay yay yay~

Now, now let's move on to the nominees :

1) qingworld (stumbled upon it one fine day, but it's 18-sx.)

2) Jocelyn Wong (hah. I don't even know her. stumbled upon it also. cool because she updates once in months)

3) Tan Elaine (for the overwhelming emo-ness)

4) Jade's! (for constantly making me laugh like some crazy person in front of the screen)

5) Yvonne's (because my friends are cool and she's my friend (: )

6) Alvin's (because of the cold jokes. -.- )

crap .. I'm stuck with 6 blogs only. uh..

7) ahhh! weixing! (for the colourful words.)

dehh.. I'm stuck again.

8) oh! oh! Chien's! (for the *erhem* words she chooses)

this is going to take a long time... ... ..

9) Jen Hoe!! because he tagged me with this. (:
10) won the funniest blog award. (mind you, I'm putting this up because I have no one to list on anymore.)

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I'm pretty much skipping all the classes in school these days. the teachers don't teach and even if they taught, I won't listen anyways, so it doesn't makes any difference if I skipped them and ran around the hall until my lungs explodes.

but no, I didn't skipped classes so that my lungs could explode today. I went to the koperasi room.

and I was so so so so so sleepy with nothing to do but everyone else busying away with either one or two things on their hands. so - I made up my mind to disturb them as much as I could. which I think yvonne got mad at me for. (: I think Jodie's elder sister (Iforgothername) got fed up of all the commotion and decided to went home early. Iforgothername happened to be a lower six student , so, still had to suffer in school.

anyway, that all had nothing to do with my main topic i was about to blog about. so you just wasted your time. teaches you to not read blogs with no sense.

GAHH! MY POINT IS!

my uncle. he has this really cool looking bottle that was presented to him by some chinese society he was in! it's very cool!! like those in anicent times, in China I mean, they carry around those weird shaped bottles containing alcohol around their waists . it looked just like that! and mind you, that bottle hiked up some interest in Chinese Language for some reasons. Although my system still adds in loadsa Malay into my speech and typings.

I just found out the bottle is called gourd.

YES! that's all I need to say. oh yeah. I passed my History test. a plus sign for the upcoming hols, my class's having a year-end trip! but boo-hoo, next year's teachers are going to be the same as this year's. which actually means another year of not listening in maths class.

oh! oH! I got an 83% for maths! a super plus sign for the hols! hahah.

life really rocks when God's in control. tralala. I'm really going to go sleep now. yesterday night's movie marathon on mr. & mrs. smith and followed by Bruce Almighty sure did ate up loads of my energy. what with running around and disturbing everyone today. *yawn*

nightey night darlings.
-- "to give You up, I'd be a fool."

look around.

if you guys had taken notice, I've changed my hit counter to something smaller and more normal. becuase apparently the previous counter was cheating, counting every page load. . . uh, okay.

anyway, yesterday when I blogged about my trip, I saw the new counter with '160' on it. but just now it had increased to '226'. and the weird thing is it's settings is set to unique visitors. O.o why is there a huge difference in the numbers? I have to say my counter is broken . SIGH//

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my family is coming back today from Ipoh where they had the memorial service for my uncle. what I don't get is that my uncles and aunties didn't want to tell my grandma about this matter, which I find utterly disturbing. I mean, she deserves to know .. right? even though she might faint over the news or something. GAH.

nvm, nvm.

so anyway, they're coming back today & I'm surprised my brother went together. hufff.

with all due respect,
Rebecca. (:
=> anata wa watakushi no shujin dayo!

".. You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are."

quoted from HSM soundtrack 'breaking free'

tear off that mask and let the world see who you really are.

just like the song title, 'break free'.

WOW!

I didn't updated for ONE day! (: but I have a long post so make yourself a huge pot of coffee and put it right in front of you at the computer table if you insist on reading.

anyways,

I'M BACK! *grins my abnormal grin*

and sweating like no one's business. I lost a rounded up amount of 2kg over the last two days.(believe me, I just weighed myself) let's see .. steep-hill climbing, setting up tent under hot burning Malaysia sun, eating less food than I normally do for 2 days, slept for 3 hours .. or was it 2 hours?, had sukaneka (tug-o-war, racing), cooked (O.O it's actually edible! don't worry, no one died), acted as a yakuza, played badminton, did aerobic, treasure hunt, talking more than I normally do, made my mind process more Malay Language than usual .. yeah, guess that's it. OH! and walked home via bus ride in between walks under hot hot hot hot hot sun.

So anyway, I need to shut up and make my pictures start talking. oh wait, before that, you need to know I got seperated with JingQi because of the group numbering stuff. so.. yeah.

First Day :

watch tower in Bukit Gasing. (yeah, we climbed Bukit Gasing and thought it was a BIG deal.)

Siti Hajar, Betty Ngalang & Woo JingQi (tent mates!)

first to rise.

umbrella pun dah keluar. apa yg kurang lagi?

Lol. JingQi can become a pro model.

Spagghetti for lunch.

'ngok, Hajar gune chopstick tu!

JingQi & Hajar sack jumping (sukaneka)

Nazib pregnant with a balloon and .. iforgothisname posing.

positions of one of the three tug-o-war that my group actually won.

group photo! don't ask why my feet appeared on top of someone's head. I don't know either. 0:-)

they cooked dinner while I cam-whored.

JingQi cooked. A lot. for her group only lah. ):

my group's super delicious dinner.

me & Nazib

me in full (so-called) yakuza costume & Nazib

En. Hazdi lied to us weih! He.. he told us to go to the multipurpose hall at 1am but when we passed by at 1.10am, no one was there. AND PLUS he told us to wake up at 5.30am for don't know what lah but he himself wasn't there. That was TWICE he tricked us! lousy. and anyway, I tossed and turned through the night and I didn't got any sleep at all until the.. 20th song on Hitz.fm was playing. D: actually I was about to go sleep at the 15th song butthen 'breaking free' started playing and I was all, whoa. This song reminds me of so many many things and when HSM wasn't that cheesy and bleaugh. but Hajar likes HSM so.. dahlah. don't insult too much.

continue on! 2nd Day :

sky in Kuchai at 7am.

Nazib's super cool way of heating his bread.

before taking down the tent.

the all so famouse international language of aliens

Hajar & me

my group and being clueless about what the clue 'large pondok small house' meant during treasure hunt

Form 2 creeps that made our lives horrible with their idea of the Sukaneka activities, first-night activity (the yakuza dress up), and treasure hunt.

I didn't particularly cared whether I won the lousy treasure hunt anyways, because the other group that won got a very beautiful round and yellow thing with pink scribbles on it.

tada! ah, tahniah, syabas. dpt dah belon happy kan?

Nazib showing his skills of washing chicken

Pn. Toh! our mentor. (:

you guess lah what it is. you guess lah. guess je.

cincau? jelly? gui lin gao? NOH. all wrong. it's OIL. cooking oil. I wonder if anyone would believe if I said it was Diesel and sold it away?

LOL. this is funny story about the steamer.

see the leg without slippers? the owner of the pair of legs apparently had no idea how to steam food and so very coincidentally place the whole three layers of thing on top of the fire. with the chicken in it on the second layer. with no water at all on the first layer. very funny. I laughed till my toe started to join me in laughter in my head.

Hajar & JingQi with specs

Hajar & clues for treasure hunt & me

my group's tasteless lunch that has the look. see children, don't judge a book by it's cover.

the other group's lunch which fried rice with egg I didn't taste. ):

'Betty, 'ngok, masih ade darah la, tak enak langsung ko.'

I thought the tea tasted better than the food.

tak tahu malu langsung ko, masih bergembira mengambik gambar mcm dah menang tu.

what had I learnt from this camp? HMM.. well, besides discriminating people that are different from our skin colour ah .. I've learnt to be a sore loser lo. my group sucks. I'm sorry for the term but it really does. it's like they see you as worthless if you're not of the same kind. and they discriminate. a whole lot. and they speak bad about the other team whenever they win a game. I mean, c'mon! this is a camp. camp is fun. and fun is not speaking bad about other people. fun is also not ignoring anyone that don't have the same skin colour as you. DUDETTES, YOU say the They do the discriminating acts, what in the world did I saw in the past 2 days? WAKE UP! and brew me coffee.

OKay.

I'm suppose to go offline now cause my arm and stomach are starting to ache and my shoulders are stiff and I can't walk properly because of .. screw aerobics.

dah. DAH. anyway, I had fun la. my BM boosted up thanks to Betty and Hajar and Nazib. Lol. but Nazib don't speak much. unlike Hajar who can go on and on and on about movies to people to TV series to F1 to WWE to football (go Fabregas!) to singers to tennis players to US President election to motor racing to everything else in the whole wide world you can speak of about lah! and the problem is JingQi knows as much as she does so I did most of the listening and agreeing (especially to the part where she said Fabregas leng chai lah) and giving comment like DBSK is not really that cool.

oh okay, sorry. anyway, DAH! (: I'm going to go bath and straight to bed. D: En. Hazdi, kenapalah tipu kami? 'ngok, I dah hilang 2kg ni. tak mcm saye dah, dah tak bulat. tak cantik lah mcm ni.. kan? (: